Saya nak jadi jahat.

Saya rasa la kan, saya kan, nak berubah la kan.

Saya nak jadi saya yang dulu.

Saya yang tak pernah rasa jatuh walaupun bermacam dugaan.

Saya yang tetap tegar membawa diri dalam apa jua keadaan.
Saya yang boleh sembunyi sedih disebalik senyuum dan gelak tawa.

Saya yang keras hati.

Saya yang bodoh.

Saya yang keras kepala.

Saya yang degil dalam segala-galanya.

Jahat, dingin, tak ada perasaan.

Saya nak semua itu, boleh?

Cerita cerita Baru.

Hai Assalamualaikum.

Wahai para followers sekalian, minta maaf kerana lama tak update blog.

Al maklumlah, sejak dua menjak ni, online kat phone je. tak seronok langsung la nak update blog.

Dan ada rasa macam malas sangat nak berblogging dah -__-

Takpa, jom kita cerita.

Hmmm, dari minggu lepas,banyak benda yang jadi.

Penat dan stress kepala otak. 

Tapi start next week dah okay kot. InsyaAllah :)

Sebenarnya aku banyak lagi kerja yang tertangguh ni.

Tapi taktau la kenapa jiwa aku menebal menanam perasaan malas.

Rabu lepas seronok. Lepas tension aku semua.

Dah la makan sedap dengan orang orang yang aku sayang.

Lepastu gelak ketawa.

Seronoknyewww. hahaha

Semalam pun seronok.

Dapat keluar dengan dia.

Rindu sanad sanad kat dyew. HAHAHA

Tapi aku tahu semalam dia terasa dengan aku sikit.

But lepastu okay balik dah. hihi.

Semalam rasa happy sangat dapat jumpa dia. 

*ni dia baca confirm bangga*

Hmmm, Kay sekarang tak sabar nak tunggu malam ni pulak.

Harap nya, semuaaa berjalan dengan lancar dan meriah.

Aku rindu anak anak buah aku.

Aku rindu suasana nak duduk ramai ramai berborak and all, hihi

Tapi takda baju nak pakai. sedihnya :(

Happy Birthday Auntie's Lil Boy :)

Its 1st of April ! :)

Yeah finally April has come.

Therefore, I'd like to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my favourite little boy. hihi

Raden Aliff Atiqullah has been a very naughty yet sweet baby boy.

 He's so adorable.

And he's helpful too.

Some of my friends said that this little boy is always in my pictures.

Well yeah of course every time I meet him, I always wanna take a picture of him.

because I couldnt resist the fact that he's soo cute.

I called my cousin to talk to him just now, and I wished him happy Birthday and he said thankyou auntie.

Awh thats just so cute. hihi

I'll always pray that he and his brother willl always be a good and smart kids. Amin :)

Sekian lamaaaaa :)

5 HARI TAK BERSUA DENGAN INTERNET !

Bayangkan, seorang Nurul Akmal, tak menggunakan internet selama 5 HARI !
5 HARI ! kalau 2 or 3 hari boleh terima lagi, ni 5 HARI !
woahh. hebat nya aku :D
and 5 hari tu langsung tak terfikir atau meronta untuk online.

kay minggu lepas dari jumaat i'm in Johore. bla bla blaaa. weddings.
so terus join school trip sampai la harini.

tiba tiba rasa malas nak update panjang panjang.

ada 1000 gambar nak upload. matiiiiiiii la dengan facebook uploader lembu nak mampus.
harap semua orang bersabar.

Bodoh

hari hujan ini, aku rasa BODOH.
semua gara gara semalam.
babi.
aku menyesal.
tapi apa aku boleh buat?
cakap elok pun memang tak ada guna.
mulut aku belum petah menuturkan kata bagi melembutkan hati besi milik dia.
dan ini bukan kali pertama kedua.
ini kali ke 25.

kosong kepala otak.
bingung.
tapi apa aku boleh buat ?

hari ini aku tak rasa nak berbicara panjang dengan siapa siapa.

p/s ; maafkan saya. saya sayang awak.

Happy Birthday Sista :)

Nur Emmy Syakina, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY !

