Happy Birthday, Sweethearts :)

Lily Farhah @ Pa'ah @ Kiddo, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! May Allah bless you always.
Semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki.
Hope you'll have a great life ahead.
Take care kat sanaaa! :D
Dont forget us kat Malaysia ni. hee :D
*hugs*



and Amierul Nazriq, Happy Birthday too! sorry couldnt find your picture :))
andd, Syafix Shahril, Happy Birthday! hope we'll be awesome cousins foreverr. haha :D

Garuda Patah Sayap Gara Gara Dibaham Harimau Malaya.

Finally, Malaysia menang !

Aku memang agak dah Malaysia menang.

Harimau Malaya really made Malaysians proud :)

Aku ada instinct yang kuat Malaysia akan menang, sebab itu lahh aku sanggup tak berganjak dari kerusi depan tv semata mata tengok match dari mula sampai habis.

Maka, aku dengan ini berbangga menjadi anak Malaysia yang mempunyai pemain2 bola yang tampan kacak bergaya dan hebat.

Awh aku suka betul Muslim dengan Fahmi tu. HAHA

Aku memang suka tengok footballer dulu baru focus tengok match :)

Tak dapat disangkal kenyataan yang penjaga gol Malaysia, Khairul Fahmi Che Mat tu memang ada look dan sangat cekap dan bagus. Aku kagum.

Oh dan saya suka Muslim Ahmad. Jangan la tanya kenapa, sudah pasti sebab dia handsome ;)

And saya tersuka sorang player indon sebab muka dia comel. Siapa lagi kalau bukan Irfan Haarys Bachdim.

And saya rasa gembira, sebab Jumaat cuti umum. Semuanya kerana Malaysia Menjuarai Piala AFF Suzuki 2010 :)

Walaupun saya memang cuti, tapi gembira la jugak bagi pihak ibu bapa saya yang bekerja. haha

Harimau Malaya. <3

Ini lah Muslim Ahmad, walaupun terbuat own goal, tak apa, mungkin terganggu dengan  kehadiran perempuan2 indonesia yang lawa2 tu kan.

Penjaga gol yang hebat. Semua orang salute dia. Dan semakin ramai orang yang like dia.

Irfan Haarys Bachdim, kamu memang ganteng.

Malangnya, kamu nggak sehebat abang2 Harimau Malaya.

Sorry, tak cukup hebat untuk disanjuung sangat :P

Nampaknya lepas ni , aku cari football player lah. takmahu dah rugby player. HAHA

Oh and great news, nanti aku nak beli baju ni satu siap letak nama. HAHA

Bapa aku kata Indon akan menang. So the deal was, kalau Malaysia menang, dia mesti membelikan sehelai jersi ini untuk aku.

Dan, terbukti, Harimau Malaya itu hebat, dia hutang satu jersi dengan aku :)

Sekali dah update blog, rasa nak update lagi.

Last night I got to meet my 2 nephews, Ariff and Aliff.
Aliff had his haircut, so tak berapa nak curl dah :(
and Ariff also had haircut.
They both were so adorable :D
We had dinner together. ariff and aliff keep running around, but last night Ariff did ate a lot :p

Oh and, my cousin, Abg E got a new babyyy! Kak Tini finally delivered a baby girl.
And they named her Kaseh :)
Awww such a sweet name. plus, i'm happy that finally I got a niece! :)
She's a christmas baby. hihi

And now I dont feel like typing panjang2.
Heres some pictures of the two boys.

It's been a while since I last updated :P

Okay dah lama sangat tak update blog.
Hmmm.
Theres nothing interesting.
I went to singapore, last few days.
Okay pergi suntec city, masuk cotton on bapak besssttt!
Most of the stuffs 5 - 15 dollars je ! :DD
So i bought a tank top, and a pair of slippers.
It cost me only 10 dollars, about rm23.50 duit malaysia. :D

My bro shops A LOT.
he bought 2 tshirts. satu tu 10 dollars.
then he bought 2 pairs of shoes. 5 dollars sepasang.
kat malaysia memang takkan dapat barang tu semua harga macam tu. hahaha

And, hari ahad balik shah alam. sampai rumah pukul 1 pagi.
Hari isnin pukul 9 pagi dah kena kejut suruh siap2 ikut pergi Kluang.
ha memang besssttt. dari selatan ke tengah2 dan ke selatan semulaaa :)
makan makan makan dah confirm la kan.

