Tonight,

I dont know why, lately I keep on sulking on unnecessary things and ended up hurting other people. :'(

What's happening to me?

I dont even know what the hell is wrong with me.

And I burst out, all of sudden.
Thinking of everything.

I keep on saying to myself, 'Aku tak ada apapa dengan dia apahal aku nak over niii'
Then aku nangis. Ape bodoh aku ni. Pastu aku gelak, sebab aku mental.

Bruno Mars' songs really calmed me down ;)

I found a song, the title is 'Turn Around'
I'm not sure if its originally by Bruno Mars, but I love it :)
The lyrics, "Everytime I try to leave, something tells me to turn around, cause how could I ever leave, the only one that holds me down"

I keep on trying to leave some people, but I cant. I love them too much.
Even how hard I tried, I still cant. I'll go crazy and I'll cry day and night if I left them.
I'll feel absolutely empty if I'm not with them.

I still wonder, when can I stop being pathetic like this? Pfft.

Oh and, I am trying to find the guy who could unlocked my heart.
sebab I rasa, I cant be with my own bestfriend, or else, it'll ruin the bestfriendship. because I'm worried that I'll break his heart. I'm a heartbreaker anyway. and he wouldnt want me anyways. haha
Okay whatever stop.

Haihh, jealousy jealousy jealousy till me myself became lousy.

Malam ni, fikiran aku berlari lari fikir benda benda yang ridiculous tapi aku rasa macam masuk akal.

Korang, doakan aku jangan sakit mental.
Seriously aku rasa something wrong dengan diri aku.
Nak cari masa untuk kenalpasti je apa masalah aku.

Goodnight, Mimpi Indah :)