Friday, December 24, 2010

I feel bad. Serious bad.

Okay ramai yang tanya result PMR brapa kan, jawapannya, hm boleh lah. tak bangga sangat.
orang lain maybe cakap la kan bersyukur la ape la kan,
memang la bersyukur gilaaa dapat lebih dari apa yang aku expect.
tapi deeeep inside, still rasa bad gilaa.

my ex schoolmates ramai gila dapat straight As not just 8 je, but 9 pun ade.
so, i feel like i'm so stupiddd.
yang dulu2 sama sama result dengan aku, sekarang result diorang like wayy better.
i feel like crying everytime i think of it :(

orang lain makin pandai, yang kau ni makin lembab kenapa nurul -__-


p/s ; i guess its the best way to stay away from you so i dont get hurt again. eventhough staying away is hard, but staying closer is way harderr :'(

2 comments:

  1. dont feel bad nurul. ini lagi baik dari tak dpt apa2 langsung. syukur banyak2. awak syukur, tuhan kasi lagi banyak. stay positive nurul :)

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  2. sama la (because obviously our results sama). but jgn fikir banyak sgt la pasal tu ok? don't be too hard on yourself

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