Okay harini, pukul 11 pegi breakfast,
then pergi main bowling dengan mama, and of course lah aku menang  :D
then pegi karaoke :DDD
sorang nyanyi 2 lagu. dengan mama pun nyanyi. hahaha :D

then balik, masak2 lunch, makan lagi.
and  now tercangak depan laptop. tunggu ayah balik. nak balik shah alaaammm :(

*i guess i chose the wrong guy again.

and now I feel terrible.

seriously, i feel TERRIBLE !
again, TERRRIBLE !
darn it !
seriously, i feel terribly terrible! :(

cry, thats all i can do for the time being.

I feel bad. Serious bad.

Okay ramai yang tanya result PMR brapa kan, jawapannya, hm boleh lah. tak bangga sangat.
orang lain maybe cakap la kan bersyukur la ape la kan,
memang la bersyukur gilaaa dapat lebih dari apa yang aku expect.
tapi deeeep inside, still rasa bad gilaa.

my ex schoolmates ramai gila dapat straight As not just 8 je, but 9 pun ade.
so, i feel like i'm so stupiddd.
yang dulu2 sama sama result dengan aku, sekarang result diorang like wayy better.
i feel like crying everytime i think of it :(

orang lain makin pandai, yang kau ni makin lembab kenapa nurul -__-


p/s ; i guess its the best way to stay away from you so i dont get hurt again. eventhough staying away is hard, but staying closer is way harderr :'(

Pictures of the sisters :)

Okay nak tengok gambar gambar semalam? :)

So memang nampak betapa jelas kebahagiaan terpampang dimuka masing masing.

Sisters, forever and always.

Gonna miss Kiddo ! :D

Oh and not forgetting Aliana. eventho shes not with us yesterday :)

H - I - L - A - R - I - O - U - S - - D - A - Y - !

It was AWESOME ! :)

I really had fun today.

I went out at 2pm, off to KTM, then texted Kiddo asking where is she.

So i arrived KL Sentral then waited for Kiddo. Ate Mcd's icecream, usha people here and there :D

At 3, Kiddo arrived, so we gerak to KLCC by LRT.

Then straight to Pavilion since Nayli and Fatin waited us there.

It was raining but not heavily. Lucky us :D

So meet Nay and Fatin then we went and have lunch at KFC.

I went and meet Nazrin and his girlf, Syahirah, at Old Town while the girls ordered their lunch.

Talk about some stuffs with Nazrin and the girlfriend.

Then went back to KFC.

Sat at the table with the girls,

Gossip about few people. But most of the time about BABY.

Tak habis habis pasal BABY yang tak berapa nak baby sangat tu la kan :))

Then we went jalan jalan.

We went into Parkson and bought something for Kiddo since she's leaving to Swiss :)

We bought her a journal book.

And Fatin bought herself a small notebook.

I surveyed few things that I need for nex year's school sem :D

At 6.20, Imera and Emmy arrived.

So we took some pictures with the Christmas decos of pavilion.

I met few people like Azirul and his friends, Haffiz and his friends.

Unexpected people.

Oh and I saw Asyraf with his girlfriend.

I saw hotties :DD

Then we talked talked talked laughed laughed laughed. :D

Then we signed the first page of the journal book, as memories for Kiddo. hehehe :D

After that, we went to MCD.

funniest part ever!

masuk mcd semua muka confident. 

naik atas, duduk.

tiba tiba, "siapa yang nak makan pergi la order dulu" kata Imera. 

"siapa yang nak makan?" disambut orang2 lain. 

