Daydreamer & Wisher.

I'm A DAYDREAMER.
so what?
its normal for a human being to be a daydreamer.
dont tell me u dont daydream?
not even once?
what are you?
a toy robot with batteries? *ceh nk jugak mcm title entry ZA.
a teddy bear with cute faces?

admit that.
u're just a normal human bein.
u breathe, u talk, u eat, u sleep,
u DAYDREAM!


lately, i keep on daydreaming whenever i feel like i want to.
idk why.
life is so stressful.
so i decided to daydream to release some of it.

i daydream because people around me ignored me.
my friends especially. *say HA HA.*
thats why i daydream.

i daydream, plus, i wish.
i wish i had better life.
i wish i had a super sweet handsome and caring boyfriend by now. HAHAHA just kidding.
i wish i am out of that bloody boring school.
i wish i have some of nice human being who really cares about me.
i wish i'm not as pathetic as i am right now.
i wish i'm not as idiot as i am right now.
and how i wish all these wishes could come true.

those are wishes.
wishes tht may come true and may not.
so i daydream.
in those daydreams, those wishes come true.
so i feel, daydreaming can make me happy.

but then, it's like i dont have a normal human bein's life.
i'm weird ryte?
people said so.
some of them may think i'm just a pathetic idiot little kiddo who needs attention by blogging.
some of them may think i'm a normal little kid who craps a lot and doesnt need to be cared for.
some of them may also think i'm just another useless hopeless lifeless teenager.
and thats why they dont really care or they dont give a damn about me.
they think i'm crap. *proud face*

i dont care.
its myself.
i daydream, i wish, i dont care wht the hell are they thinking.

u may look i'm happy from the outside.
but deep inside, pain strikes me every single second.

i'm Nurul Akmal.
i'm 14.
and i'm a DAYDREAMER THAT IS DAYDREAMING A DREAM and A WISHER THAT KEEPS ON WISHING SOME WISHES.