hari ini yang gila.

Well, hari ini saya kembali bersekolah setelah dilanda demam dari hari Ahad haritu.
Guess what, banyak sangat cerita yang didengar pasal sekolah eventho sehari je saya tak datang.
Kesian kawan kawan kelas saya tau.
Kuajo betul orang orang yang tak habis habis nak condemn budak budak 4 Anggerik.

So harini for the first time *kot* in our form 4, CIKGU BIO TAK ADA !
maka bersorak sorai la budak budak bio harini.
dan yg perempuan semua terus la melangkah keluar dari kelas, duduk kat astaka.
ha time tu la banyak teramat benda lawak jadi and disebut.
dah la kami bertujuh semua perempuan, gelak tak ingat dunia kot.
budak form 1 rasa terganggu. heh tapi kitorang peduli apa punnn.

okay lepastu tak buat apa sampai sekarang.
saja gatal nak update blog je.

oh and and, nak tukar phone :(
esok pergi survey ngn mira nani faizun jali faez. yeay ! :D


oh ya baru teringat, ni dah hujung hujung Syawal kan.
Sekali lagi, saya minta maaf kalau ada tersinggung perasaan siapa siapa. saya ni memang banyak buat silap sedar dan tanpa sedar. so ampun maaf dari hujung jari kaki hingga hujung rambut itew lah yeww. ngeee :D
raye dh nk habis. lepasni takde la org nk jemput openhouse lagi makan sedap2 -.-

Short Post III

I might be jumping into so many conclusions, but trust me, one of my conclusions might be true.
And it might be the most hurtful conclusion ever. Well, sometimes the truth hurts.

Okay life sekarang macam biasa.
Tak ada apa sangat nak dikongsi.
Oh final exam in just another 2 weeks.
So dah kena start to prepare myself, mentally emotionally, physically. :)

Mentally, kena kuat la nak tahan pressure belajar kat sekolah,
Pressure from the teachers who put extra high expectations on me and my friends.
They dont know how the hell we struggle to give what they expect yet we failed.

Emotionally, dah start kena kebalkan diri dengan masalah masalah emosi.
Kena prepare diri untuk tahan semua emotional stuffs yang berpunca daripada pressure. :P

Physically, dah kena start jaga kesihatan.
Hari hari pergi sekolah kena la cergas dan cerdas.
Hari hari kena senyum pergi sekolah so that dapat kurangkan rasa pressure bila menapak ke sekolah.

SO, tu je kot nak update sekarang. nanti sambung update lagi. Kbye

 

School's Merdeka Celebration ;)

15th September 2011.

Majlis Penutupan Bulan Kemerdekaan peringkat sekolah :)

Seperti biasa, bila majlis rasmi macam ni, saya adalah muka utama untuk jadi Pengerusi Majlis.

Cuma partner je bertukar kali ni. sebab Meme buat performance.

So partner kali ni, Alif Amrin. *ada certain people cakap kitorang kembar sebab muka kitorang ada resemblance*

Kitorang decide to wear beige baju melayu and baju kurung sebab itu je warna yang dua dua ada. hehe

The majlis went well.

Oh and my sajak performance also went well. tersasul satu perkataan. I WAS TOOO NERVOUS. haha

Tapi benda lain, went well.

Alhamdulillah the majlis was a success.

Thanks a lot to my prefects team, my teachers, also students who gave support and helped to make the event a success.

Em tak banyak benda nak cakap kot. tu je.

nak letak gambo ah. kbye :)

My soulmates, Nani & Mira who performed acoustic trio with Acap yesterday. :)

This is Alif Amrin. My emcee partner. Tengok la muka dua orang emcee ni, tak ada sama kan? I wonder why people say kitorang mcm kembar -.-

Muka nervous nak sajak. Hihihihi. 

These are my sisters, Afryna & Aqila. or comel-er with the names of Winots and Qilots. love you bothh :)

K dah tu je, bye :)

Rindu setengah mati.

Ha kan dah keluar lagu jiwang indon.

Well, macam mana ni?
Rasa macam dah lama gila tak cakap dengan dia. :(

"Sayang, I know you're gonna read this.
I want you to know that I really really really miss you a lot. :(
I am very sorry. I swear. I AM SORRY.
I mengaku I banyak sangat buat you terasa with my words.
I banyak sangat buat you terasa with things that I did.
Seriously, I miss you a lot.
Since you've seen my true colours, you might not love me anymore right? :(
Well, its up to you.
Anything that happens, I'll always love you.
Do remember, I've promised to love you and I'll never stop loving you.
Do take a very good care of yourself."

Okay dah. taknak cakap dah.
Emmmm. Rasa macam kosong gila bila tak ada dia.

Tu je kot rasa nak update. Kbye :)

p/s ; I'm always okay when you're with me, now, you're no longer with me, how can I be okay? :|

Short Post II

Encik blog, selamat pagi :)
Saya mula makin nervous.
Saya sakit perut. Macam mana ni? *risau*

Short post.