HAHA padahal tak ade siapa nak makan.

maka, bangun, dengan muka comel comel, turun, keluar :))

semua pandang :))

Then pegi sungei wang, pegi foodcourt atas, sampai je, jadi center of attention.

semuaaa pandang, yang bangla2 mamak2 kat situ semua bising suruh makan kat tempat diorg.

hell rimas ! hahahaha

sumpah dah gelak2 dahh :))

minum minum, gelak gelak buat lawak :D

then complain air tak sedap, pastu chow. haha

Pastu me and Kiddo have to go home.

so they sent us to monorail.

salam, peluk cium semua ah. haha

then bye bye :)

then me and Kiddo waited for the monorail sampai 8.30.

sampai KL Sentral terus beli ticket KTM, nasib baik 10minit je tunggu.

dapat duduk. sebab coach wanita tak ramai sangat orang.

then texted my bro asking where is he, then he said, 'Setia Jaya'

i was like, "dalam ktm ke? tapi aku baru sampai jalan templer."

then he replied " weh, kite dalam train same la! aku taktahu tadi station ape, hentamm je"

me, "-.-"

him, "dah dah meet kat shah alam, aku dh bgtau mama kau balik dengan aku"

i am happy. save duit sikit nak balik :D

so sampai, his friend picked us up and sent us homeee :D

then kelua balik, pegi makan then balik online smpai sekarang. :D

it was a very hilarious day with the girls. i had so much fun with the girls today!

NAYLI ZABIDIN, FATIN FATINI, EMI SYAHIRA, EMMY SYAKINA, LILY FARHAH, we'll be sisters forever ♥ ♥ ♥

p/s ; malam ni i jadi kuat gossip and jadi stalker just because of that baby. seriously, hotstuff betul dia tu :)

its the end of 2010,

End of 2010.
And I'm saving some money to get few things. :)
Here's my wishlist for 2011 :)

1st, I would like to get myself a Macbook Pro, or iMac :)
2nd, I would like to get a PSP for myself.
3rd, I would like to have braces :D
4th, I would like to do a total makeover for myself, which I still cant figure out how and what.
5th, I would like to change school, and hopefully, a private school please.
6th, I would like to buy those 3 books that I've listed down as my must-buy-books :D

Thats all for now. will be updating the list later. XOXO

It's Aliff's turn ;)

Well, this is adik.

Theres lots more pictures of him.

but later lah masukkan.

Tengok pipi gelembung macam tu memang tipu la minah belakang tu tak selalu cubit.

Dia pukul orang sakit.

And dia suka cakar orang kalau dia tak suka.

So far alhamdulillah dia tak pernah cakar saya lagi :)

Dia suka buat mata comel. kelip kelip ala gedik gedik.

Then kalau dia cakap, mesti ada expression yang sangat comel.

Dia panggil semua perempuan kakak and semua aunties mama :)

Tapi dia suka panggil uncle dia gemuk. haha comel gila dia sebut, mok!

Pitching suara dia sangat tinggi.

Apa yang dia nak, kalau tak dapat, mula la menjerit sampai orang bagi, lepastu buat muka paling comel bila dah dapat.

Dia pun dah pandai demand.

Makan tak mahu bersuap dan makan pun pilih2 jugak.

Oh and and, one thing about him,

Dia sukaaa sangat pakai jeans.

Even tidur pun kalau boleh nak pakai jeans.

Setiap hari nak pakai jeans.

Pantang sangat nampak orang pegang jeans mesti nak pakai. :)

Err thats all about adik kot.

Kecik keciik dah ganas. dah besa jangan la nakal nakal.

Love you adik :)

Ariff :)

Latest picture of him :)

This was taken last 2 weeks I think.

Hee si abang ni dah makin pandai posing2.

And mulut dia agak jahat kadang2.

He slept a night a my place.

The night before, he fought with his lil bro wanting a toy.

Diorang suka gaduh and the abang will end up crying. 

Cause the adik is so ganas and kasar.

While the abang is so terpaksa-mengalah punya type.

Theres pictures of me and adik but later I'll upload it.

I love abang because he's soo cute and he always ikut cakap.

Sebab dia dah faham.

And dia tak takut orang yang dia jarang jumpa.

And dia friendly and suka buat lawak comel.

And and and, dia sukaaa menempek kalau jumpa I.

Semua benda dia akan mintak I tolong.

Lepastu kalau tak bagi, nanti dia merajuk mengada2 sambil buat muka paling comel :D

And abang ni suka ajuk cakap orang.

Dia suka sangat ikut apa orang buat.

But, satuu yang dia tak selalunya ikut is, MAKAN.

Dia susah sangat nak makan.

Adik lagi kuat makan dari dia.

Dia makan sikit gilaaa.

