Day 3 : Your favourite television programme.

I dont have any favourite programme actually.
cause I rarely watch TV.
I'll watch anything thats interesting.
Thats all.
Day 3 challenge, accomplished. a bit late.

Day 2 : Talk about your piercings or tattoos, if you have any.

Piercings. I used to pierced my ears. When I was in standard 6 I think.
But since my skin is a bit sensitive, telinga saya selalu berdarah bila pakai subang/anting-anting.
So I tak suka pakai, and lubang dia dh macam tertutup.

I dont have any tattoos because its haram.

So thats all about my piercings and tattoos.
Day 2 challenge, accomplished :)

Day 1 : Your middle name, and how do you feel about it.

My middle name is Akmal.

In primary school, semua orang panggil saya Akmal. sebab banyak sangat nurul.
I always get questions like, "Asal nama kau akmal?" "asal nama kau macam lelaki?"
And nama aku pernah jugak disebut, "Nurul Akmal BIN Lokman"
Tak kurang jugak yang cakap, "eee nama kau nama lelaki"

Well, I dont give a damn about it. When I got to know the meaning of Akmal, then I was like, oh okay. I'm proud of it. Just keep on calling me Akmal. Its good.
It means "Sempurna" or "Sangat pandai"
So, starting from that day, memang dah tak kisah orang nak panggil Akmal.
Cause my mother once said, bila kita panggil orang tu, kita sebenarnya mendoakan orang tuuu.
So, alhamdulillah. may Allah bless you friends who called me Akmal :)

Thats all about my middle name. My first day challenge, accomplished :)
My middle name is Akmal and I'm totally proud of it :)

Lets Have Some Fun :D

This is what I'm gonna update my blog with. 30 days challenge, accepted :D

Raya Haji.

So, tak jadi nak sambung cerita babysit sebab banyak gila benda jadi masa babysit budak berdua tu.

K my hari raya AidilAdha was just fine. and fun actually :D
macam biasa, pagi raya pergi sembahyang raya.
this year. first time pergi sembahyang kat masjid negeri. selalu sembahyang kat tempat lain. hehe
seronok weiii sembahyang kat masjid negeri.
rupanya ramai jugak orang shah alam yg tak balik kampung.
dah la kelakar tengok bangla2 and indon2 sibuk bergambar dekat fountain masjid.
kat tepi tangga pun nak ambik gambar. hahaha!

k sembahyang, dengar khutbah. sambil menguap-menguap.
saw few people yang saya kenal tapi tak tegur, cause, nampak dari jauh je.
lepastu dah habis sembahyang tu, sambil tunggu the boys, tunggu la kat luar masjid.
saw sooo many people going out.
and sempat la kan cuci mata kejap tengok lelaki2 berbaju melayu. ngehehe gatal kau!
and it makes me smile. cause terfikir, "Still ada lagi budak budak muda yang pakai baju melayu full set pergi sembahyang raya eventho raya haji je. and they go with parents." its cute actually. haha

k lepas tu, balik rumah, siap2 semua makanan nak bawak pergi rumah ampang and gombak.
ampang my mother's side and my dad's side in gombak.

sampai ampang, makan makan makan makan.
there were a lot of foods.
nasi briyani kambing, nasi mandi, laksa johor, chocolate cake, cheese cake, serawa durian, bubur kacang.
heaven wehhh. sambil makan, tengok tv dalam bilik tok. cerita pontianak kampung batu. hahaha
then at 5 macam tu, gerak pergii rumah gombak.
ramaiii orang and banyakk makanan.
ayam maghribi, lemak cili padi, laksa johor, sardine rolls, cheese cake, butter cake, gulai, egg rolls.
tak termakan semua oii.
hehe
then as usual, melepak beramai ramai kat living room tengok tv.
sampai 10 mcm tu, semua yang lelaki keluar, 3 family balik. so mcam dah tak best.
the guys went for snooker so saya macam tak suka nak ikut.
maka tinggallah saya di rumah, kebosanan. melayan cerita kat tv.
pukul 12 dah tidur. sumpah penat gila semalam.

harini, hari yang teramat biasa. balik dari gombak pukul 6, singgah solaris mont kiara, balik shah alam.
k tu je. bye assalamualaikum :)

p/s; semua orang cakap cheesecake sedap. bangga jap. and now rumah ni dah kemaruk nak baking macam macam :))

Aktiviti Seorang Babysitter.

So, Aliff and Ariff arrived last night together with their papa and their uncles.
Sampai sampai je, of course aunties and uncles dia dalam rumah ni berebut la kan nak dukung. haha
That was about 10.30 pm I think.

So, the boys ran dari atas ke bawah, dari bawah ke atas. pendek kata satu rumah semua dia teroka.
At 11 something, their papa went out with his friends.
So these kids, as usual, dibabysit oleh the aunties cause the uncles doesnt really care. haha

K so, pukul 1 pagi semua dah diberi arahan LIGHTS OFF.
walaupun electric curfew suppose at 12, semalam diextend sikit. hehe
K pukul 1, semua orang dah nak tidur. Aliff asked for susu. So I made a bottle of susu for him, and Ariff also.
Tapiii, budak berdua ni taknak tidur. So main main la lagi. Dalam gelap pun, cakap cakap, borak borak.
Macam orang tua budak dua orang ni -.-

Then Ariff minum susu, Aliff pun minum.
Tapiiii, Aliff punya botol mcm ada crack so bila dia minum tu tumpah.
He was soooo worried. adorable gila when he keep on saying, "nak botol baru"
Then I had to calm him down. So I said, "Ni dah malam. esok ajak papa gi beli botol baru k"
Then he nodded with a sadface. serious adorablee! :D

K so that was Aliff's case.
Masa tengah duduk tunggu Aliff tidur tu, tiba tiba Ariff cakap "sakit kaki"
Ah sudahhhh.
So I buat buat macam picit kaki dia. haha. padahal taktahu pun dia sakit macam mana.
Dah lenguh tangan picit kaki dia, berhenti kejap. ingat dah okay.
rupanya, tak -.-
so kena picit lagi. rasanya kaki dia terkejut kot sebab tiba tiba dia berlari naik turun.
so picit sampai dia tertidur.