Dear blog, harini kan, saya cerita dengan awak je la k :)

Harini kan, saya pergi sekolah macam biasa tau.
Lepas tu, nasib baik pagi tak kena sajak atas pentas. hihi dah la nervous gila.
Lepastu saya masuk kelas. Dapat cupcakes. hikhik. comel tauu and sedap tauu cupcakes tu. share satu class walaupun dia kecik :)
Then macam biasa je kot harini. Duduk dengan aiman, razzaq, azim, hanim, haziq. Borak borak pasal esok. Gelak gelak.
Lepastu belajar macam biasa.
Dah lepas tu lagi, pergi rehat. orang lain makan nasi makan mee, saya makan cucur je kot. malas la nak makan.
Ada orang tanya, saya okay tak, saya cakap entah.
Lepastu, belajar, then kena pergi library.
Cabut undi, saya punya giliran sajak yang pertama.
Semalam malam saya dah gigih hafal. Tapi harini? Saya lupa. :(
Tapi, saya menang nombor satu jugakk :P
Then lepas tu pergi rehearsal. Tengok orang duduk sana sini dating. Amboi seronoknyaaa.
Okay lepastu rehearse rehearse, orang lain balik pukul 125, yang emcee ni kena balik pukul 2 :(
Time tu kan hujan. Mula mula ingat hujan biasa je, so meredah la juga balik jalan kaki kan.
Sekali masa tengah jalan tu, hujan lebat gila. Habis basah lencun. Sampai rumah menggigil.
Lepastu, balik, check phone, satu apa pun tak ada.
Saya sebenarnya tunggu text dari dia. Tapi, dia mungkin tengah bahagia tanpa saya kot.
Lepastu, saya nak mandi, tapi last last tertidur. Bangun bangun, pening gila kepala.
Mandi, makan, siapkan text untuk esok.
Lepastu, sambung tidur sebab pening gila.
Bangun bangun, hujan lagi.
Lebat sangat hujan. Sejuk.
Awak tahu tak, saya rindu sangat dia bila hujan macam ni.
Tapi dia bukan rindu saya pun.
Encik blog, saya nervous sangat untuk esok. Dah la kena jadi emcee, lepastu kena sajak depan orang ramai.
Boleh tak saya nak pengsan esok?
Encik blog, terima kasih sebab dengar cerita saya harini.
Saya pening kepala lagi. Dah mula rasa nak demam.
Tapi masih boleh lagi kot kalau nak pergi tusyen.
So, terima kasih sekali lagi encik blog sebab sudi dengar cerita saya :')
Sayaaaaang encik blog ;)

Ego & Selfish.

Si lelaki ego. Si perempuan selfish.
How can not things go worst?

Well, most of it is the girl's fault.
She's being too selfish till the boy couldn't put his ego down.
He was hoping that she'll realize that its her fault and she should be the one fixing things.
But guess what? The girl is too selfish to know that and she's too selfish to fix things.
So that made things worst.

I can tell, the girl is trying to fix things, but, she's fixing those things, wrongly.
So, as a result, the boy got hurt worst than before.

The girl gave up. So she sits down, and did nothing.
Things got even worst.
This girl is still with her selfishness, she cant think.
She tried to figure out how, but all she can think is, NOTHING.
Pathetic isnt she?
The last thing she decided to do was, writing a note.

"Dear boy, I hope you know that I love you.
I know I've been such a bad girlfriend.
But I really want you to know that I love you so much.
I wish I could make things right.
I wish we could be like we used to be.
But I know, it might won't be. cause I'm the one who made things worst and I can't fix it.
I swear I'm really sorry.
I miss you.
I miss the old us."

So, just wait and see if the boy could really forgive this pathetic girl here.

Masih raya :)

Syawal kan sebulan, so apa salahnya beraya lagi? :)
Hujung minggu ni la saya gunakan sepenuh masa untuk beraya.
So hari ini, saya beraya bersama kawan kawan.
Seronokkk.

So first rumah, rumah nani. makan makan, balik.
Then diorang datang beraya my place. makan makan, balik.
Lepastu diorang pergi rumah cikgu Harlina and rumah Alif Haziq.
but I duduk rumah jeww. maleh. no transport.
after that, pergi rumah Athy puleww. makan makan, pergi rumah Ija pulekk.
lepas rumah ija, bergegas ke bukit jelutong, rumah cikgu rohana.
makan makan, balik. haha
then pergi rumah nena. makan makan, lepak, balik.
balik, mandi, siap siap, gerak pergi rumah jipa.
makan, borak, ambik gambar, gosip, ambik gambar, pelukk, ambik gambar, balik.
seronokkkk :D

so tu ringkasnya tentang harini la.
yang penting saya happy dengan harini.
er mungkin tak berapa nak happy sangat la, tapi sekurang kurangnya dapat la tutup sedih saya :)

so sekian saja untuk malam ni.
selamat malam, mimpi indah. :)

Why?

Why do people come back when I already convinced myself that they're not coming back?

This is the question right now.

Should we try to accept the person again in our life, or shouldnt we?

This is another question.

What if I'm not happy by the comeback? Or what if I'm not happy for not accepting the comeback?

This is another question.

What if I regret with the comeback? Or what if I regret for not accepting the comeback?

This is another question.


Well, in this situation, we just have to think. Nurul, you'll get through this :)

If You're Not The One :)

Dear Luqman,
This song is for you.
Please listen to it, :D

Suddenly nak buat entry ni for you. Hahaha
Sebab dah lama tak bagi lagu kan kan kan? :P
I choose this song sebab I remember, you selalu cakap I deserve someone better lah, you're not for me lah, apa lah lain lain tu kan. *dulu la you selalu cakap mcm ni*
And I hate it everytime you said that. and I sampai taktahu macam mana nak convince you yang semua yg you cakap tu salah :P
So, I think this song could convince you kot? I hope so. heheh
The lyrics are just so beautiful.
For me, it says everything that I might wont say to you personally cause I malu. hihihi.
But sayang, this is my favourite song, and I dedicate this for you :)
I really hope you'll be the one I share my life with, I build my home with, and the one I'll love all my life.
I love you sweetheartcherrypiemunchkinhearthrob :)

p/s; sorry la itew tak reti sweet2 :P