Sebab tu dia kurus kerempeng kalau peluk rasa tulang :)

Dah, love you abang :)

Kerja Kosong?

HAHA :)
Part time / Full time Lover WANTED :))
Kan senang kalau cari jodoh macam cari kerja :)
Ada qualifications, ada charisma, ada confidence, ada experiences, dapatlah :)

Phonebook aku mintak ditambah kawan Oh dan by the laluan, aku dah ada number baru.

Playlist malam ini,

Sekarang jam 247pagi.
Waktu Malaysia.
6 Disember 2010.

Songs on my current playlist :

Kerna Ku Sayang Kamu - Dygta
Perfect Two - Auburn
Puncak Angkasa - Nik Irfan & Caprice
Breakfast (Buat Relax Je) - Caprice
Please Dont Go - Mike Posner
Diam Diam - Tilu
Superman - Joe Brooks
If You Could Be Anywhere - Tom Felton
Grenade - Bruno Mars
Take It Off - Kesha
Mine - Taylor Swift
You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift
Tentang Perasaanku - Irwansyah

Thats all I think. Yeah malam malam memang saya suka layan lagu pelik2.

220

post ke 220 ditaip pada 220am.

Saya demam. malas nak fikir ayat nak update apa.

Jemput menjamu selera dalam Skype :)

Satay dan biskut cheese menemani perut kami yang lapar pada pukul 3 pagi.
Terima kasih skype kerana membenarkan kami makan bersama sama :)

Woah?

Hee :D
Nasib baik aku pandai!

Meh cerita :D
Ni pasal abg fixie.
Yea ex aku yang paling last dan latest.
Rupanya dia ada facebook.
Dulu dia kata dia tak ada facebook.
Then nasib baik la aku ni pandai bijak orangnya.
Pergi page kawan dia.
And ternampak dia kat siblings kawan dia tu :D
pastu tengok tengok tengok gamba dia,
tatap2 sampai keluar airmata, hahah!

rupanya dia betul tak tipu aku pasal dia workout, and dia kerja.
haih.

But nak buat macam mana kan,
aku memang kena let go dia.
sampai bila nak tahan in a relationship tapi tak macam in a relationship kan?
but i admit i still love him.
okay dah la tu.
bukan orang nak tahu. bukan dia baca pun.
dia pun ramai lagi perempuan nak kat dia :)

Heeeee, and and, my bestfriend has a boyfriend! amazing. haha
soo happy for her :D

I did something stupid at 3am, but I was extremely happy :)

3AM. 29th November 2010.

On my bed.

I dialed IA's number. Thought he's asleep. But unfortunately/luckily, NO. =D

He answered.

But then I didn't know what to say, so I just keep my self silent.

And so do him.

We're like mute for 10secs then I hung up the phone.

Stupiid us. HAHA

Then I called him again. Stupid me. 

Then he picked up.

"Hello"

"Yeah"

"Irfan kan?"

"Yea"

"Not asleep yet?"

"No."

"You tenga buat ape?"

"I tenga main game"

"Oh tadi Liverpool menang ke?"

"Kalaah."

"Ha kalah? Serious?"

"Yeah kalah"

"Gila loser liverpool. You support loser"

".........."

"Ey k lah, you pergi la main game. Saje kacau. Nak call org lain pulak. Bye"

"Ha k."

I think he was offended by the Liverpool loser thing. hihi

What to do, I tercakap. HAHA

But anyways, I was very happy to hear his voice.

Awwww. Hihi 

After I hung up the phone, I was like, sooo happy :)

So thats all for now. HAHA

For IA, which I know you wouldnt read this, but still,

Thanks a lot for answering my call eventho just for a few minutes.

