A very short birthday post :)

Happy Birthday To You

Happy Birthday To You

Happy Birthday to Alyn Zuhaimi

Happy Birthday To Youuuuu :)

Allah selamatkan kamu,

Allah selamatkan kamu

Allah selamatkan Alyn Zuhaimi,

Allah selamatkan kamuuuuu...

Dear KAK Alyn, Happy 17th Birthday ! :)

May Allah bless you always,

Hopefully you'll have a great life ahead,

and may success and happiness be with you in whatever you do :)

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki :D

Sorry this is just a simple wish without any present or anything special for you to remember. hihi

We knew through Twitter, I could somehow say, kita agak rapat la kann. hehe

Hopefully we'll get to meet up after this. :D

p/s ; sorrryy curi gambar you. 

Kerja, Holiday :D

Assalamualaikum and Hello! :)

So I'm in JB right now. ada 3 wedding.
So it means cuti from kerja till Monday la.
Suka hati betulll cuti dari Khamis haritu. haha

I miss work ;(
I miss the kids :(
I miss sweeping the floor, I miss feeding the kids, I miss bringing the kids outside to feed the fish :(
hihi...
But nevermind, nanti naik kerja balik on Tuesday sampai la Thursday.
Sebab Friday dah start end year punya holidays for the kids.
And definitely lepastu I'll miss them a lot :(

K now since I'm having my so-called-holiday in JB ni,
So far dah dapat makan ikan bakar in Ayong, dah sempat pergi the new Johor Premium Outlet.
Tapiii. tak sempat lagi makan mee rebus, tak sempat lagi makan murtabak, tak sempat lagi pergi TC.
And tak sempat lagi shisha kat susur.
Tapi malam ni, insyaAllah, nak lepak beramai2 with the cousins since kitorang dah lama tak kumpul sama sama :D
And to celebrate my Ibu's birthday, my Ayah & Mama's anniversary and my Aunty Nora's birthdayyy :D
Confirm makan besoooorrrr punyee. hehehe

Oh and btw, saya tak sempat lagi nak tengok Ombak Rindu :'(
Cousin2 saya semua senyap2 pergi tengok tak bawak saya. Sebab takut saya kecil hati diorang bawak girlfriend & boyfriend tapi sy sorang. ish. discrimination! merajuk itew auuu :(
Takpe nanti ite dapat gaji ite, ite gi tengok soranggg. Bluek :P

K thats all to update. Take care people. Sekarang ni musim demam. So jaga diri elok elokkk.
And btw my dear soulmates, I miss you girls and boyssss :|

Assalamualaikum and takecare :)

Kerjaaa :)

Assalamualaikum :)
and Hello! :D

So, I started bekerja Wednesdau harituuu.
And guess what? ITS FUN ! hehe

Tak ramai pun budak yang kena jaga.

They are Songho, Songbeen, Khaleef, Wonho, Mikhail, Yon Jae, Annabelle, Siow Loo & Ye Jin.
9 of them. diorang dalam 2-4 years old.
And theyre damn cuteee.
5 of them are koreans. 2 of them Chinese and another 2 Malay :D

Rutin hari hari, pukul 7 gerak pergi kerja, breakfast, mop the floor, tunggu budak datang.
Budak dah datang, duduk baca buku dengan diorang, main main, bawak outdoor kat playground and feed the fish.
Then pukul 12 lunchtime. Pukul 1 diorang punya naptime.
Diorang bangun pukul 4 mcm tu, mandikan, bg makan, belajar lagi sikit or main, tunggu parents diorang ambik.
Then kemas2 everything, 630 balik.

part paling susah just masa nak tido kan. macam2 ragammm. comel woo :D

Nextweek I'm going to take a lot of picturesss and post some of it here. hehe.
Oh and I'm not coming back to Shah Alam next weekend :(
Rumah kedua sekarang kat ampang. haha!

and to those people who ajak me hangout, im just so sorryyy i cant on weekdays. ive to work. hihi

K im enjoying my work. seriously. sampai rindu2 dah niiii.
K bye assalamualaikum :)

Pelangi.

