Happy Birthday June Babies! :)

NUR AQILAH ABDUL RAHIM

Aqilot, HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY ! 

May Allah bless you always.

And hopefully you'll be a greater sister. hee. and may all your wishes come true.

Plus, hopefully you'll have a great thirteeeen.

Me love you so much! 

Sorry la lambat wish on blog. hihihi. and sorry takde picture. ME LOVE YOU !

Happy Birthday again! :)

ZAKWAN ZULKIFLI

Babybop, HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!

May Allah bless you always.

Thanks a lot for being my babybop :)

I hope all your wishes come true.

And I pray that happiness and success will filled up your life.

Me love you babybop!

Hopefully you'll be a better poet, better friend, better professor madya and better person. haha

Happy Birthday againnn badboy! :)

Taktahu nak letak tajuk apa :P

Saya terbangun, dan, TERrindukan dia.

Tak apa, lupakan.

Mata ngantuk lagi ni wehhh. tapi baju sekolah apa semua tak siap lagi. haih haih haihhh.....

Sebenarnya taktahu nak update apa. saja gatal pagi pagi ni nak buat entry macam ni :D

Kem Pengawas, KLCC :)

I had a super awesome and fun weekend
Seriously, it was such an enjoyable event with my prefects friends.
We were brought to a camp in Janda Baik.
It is called Kuala Lurau Camp Chalet (KLCC)

I dont want to talk so panjang about it.
Let just me and my friends know how awesome the camp was.

I'm grateful with whatever I have right now :)

KITA BOLEH MELAKAR MIMPI, KITA BOLEH MENCIPTA IMPIAN.
KITA TIDAK BOLEH MENGUBAH TAKDIR.
APA JUA YANG BERLAKU, BERSYUKUR. :)

Sayang Sayang :|

he's just so adorable! :)

Okay lets get straight to what actually I wanted to post.

This song suits me PERFECTLY.
For this time being.
Haiya. Why why why someone's boyfriend? -.-

Okay firstly, JSH. He already has a girlfriend. plus, he's far away.
I do have a huuuuge crush on him but, err just forget it. I'm definitely not his type.
So, move on.

Secondly, IQY. Ni serious kekecewaan!
Erghhh why did I ever believed yang diorang tak ada apa apa?
Pfft -___-
Saya suka dia sangat sangat. Tapi dia tak suka saya.
Sebenarnya pernah rasa menyampah pada dia. Tapii, bila minggu ni hari hari tengok dia, haiyo.
Cair semula di terik panas. -.-
Dan setiap kali aku pandang, mesti ada time yang aku akan tangkap dia pandang aku. Sekilas.
Tak berani nak tenung la. Tapi, kalau dua dua perasan yang dua dua sedang memandang, dia akan melemparkan senyuman yang lagi buat aku cair.
Dan aku, sudah pasti la akan membalas senyum itu secara automatik.
Okay stop it stop it.
DIA ORANG PUNYA !

Dan aku takkan sekali kali kali ambik hak orang. Itu janji aku pada diri aku sendiri.
Ergh asal la aku jadi macam ni? Aku rasa macam sakai pun ada dah ni. Duk syok kat boyfriend orang.
But seriously, memang aku takkan la nak ambik orang punya.
Walaupun tak puas hati, dan merasakan yang dia dengan orang yang salah. Heh. Suka suka pulak nak judge orang salah ke tak salah -.-
Actually aku mungkin rasa orang tu salah sebab aku tak puas hati dia couple dengan crush aku. Normal la tu kan?
Tapi kita tak tahu kan apa akan jadi? Tapi minta minta la selisih semua benda macam tu.
Kesian orang tu nanti. Kekasih dibawa lari orang. Patah hati patah jiwa, serious sakit. Aku tahu rasa dia.



Heih. Boleh tak saya nak minta hidup saya yang dulu semula?
Boleh tak saya nak minta apa yang saya pernah ada dulu?
Boleh tak saya nak minta semua yang buat saya bahagia dulu?
Kalau saya menangis puas puas malam ni, semua yang bahagiakan saya tu datang balik tak?

Saya doakan awak, awak, awak, awak dan awak, bahagia :)

Wednesday.

Obviously, I won.

Well, its Wednesday, and I'm awake at 5am in the morning.

I suddenly realised, I'm not strong enough.

I started to feel the depression.

Whenever I think of it, it.does.hurts.me.

Till when I'm going to be like this?

Dear friends, I seriously need a shoulder to cry on right now.

Sorry I'm a bit busy this week. But still, I want someone. Perhaps you girls. Right now. I really need a shoulder to cry on. :(

Watching the one you like, love someone else, it does hurts.

Everytime,

Lately, If i stared at myself in the mirror, I'll cry.
It seems to be happening everyday.
I'm losing my self confidence.
I'm unsure of myself, my decisions.
I'm losing control of my emotions.
I get mad easily, I cried easily.