Sorry about the loser thing. :))

And thanksss again for these past few days you made me happy. :)

I wish I could get My Edward back. At least, as friends. *sigh*

Cerita best :D *SS*

HAHA
Dua or tiga malam yang lepas, ada misscall at almost 3AM.
guess whoooo? :D
aww aww. at first aku langsung tak teringat number siapa.
but seems so familiar.

then teliti sepuluh kali atau lebih, baru teringat.
aww awwww number IA! haha
i know, its so typical of him to misscall me at odd times.
then he'll say tersalah tekan.
so, aku perli dia, "whats with the misscall at almost 3am in the morning?tertekan lagi?"
i thought he wont reply.
but, he replied. he said, "saja call, haha"
i was like "wthell is wrong with himmmm? apahal mcm baik pulak?"
but nevermind.
eventhough its just a misscall and short texts, i, still happy. haha!
okay thats all byeee :)

Selamat Hari Tua yang Ceria ;)

Heres a simple birthday wish for the 29th November-ians :)

 Megat Muhammad Syafiq bin Megat Mohd Ali Hanafiah,

Happy 17th Birthdayyy! :)

Hope you'll have a great 17! :)

May Allah bless you always, semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki :)

Thanks for all the memories of you and me :)

Youve been such a great friend. hee :D

Happy Birthday again pendek! :)

Annur Amanina Abdul Manaf, HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY!

May Allah bless you always.

Semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki.

Semoga bertambah hot and pretty.

You're one of my bestmates, since kindergarten!

Its been almost 12 years we've been friends. hee :D

Thanks for being such a great and nice and loud friend.

Hoping to meet you this coming December!

I lalalove you ninaaaa nino! <3

Nadiha, :)

Happy 16th Birthday!

May Allah bless you always, :)

Its been almost 2 years or 3 years kot we've been friends since Myspace. 

I adore youu! sebab you lawa and cool! :D

Okay I know its a bit awkward posting a birthday wish tiba tiba like this sebab tak pernah rapat. haha

but, anyways, Happy Sixteenth Birthday again and Have a blast!

Hope you'll smile always and stronger and prettier and goodluck in whatever you do! :)

Syarifah Shameerah Al Junid,

Happy 15th Birthday!

May Allah bless you,

May all your wishes come true.

Thanks for being my friend since I was 11.

All those 'sekolah agama' memories, I wontt forget! haha

Hope you'll have a great life ahead! :D

Pijak di Bumi yang Nyata.

Saya nak pakai spec!
Tapi mata masih sihat. :(

mungkin?

mungkin ada yg btanya kemana aku?
Tak mungkin. Haha.
Jangan tnya la. Nanti sampai masa aku datang balik,
Chill bebeh.
Pada teman2 yg nak ajak lepak, mintak maaf, aku sedang bermeditasi. Jangan la cariii. Nanti aku datang merangkak pada korang. Haha.
Baiii,
Aku rinduuuuuuu semuaaanya :D
Aku rindu mama ayah, abg afi, abg adi, aiman and alan. Dan faceboooook! -.-

Anugerah Jerit.

Shoutawards 2010 was quite dissapointing.
The sound system was bad, the ticket management sucks, the crowd were not that awesome.
The lineups were just so-so.

But, theres something awesome which is, theres 3 effin hotties sitting in front of me *eyebrows*
I was attracted to the silent one. HAHAHA
My friend dared me to ask for his facebook, but I didnt. No way! :P

So the shoutawards finished at almost 12,
I went out, then I saw Alif, he was efffin cute! and tall.
So I called his name, then he turned around, then he smiled and waved.
Awww hes so cuuutteee! haha

so I waited for my brother and his friends and whatever.
While 'cuci mata' outside of the stadium.
Theres hotties everywhere. *eyebrows eyebrows* HAHA
I saw a guy who I met at worldstage last year. but didnt greet him.
Then took some pictures of myself. HAHA

So at 1, we ciaoz.
Went for supper at NC,
Then went home.

And, I heard that my Red devils won 2-0.
Chelsea lost 1-0.
Arsenal lost also.
*sorry i speak broken english*

Omygod. chelsea lost again? ;P

Aku memang kuat jealous -__-

Haihhhh. Kenapa tak boleh avoid doo jealousy nii?

Even aku and IA dah lamaaa tak ada apapa,

Tapi aku still jealous.

Yeah sekarang dia ada girlf baru.

Form 4 pulak.

Hot sudah tentu. Satu kemestian.

Chinese ke malay aku tak pasti.

Tapi mata sepet.

And aku dah expect memang diorang akan couple sebab cara wall to wall tu memang SAMA macam cara wall to wall aku dengan IA.

Cuma perempuan tu boleh tahan lagi gatal dari aku la :))

Perempuan tu panggil nama yang SAMA aku panggil IA.

