Its All About LEAVING.

laying on my bed,
waiting by the phone,
wondering if you will ring me now,
or maybe text me even just a word.
yesterday,
you hung up the phone,
without a single word,
not as you always do,
then I remembered,
you said you won't leave me,
but now I can feel that you're leaving me.

I've once said I'll leave you,
but not forever,
then when I've leave you for a period of time,
i realize that I cant go on without you,
so then i decided not to leave you again,
but now, it's the other way around,
you're the one leaving me,
you left me with thousands of question marks running on my mind,
and I'm trying so hard to go on with my life.

I know it hurts you so much,
but I'd never thought it would be this way,
I guess you'll be happy without me by your side,
so I think its just better if you stay away,
and probably I'll be okay day by day,
or probably I'm gone forever in any day.

XoXo,
Nurul.