That was about 3am in the morning. Yes I slept at almost 3am. Well, siapa nak marah pun kan. Semua orang dah tidur at that time. haha

Harini, separuh hari je dah penat sebenarnya nak jaga diorang. tapi still, seronok.
K lepas ni serious boleh kerja dah jadi babysitter. yeay! :D
I just looove kids so much. Walau annoying macam mana pun, I still find them adorable :D

K malam nanti sambung cerita babysit lagi. haha
boiii :D
saja update, bosangggg.

Another short note for you-know-who-you-are :)

I just received a text from you. Again, you made me burst into tears. haha nevermind. i je over. not your fault.
My phone rosak so I cant reply the text panjang2 sangat. so I decided to just post it here so you could read it.

You didn't disturbed me at all. haha. I'm the one who should say thanks a lot for everything. Yes I'm gonna miss you too eventhough I said to myself not to miss you. And of course I'll miss your love too. Its true theres no one who could love you like I did but I believe, there'll be someone who could love you way better than I love you :)
and you'll appreciate her even a lot. I'm the one who should say sorry sebab I yang selalu piss you off with my pointless arguments and tuduhan2 tak berasas. haha. Yeah probably you're not the one I'm searching for and probably I'm not the one you're searching for. You'll get someone wayy much better. I'll always pray for that :)
K saya janji saya tak shisha dah. tapi kalau saya termungkir janji, sorry k? :)
Of course I'll miss all of those too. But trust me, as soon as you get the new girl, you wont miss it anymore :)
I'm not mad at you and I dont even hate you. Bukan suppose I ke yg cakap if you nak marah or benci I, go ahead. I don't mind. I deserve that actually. It wasnt your fault pun I nangis. I emoo lebih je. haha! You take care too. Bye :')

So, thats it. I'm off to bed. Assalamualaikum.

A short post for you-know-who-you-are :)

Sorry saya banyak sangat doubt awak.
Sorry saya banyak buang masa awak.
Sorry saya banyak buang duit awak.
Sorry saya banyak buang tenaga awak.
Sorry saya banyak sia-siakan hati awak.
Sorry I screwed up everything this time.

Thank you so much because you've always been there for me
Thank you so much for being one of my favourite memories.
Thank you so much for all the love and happiness.
Thank you for giving me so many things that I'd never thought I'd get in my love life.
And mostly thank you for being the best boyfriend with the best patience ever :P

 If I've ever promised you anything, I'm sorry if I didnt fulfil it.
And if I've ever owe you anything, do claim it. eh except for the futsal shoes you wanted. haha :P 

Ha tu je kot.
I know you'll read this. Thats why I posted this here. Cause I dont think I could tweet you or message you on facebook. sebab for the time being, i  just cant. not strong enough. sorry.

Well, I know you and I both will be great in our own ways.
We're awesome kann :)

Do take care Mr Messy. Bye :)

4th November.

K pagi tadi pergi sekolah pukul 10. haha ikut suka hatiii.

K dah ambik paper BM. dapat A- jewww. tak pandai mana pun.

K lepas tu. em.......................................... ha takde apape.

Malam ni Ariff and Aliff datang. im sho exciteds :)

K lepas tu.. entah. takde pape ah.

aku okay. serius. tak menangis pun. aku ada reason aku sendiri so takpayah  nak assume banyak.
ha.
kbye.

1st November 2011

Yes its the 1.11.2011.
Memang cantik kan date harini?
Well I was hoping that today could be a great day, but, unfortunately NO.

Both Chemistry 1 & 2 were as hard as trying to lick your own elbow.
I was damn stressed answering the papers.
Well, I decided just to leave some blanks so that my paper wont look so messy with my writing.
And so that I could save my teacher's time marking the paper.
Okay aku tak bangga pun buat macam tu sebenarnya.
harini rasa macam nak nangis sebab tak dapat jawab banyak questions.
sampai pening kepala jawab exam :(
So thats one thing that ruined my day.

Another thing, I've got my Addmaths' result.
Well, they told me I got highest. but I tell you, IT IS NOT SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF.
Its something to be ashamed of.
Ergh! I am really dissapointed with my results.
As I got my papers, I was damn speechless.
I turn around and look at everyone in the class, some of them were smiling, some of them were just staring at their papers.
And our teacher wasnt satisfied with our results.
She expected some of us to pass. But, unfortunately, none of us did.
I'm also dissapointed with myself. because i've dissapointed my teacher, and I know, this will dissapoint my parents.
I keep on thinking about it as I walk home.
I'm really sadddd.

So, excuse me for my emotional status or whatever today.
I just can't help myself from being so emotional today.