MANA BOLEHH ! aku je boleh panggil nama tuuu :((

And perempuan tu ada suka lagu yang thaqif nyanyi, SAMA macam aku.

Asal mesti nak sama? HAHA

Okay whatever. Biarlah. Dah kebetulan kan?

Yang paling aku tak berkenan, dia dapat lelaki yang SAMA yang aku pernah dapat.

Cb! hahaha

Haih, bila la nak get over ni.

Haritu kata last post pasal dia, tapi ni dah macam aku pulak reporter pasal hidup dia -_-

Dia dah 2 lepas aku,

Yang aku ni, melepaskan 2 orang sebab dia. sebab tak boleh get over dia.

Nampak kebodohan aku kat situ?

Terang terang kan? -____________-

Haihh.

Bilaaaaa ni nak get over?

Korang agak agak bila aku nak get over?

Ni dah masuk 2 bulan. still tak boleh.

Macam manaaa?

hari penat, entri malas.

Tadi nak blog something.

Tapi dah macam hilang idea nak brag panjang2.

So macam malas pula. hahah

Mamat pendek baju hitam yang aku nampak 3 kali kt KLCC tadi handsome :DD

Nasib baik tak jumpa kali keempat dan kelima. kalau tak, tak pasal2 diorg dare minta number dia. hahaha :))

So harini berjalan bersama cousin tersayang yang sebaya, siapa lagi kalau bukan Nabilah and Zhafri.

Dan suprisingly, kami dengan rela hati membawa adik masing masing.

Zhafri bawak Ayip, Iela bawak Wawa andd Nurul bawak Aiman.

Baiknya hati kitorang kali nii.

Oh dan 3 tetamu jemputan iaitu Syahir andd, Aliyah and lakinya. haha

So pukul 11 dh smpai kat KLCC, pegi makan, lepak2 tunggu Iela datang.

then pegi beli ticket wayang, lepak setarbaks, lepastu tengok wayang cerita Harry Potter.

Um, cerita dia, okay laaaa. but aku bukan big fan, so tak berapa nak minat sangat.haha

Then dari KLCC, split.

Aku, aliyah dan lakinya pergi Fahrenheit sebab nak masuk Uniqlo.

Lain semua hal sendiri.

Then sampaiii je Fahrenheit, hujan lebat pulaaakkk.

Masuk Uniqlo, jalan2, cari baju yang berkenan, tapi tak ada. banyak sweaters je.

so, keluar, dan fikir macam mana nak pergi BB dalam hujan.

dengan judinya *gamble nya* kami bertiga berlari meredah hujan sampai lot10 :D

then ternampak ada org jual payung, bantaiii belii. dh desperate. hahaha

then jalan sampai BB.

jalan2 lepas tu gerak low yat.

then makan mcd, lepastu balik.

malas nak cerita banyak. siapa pun nak baca, hahah

baiiii penat. selamat malam!

Another Perfect Day :)

3 Anggerik's class party was great.

We ate kfc snack plate each one, 2 slices of pizza from pizza hut, a chocolate cake, carbonated drinks, twisties.

We also got a small towel as our door gift :)

The class fund was really worth paying for :D

So petang, I went to Jipa's place with Nani.

We lepak lepak, gossip some stuffs,

then we went to the playground, took pictures till 630,

then went back to jipa's room and did something stupid.

and we burst our laughs out loud :D

it was a perfect day, with the loved ones :)

Hurt, :|

I dont know why, hidup aku mmg macam pathetic gilaaa right now.
Haihh,
I keep on crying every single night without fail.

I dont get enough sleep,
I keep on having headaches.
I dont have the appetite to eat a lot like I used to.

I dont even know whats wrong with me.

Haih.
Lately I hurt myself a lot.
yesterday I played with a knife. hahaha
but nothing happened . haha

I dont care if I got hurt anyways. haha
Haihhh,
Seriously I feel like I have nothing to think of.
Everyday, I'll cry. HAHHAA stupid me.

See, my blogpost pun merepek merapu lebih punya lebih.
Seriously rindu Frhn Bdri and Irfn Atffe. tk tipu la sial rindu gilo.

Haihh, stupid me. stupid dumb dumb pulak tu.

Pfft.

