Hurt, :|

I dont know why, hidup aku mmg macam pathetic gilaaa right now.
Haihh,
I keep on crying every single night without fail.

I dont get enough sleep,
I keep on having headaches.
I dont have the appetite to eat a lot like I used to.

I dont even know whats wrong with me.

Haih.
Lately I hurt myself a lot.
yesterday I played with a knife. hahaha
but nothing happened . haha

I dont care if I got hurt anyways. haha
Haihhh,
Seriously I feel like I have nothing to think of.
Everyday, I'll cry. HAHHAA stupid me.

See, my blogpost pun merepek merapu lebih punya lebih.
Seriously rindu Frhn Bdri and Irfn Atffe. tk tipu la sial rindu gilo.

Haihh, stupid me. stupid dumb dumb pulak tu.

Pfft.

I am not strong enough to move on.
I've never believe in the "better guys" term anyways.
Dari dulu belajar bercinta smpai sekarang tak pernah percaya benda macam tu.
I dont know why.