I wish I could bring back the old me. :|

"I Guess I'm Just A Sucker For Love"

Its officially 2 months now.

And I'm happy. :)

Nampaknya tabah juga aku.

Aku bangga dengan diri aku, hati aku, perasaan aku.

Sebab 2 bulan dia boleh bertahan macam ni.

Mulanya memang aku tak harap or tak expect pun akan sampai 2 bulan.

But bila dah dua bulan ni, alhamdulillah :)

Tapi, mula datang perasaan sangsi, keliru and so on.

Desperate sikit pun ada. But I could overcome that desperation.

I do have my friends up there.

They brighten up my day :)

Thanks a lot for these 2 months.

You guys have made me stronger. Stronger than I ever imagined.

Thank you so much. I dont know what would I be without you guys.

Kak Ayna, starting from that night, I'll always remember everything that you said to me, well guess what, it's working :) Therefore, a ziiiillliiiooonn thanks to you :)

Shafiq, Afryna & Aqila, lepas ni I promise you guys wont see me sad lagi dah at school. Probably if korang nampak I macam moody probably its because I penat or too stressed out with school. hihi. :D

Nani, Icca, Nena, Jipa & Dura, thanks a lot for all the joy you girls brought. I miss all of us having fun together. Girls, I would like to thank you girls because you girls alwayss layan my crazy head. Anything I said, you girls would just agree eventhough if its not true. You girls would make me happy when I said about something that you girls know it hurts me. I'm sorry if I've been such a troublesome for you girls. And I'm sorry if selama ni you girls banyak sangat kena layan cerita cerita I yang mengada ngada. I reallly appreciate you girls being by my side whenever I'm happy or sad. 

People, thanks a lot for giving me shoulders to cry on, and partners to laugh with. I really appreciate it. May Allah repay all your kindness. I love you all till death. Hee :)

For the future right boy, do come faster. saya jealous tengok orang ada boyfriend. HAHA. 

Hopefully theres someone who could heal this heartbreak. I'm not hoping for a perfect guy yang jadi hero idaman malaya. A simple nice guy would be great enough. And I'm not hoping for him to be the long-lasting boyfriend yang sampai kahwin. Probably just another guy bestfriend who could accompany me and comforts me in a very nice way and probably love me, would be acceptable enough. 

Thats all for tonight. Assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh. Goodnight ♥


p/s ; seems like lari tajuk kan post ni?

Selamat Hari Ayah, Happy Father's Day. (:

Ayah? I hope he read this. :D

Its Fathers Day.
Therefore, I'd like to wish HAPPY FATHER'S DAY AYAH ! (:
Me love you so much much much ! hihi

Ayah, girl wanna say few things to you.

Saya tahu, saya selalu kecewakan ayah.
Buat ayah marah, buat ayah merajuk, buat ayah terasa hati, buat ayah sakit hati,
Saya pernah tinggikan suara pada ayah, tipu pada ayah, kasar bahasa pada ayah.
Mungkin ada lagi benda benda lain yang saya buat tapi saya tak sedar yang saya dah sakitkan hati ayah.
Ayah, lately ni ayah selalu sakit. Saya risau.
Saya takut apapa jadi. Sebab tu kalau boleh, saya nak selaluu ada dengan ayah. Even ayah kerja jauh, saya mesti teringin sangat nak ikut, nak teman.
Saya takut kalau kalau saya tak dapat nak minta maaf dengan ayah. Sebab tu kadang kadang saya salam ayah tiba tiba. Minta maaf. Ayah mesti ingat saya buang tebiat kan?
Ayah, saya doakan ayah selalu bahagia. Saya nak sangat umur ayah panjang supaya boleh tengok kami adik beradik berjaya, macam yang ayah nak. Ayah mungkin dah tengok abang2 berjaya setapak demi setapak. Saya nak sangat ayah tengok saya pulak berjaya. Saya nak ayah dapat tengok saya sambung belajar tinggi tinggi, saya nak ayah dapat tengok saya kerja, saya nak ayah dapat merasa duit gaji saya, saya nak ayah tengok perkahwinan saya.
Ayah, semuaa dosa dosa saya, saya harap ayah maafkan ye.
Saya janji akan buat apa saja untuk ayah maafkan anak ayah yang degil ni.
Ayah, saya janji nanti suatu hari, saya berubah. Untuk ayah. Saya janji. Saya tahu itu impian ayah.
Ayah, again, saya minta maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki.
Saya sayangkan ayah. Sumpah demi Allah.

Again, I'd like to wish Happy Father's Day ! May Allah bless you always Lokman B Hj Abdullah.
Iloveyou. You'll always be my one and only ultimate hero :)
Thanks a lot for all the joy and happiness you bring, for all the care you showed, for all the wealth and luxury you brought, for all the things you gave, for all the advice you gave.
And most of all, thanks a lot for all the love you gave, all the support you gave, and all the patience you've shown. I really love you :)
I couldnt imagine what my life would be without you. :')


Sincerely, anak ayah yang degil gila tapi tak pernah sedar diri, NURUL AKMAL :)

Nur Emi Syahira Bt Kamarulzaman. ♥

Nampak si cantik yang bermata sepet ni?