I am not strong enough to move on.
I've never believe in the "better guys" term anyways.
Dari dulu belajar bercinta smpai sekarang tak pernah percaya benda macam tu.
I dont know why.

Tonight,

I dont know why, lately I keep on sulking on unnecessary things and ended up hurting other people. :'(

What's happening to me?

I dont even know what the hell is wrong with me.

And I burst out, all of sudden.
Thinking of everything.

I keep on saying to myself, 'Aku tak ada apapa dengan dia apahal aku nak over niii'
Then aku nangis. Ape bodoh aku ni. Pastu aku gelak, sebab aku mental.

Bruno Mars' songs really calmed me down ;)

I found a song, the title is 'Turn Around'
I'm not sure if its originally by Bruno Mars, but I love it :)
The lyrics, "Everytime I try to leave, something tells me to turn around, cause how could I ever leave, the only one that holds me down"

I keep on trying to leave some people, but I cant. I love them too much.
Even how hard I tried, I still cant. I'll go crazy and I'll cry day and night if I left them.
I'll feel absolutely empty if I'm not with them.

I still wonder, when can I stop being pathetic like this? Pfft.

Oh and, I am trying to find the guy who could unlocked my heart.
sebab I rasa, I cant be with my own bestfriend, or else, it'll ruin the bestfriendship. because I'm worried that I'll break his heart. I'm a heartbreaker anyway. and he wouldnt want me anyways. haha
Okay whatever stop.

Haihh, jealousy jealousy jealousy till me myself became lousy.

Malam ni, fikiran aku berlari lari fikir benda benda yang ridiculous tapi aku rasa macam masuk akal.

Korang, doakan aku jangan sakit mental.
Seriously aku rasa something wrong dengan diri aku.
Nak cari masa untuk kenalpasti je apa masalah aku.

Goodnight, Mimpi Indah :)

Somebody to love.

This song keeps playing on my mind.
Every single day, when I listened to the radio or my playlist, there'll be this song.
I keep on thinking of the lyrics.
I like the part, 'Money cant find me, somebody to love' :)

Haha, but nowadays semua orang pandang DUIT untuk kasih sayang :)
tipu kalau kau cakap kau tak. BLUEK :P

Its hard to find somebody to love nowadays.
Not all guys or girls can be trusted.

Yeah I do admit, sometimes I feel empty, bored,
And the most horrible thing about me being single is, I cant even move on.
I keep thinking of the previous relationships.

I better stop bragging now, I'm off for a shower.

And, start searching fr somebody to love.
Anyone interested, do send me your resume. HAHAHA
sumpah bunyi mcm desperate.
okay byeee, take care people XOXO

Selamat Hari Tua :)

Allah selamatkan kamuu

Allah selamatkan kamuu

Allah selamatkan Akmall Arief

Allah selamatkan kamuu.

*music stop*

Selamat hari tua encik Psychopath.

Semoga berbahagia disamping isteri dan anak anak tersayang.

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki :)

May Allah bless you always abang :)

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you, 

Happy Birthday encik Frank Lampard, 

Happy Birthday to youu :)

Haha Happy Birthday Akmall Arief, ♥

p/s ; bila nak hangout samasama? *keningkening :)

Again, SELAMAT HARI TUA AKMALL ARIEF :)

Dari yang tulus ikhlas, NUROL AKMAL :D






see sy tak lupa pun birthday awak macam awak lupa birthday saya. BLUEK :P

Turning FIFTEEN :)

My age increased every year on the 24th October.

And this 2010, I turned FIFTEEN :)

It means, still young :D

I had a great birthday dinner on the 23rd,

With my family, some of my aunties and my cousins.

Then I had a great hangout with my cousins and my brothers.

We had shisha, I enjoyed the shisha all by myself because they dont want to have it. haha

And I got home late at 3AM :)

It was a great one, :)

That night, I started to get wishes from 1130PM.

Unexpected people wished me :)

I got phonecalls, I got texts, I got walls, :)

At 12AM of 24th October sharp, my brothers and my cousins started to sing birthday song for me,

We were in the car, on the highway, and they opened the window, and sing loudly.

Ahh, the craziness, I love them :)

Then I started getting wishes, and I was too touched till I burst few tears :P

Awh, it was a fantastic night.