May Allah bless you always.

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki :)

And hopefully you'll have a great wonderful life ahead ! :)

p/s ; sorry its just a simple wish without present. haha :P

Angau au au :P

Heiii Caprice Ariz oiii,
You made me angau you know.
Teeheee, nanti I belanja both of you roti john . hahaha
kay thanks bye <3

Me like this :)

Special thanks again to Kak Ayna :)
This time sebab dia post my link on Caprice's wall.
And Caprice shared the link on his wall.
It really meant a lot to me :D

I know some of the readers might say "Hek eleh minah ni, Caprice je pun. Bukan Usher. Gelabah lebih nak cerita banyak pulak."
But, what do I care ? :P

Crushin' more on him :">
He's very talented and he's a hardworking guyy.

I adore hardworking guys :D

Kthnks bye ♥








p/s ; Sharkboy, kita rindu awak sangat sangat :P

It really made my day ! :)

It REALLY made my day happier :)

I just couldn't stop smiling and screaming excitedly because of it :)

Firstly I would like to thanks Kak Ayna cause she's the one yg introduced me to Caprice :)

At first, terkejut macam  :O :O :O :O :O when you wall-ed with Caprice,

dalam hati cakap, "bapak besssttttt caprice reply wallpost dia :("

hahaha

then bila you tag caprice on your status tu terus I like sebab adaa CAPRICE ! hahaa

and we commented about Caprice on that status.

dalam hati, "aku duk puji puji caprice ni mesti dia cakap pahal pompuan ni syok sendiri"

hahaha but he replied ! :DD

eventhough just he said he kembang when we puji him.

haha sho cute :D

Next, I would like to thank Caprice cause he add-ed me on facebook using his Caprice Ariz account ! :D

I've once tried to add him through that account, but unluckily, cannot because its fulll.

And last night, he added me through that account !'

I was screaming like super duper excitedly last night.

Of course la rasa excited yang teramat bila orang yang kita adore gila gila almost obsessed with,

add kita on facebook. aite ? :D

Like, frankly speaking, I am totally happy with it ! :D

I adore this Caprice boy so much kot ! :D

K enough, I realllyyy like this Capriceeeeeeeeeee :D

He's soooo adorable !

Teeheee.

*angau*

Just hoping someday I could watch Caprice perform live in front of my eyes againnn :D

Watch 2:00 till 2:39. Adorable la do :D

The way he cakap selipar jepun, with his hand. haha

And about why Nik Irfan has more female fans than him.

Awh he's just sooo adorable ! 

Kay lastly, I do adore Caprice so much much much.

Almost obsessed.

20% obsessed probably.

teeehee :D
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 




Oh and Kak Ayna, thanks a lot ! Nanti I belanja 'roti john' okay ? :P
Kita kan geng sekaranggg :D
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

1st March Babies :)

IMERA :)

Dear Imera, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAAY ! 

May Allah bless you always.

Semoga panjang umur you, murah rezeki you.

And hope you'll have a wonderful seventeeen :)

Gooodluck for your SPM this year.

Thanks a lot cause been such a greatt sister. heee :D

I rindu 16th December ! :P

Hope nanti ada la time untuk hangout lagii dengan korang :)

Be happy always, Birthday Girl ! 

XOXO ♥ ♥ ♥

ADURA :)

Baaaabe, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAAAYY ! 

May Allah bless you always

And hope you'll have a great sixteeen! 

I'm really sorry that I cancelled my plan to meet you today.

Thought of wishing you face to face but something came up so i'm reallyyy sorry .

btw, i alwaysss love you babe!

hope we could meet some time.

dont forget us la do :P

happy birthday agaaainn.

may sixteen be the lucky age of yours.

XOXO ♥ ♥ ♥

p/s ; korang, sorry lambat wish.

iloveyou both so much ! :)

and for my cousin, Zaki Zulfakar, happy 17th birthday tooo. since you have no facebook and no pictures of you tht i could find, i make a short note only la. plus, i knw you wouldnt read this sangat pun. hahaha.

k happy birthday.

and happy birthday asyraf panda too ! :D