1st November 2011

Yes its the 1.11.2011.
Memang cantik kan date harini?
Well I was hoping that today could be a great day, but, unfortunately NO.

Both Chemistry 1 & 2 were as hard as trying to lick your own elbow.
I was damn stressed answering the papers.
Well, I decided just to leave some blanks so that my paper wont look so messy with my writing.
And so that I could save my teacher's time marking the paper.
Okay aku tak bangga pun buat macam tu sebenarnya.
harini rasa macam nak nangis sebab tak dapat jawab banyak questions.
sampai pening kepala jawab exam :(
So thats one thing that ruined my day.

Another thing, I've got my Addmaths' result.
Well, they told me I got highest. but I tell you, IT IS NOT SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF.
Its something to be ashamed of.
Ergh! I am really dissapointed with my results.
As I got my papers, I was damn speechless.
I turn around and look at everyone in the class, some of them were smiling, some of them were just staring at their papers.
And our teacher wasnt satisfied with our results.
She expected some of us to pass. But, unfortunately, none of us did.
I'm also dissapointed with myself. because i've dissapointed my teacher, and I know, this will dissapoint my parents.
I keep on thinking about it as I walk home.
I'm really sadddd.

So, excuse me for my emotional status or whatever today.
I just can't help myself from being so emotional today.