I love every single thing that happened that night.

Thanks a lot for people who wished me thru my wall on facebook, who texted me, who called me, and the one who were with me that night.

Those, I wont forget :)

And, I also received birthday wishes from my teachers! :)

One of it was from Teacher Aimi,

Thanks a lott for the wish teacher :)

Oh and, another Aimi, which is my bestfriend since standard 2, she left a present at my door since I was away yesterday.

Thanks a lot Aimi, it was a verryy cute tabung :D

This shows I need to start menabung. haha

I was very happy on my birthday eventhough I didnt get any celebrations except fr the dinner, but still, I was happy with the wishes. ;)

But I do feel a lil bit sad, because some of the people that I expected to wish me, didnt wish.

But I dont really care. haha

Because people couldnt remember each and every of their friends' birthdate right?

Even me myself cant remember each of my friends' birthdate. hehe

So, thats all, for my FIFTEEN,

Thanks again people :)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Still wondering,

kenapa entry saya semuanya tak boleh nak bercolour2 dah ?

siapa boleh tolonggg ? :(

Marriage?

Hello :)

Harini ada satu benda yang menarik Nurul Akmal binti Lokman ini untuk berblog :)

Cerita hari ini, Kahwin Muda :)

*tak, memang tak sama dengan imam muda kat tv tu :P

Ya, kahwin muda memang la typical kalau zaman nenek2 kita dulu kan? :)

No saya bukan nak bercakap pasal zaman itu.

Saya mahu bercakap tentang zaman sekarang :)

I did read a blog, about a girl.

Dia kahwin at the age of 16, yeah just older a year than me :)

She's married, OFFICIALLLY married, its not another couple thingy okay.

Her husband is a 24 year old guy, a tahfiz ustaz kot?

Yes, i believe, AGE IS JUST A NUMBER. :)

Diorang baru je kahwin, and they look perfect :)

kadang2, orang akan cakap,

"kenapa kahwin muda? bukan ke time tu is the time to enjoy school life and whatsoever?"

Its true, tapi kalau dah jodoh tu sampai, nak buat mcm mane kan?

And if you choose the right guy or girl, it wont harm you even if you wanted to get married at the age of 16 righhttt ? :)

In my opinion,

Kahwin muda, like, school years, its not wrong. theres nothing wrong with it :)

You just have to choose the right one.

For Ema, semoga perkahwinan anda bahagia ke anak cucu cicit dan keakhir hayat :)

Dan sekarang masuk cerita baru.

Aunty saya sudah bertanya, amacam PMR? dan saya hanya menjawab, BOLEH LAA.

dan dia langsung2 nya berkata, ALAH APA SUSAH, TAK PASS, KAHWIN KAN AJE.

dan saya tertanya tanya, adakah tahun depan ada orang akan buat entri pasal saya kahwin muda sebab tak pass exam?

TEEET.

Do give your opinions on this entry :)

Dan aku mula rasa.............

Lonely.

Mungkin.

Aku dan abang aku berada dalam situasi yang sama.

Aku tak ada boyfriend untuk aku hebohkan pada dia.

Dan dia tak ada girlfriend untuk dia hebohkan pada aku.

Dan kami kadang kadang cemburu melihat abang sulung kami yang ada girlfriend.

Yang cantik. dan baik.

Actually timbul cerita ni sebab abang aku buat status lebih kurang macam orang desperate nak cari girlfriend.

Kadang kadang ada laa jugak rasa kesian dengan dia sebab busy selalu memanjang and no one is there to support him through thick and thin.

I just hope he'll get his girl :)

And now, aku pun nak kena cari yang baru kan.

Since 'him' dah ada yang baru, siap tulis kat facebook and even deleted me from his facebook.

Means, dia ingat aku kesah? HAHA

Whatever.

Dia couple dengan budak form 5, yang hot.

Memang betul kan, ORANG HOT UNTUK ORANG HOT SAJO.

Maka korang korang yang tak hot tu, tak payah nak berharap sangat la dengan orang hot ni. :))

Ahh now I just need to search for someone, yang betul betul boleh make me happy.

Not just for few weeks, but at least few months? HAHA

Its all puppy loves, I dont put high hopes on puppy loves :)