Ini Imera.

Dia telah membuat post pasal saya dalam blog saya. Dan ini, adalah post untuk dia pulaaa :)

A friend like you is like no other friend
A friend like you is a friend i dont regret meeting 
A friend like you is like a friend I cant scream at or fight with
A friend like you is like having no worries in my life
A friend like you is a friend that I dont want to lose
A friend like you is like being in comfort all day
A friend like you is a friend I always wanted
A friend like you is awesomly awesome
A friend like you is random and funny
A friend like you is a friend that I love to death and i will never let go
A friend like you is a friend I can tell all my secrets to
A friend like you is like the sister I've always wanted
A friend that I can go to to tell you whats wrong
A friend like you is like having no dark days because you brighten them up
A friend like you is a friend that opens up my eyes and helps me avoid bad things
A friend like you is a type of friend that laughs at dumb things i say or do
A friend like you is a friend I am proud to call my best friend :)

Maaflah saya tak la creative nak buat poem sendiri. So I googled. And I found this poem from Jenni Cortes.

Why I choose this poem for you?

Its true that you're like no other friend
Its true that you're a friend I'll never regret meeting
Its true that you're a friend I would never scream at or fight with
Its true that you're like a friend who makes me feel having no worries in my life
Its true that you're a friend that I don't ever want to lose
Its true that you're like a friend who makes me feel being in comfort all day
Its true that you're a friend I always wanted
Its true that you're awesomly awesome
Its true that you're random and funny
Its true that you're a friend that I love to death and I will never let go
Its true that you're a friend I can tell all my secrets to
Its true that you're like the sister I've always wanted
Its true that you're a friend that I can go to to tell you whats wrong
Its true that you're a friend who makes me feel like having no dark days because you brighten them up
Its true that you're a friend that opens up my eyes and helps me avoid bad things
Its true that you're a type of friend that laughs at dumb things I say or do
Its true that you're a friend I am absolutely proud to call my best friend ♥

Mula mula kenal imera ni memang terharu gila sebab dia ajak join community dia. ELZIO Community.

Terharu la orang hot ajak orang tak hot macam kita ni join community dia.

Memang first impression, "woah baik gila dia ni. hot tapi tak sombong :)"

Then lepas tu rapat gila lah kat Myspace kan. Kenal dengan budak budak comm tu :)

Sampai la satu ketika, kitorang meet. 

Masa mula mula meet, takut gila. sebab macam taktahu nak cakap apa. hihi.

Tapi dah lepastu, makin rapat. Setakat ni dah 3 or 4 kali kot jumpa dia ni.

Tapi still ada perasaan takut takut sebab Imera macam garang. Heh. Sorrry.

Moga moga lepas ni ada lagi masa nak meet you dengan others.

Almaklumlah, sekarang kan semua orang busy dengan hal masing masing.

Oh by the way, I sukaaa you sebab you lawa tapi tak sombong.

You baik, you nampak je garang tapi sebenarnya you tak, you punya mata sepet so cantik, you punya baju selalu lawa lawa. hihi

Oh anddd you peramah! :)

So selama dah setahun lebih kita kawan, I rasa happy. haha. You've been such a great friend. And I dah anggap you macam kakak I sendirii :)

Hopefully we'll still be friends and sisters sampaiii bila bila.

All those laughs we shared, are great memories of you and me.

Semoga awak terus kekal bahagia dalam kehidupan awak okay cik sepet yang cantik? Hehe :D

Oh and probably saya takkan dengan orang yang saya suka kat sekolah tu kot sebab dia dah ada orang punya :(

Doakan saya dapat orang yang baik and boleh kekal lama macam awak dengan MF awak tuu. Korang sweet. Hihi

Lastly, I Love You && I Miss You Imera! :)

Sincerely,

-Nurul Akmal Lokman- (:

Entri ke 3 untuk hari ini.

Entah kenapa hari ini saya rasa tangan asyik nak update belog je. hihi
Sekarang pukul 1 pagi.
Tadi pukul 10 saya dah makan malam, tapi tak makan ubat lagi sampai sekarang.
Saya makan sebelum tidur sat lagi kot. Itupun kalau ingat.
Tapi kena ingat kot sebab kesian kat cik badan ni. Kan saya dah janji nak jaga kesihatan dia elok elok. heh.

Okay sekarang dalam proses meremove orang orang selfish dalam friend list facebook.
Oh and, blog ni nampak makin lame kan?

Sila suggest topic apa yang best untuk dibicarakan. Agar orang tak bosan baca blog ni. HAHA