This is a novel that I just bought. Actually takda la baru sangat. Last week lagi dah beli and start baca. Dalam novel ni, ada 3 cerita :
-Pelangi (author : Syud)
-Ked's Story (author : Hlovate)
-Rumah Kecil di Ujung Padang (author : Noor Suraya)

Out of 3 cerita ni, I've finished reading Pelangi. and I read half of Ked's Story.
Pelangi is very sweet.
Its about Usamah Razif yang kawin dengan Iman Aisyah.
Actually, they dont know each other till they got married.
They got married, lived happily.
Tilll, datang ex girlfriend Usamah yang berpegang pada quote, "If I dont get to marry Usamah, no one will."
So ada la conflict2 and stuff, but Iman still trust her husband.
The ex girlfriend fake a DNA test saying that a boy is Usamah's son.
what Iman said was, "I'm not gonna trust this piece of paper. I trust him more than that"
Okay lepastu ada la macam macam lagi jadi, Usamah went away just because dia ingat Iman would be happy if he's not there. But the fact is, they both cant live without each other.
So ada la orang tengah yang tolong and they lived happily after that :)

K. tu je. malas nak cerita panjang lagi dah. hehe
Tapi bessttt tauuu cerita dia :D
K sekarang ontheway nak habiskan Ked's Story.
Ked ni abang pada Minn dalam novel Versus. This is one of the reason I bought this book. To know how did a skater fell in love with a kampung girl.

So, bye :D

Dua cerita.

Harini, 3 orang tanya@usik aku kenapa tak bawak S pergi tengok Breaking Dawn sekali.
and I was like, errrr k rupanya ada lagi orang taktahu yang kitorang dah tak ada apapa. haha
Well, tak apalah mungkin terlepas pandang. So aku jawab je. Orang tanya kenapa, aku cakap, sukahati la. Dan terdiam la mereka.

Paling best Qayyum la. First dia cakap dia pernah nampak aku dengan siapa entah, tapi aku tau tu memang tipu. Saja kenakan aku dengan Nabilah sekali terkena :P
Then lepastu dia kata, S mana? Aku macam, ha? siapa S?
then habis kat situ.
Dalam wayang, duduk pun dia tanya lagi, S mana? asal tak bawak S?
Aku masih lagi ragu ragu sama ada dia betul betul taktahu atau buat buat taktahu.
Then dia tanya soalan sama, sebelumm movie start.
Aku cakap, kitorang dah break.
Ha ambik kau. terus dia sorry and diam. :))


K sebenarnya aku tak kisah pun orang nak tanya. tapi bila harini macam sampai 3 orangtanya, a bit pelik. and rimas nak jawab. so aku lebih banyak biarkan soalan tu tak terjawab. kali ketiga ke keempat orang tanya baru aku jawab.

haha. picture credits, Google.

Cerita seterusnya,
NEXT TUESDAY START KERJAAA !
and I'm so excited. can't wait to see the kids.
tapi ada rasa nervous.
taktahu kena buat kerja apa.
taktahu perangai budak budak tu macam mana.
taktahu budak budak tu boleh terima saya ke tidak.
Tapi insyaAllah, I'll get through everything :)
Doakan saya dapat bekerja dengan baik yaaaa. haha
Oh and, will be away kot.
Sebab kerja nanti with my aunty and I'll be staying with her in Ampang.
Rumah dia tak ada internet sebab yang tinggal rumah tu dia, Mak Tok and Tok Ayah je. So diorang tak ada motif pun nak guna internet.
Reasons lain I'm happy to start working is :
I'll be staying with my aunty and my grandparents. I'll get to eat delicious foood. hehe
And I'll be spoiled by my grandparents of course. mesti hari hari Tok Ayah buat lawak comel. hihi
and Mak Tok mesti tiap jam tanya, "nak makan? nak minum?"
hehehehehehehehe. yeay! excited gila ni nak kerja.
Okay dah tu je.

Bye Assalamualaikum ;)

A day out with the cousins :)

So, today I went out with my cousins.
Zhafri, Zharif, Nabilah, Najwa, Izzany and my bro Aiman. and Nabilah's boyfie, Qayyum.
We went to KLCC to watch Breaking Dawn Part 1 :)

My parents sent me there straight to KLCC. then meet up with others.
and went to the movie.
bought tickets untuk 4,45pm punya show.
that was at 2 i think.
so since Zharif wanted to buy his stuffs at Bukit Bintang, we went to have lunch at Pavilion and straight to BB.
Leaving Nabilah and Qayyum behind cause diorang dating. Malasss nak kacau. And, jealous much. HAHAH lame kau nurul.
Joking. Tak jealous pun. dah biasa :D
Diorang malas nak jalan :))

So, mula mula pergi BB ingat nak cari barang Ayep je. but I ended up buying a tshirt ada gambar FLASH yang superhero tu. haha. and Zhafri ended up buying a jeans.
After that, walked back to KLCC, and watched the movie.

So about the movie, I rate it 4/5.
Too much kissing scenes between Edward and Bella annoys me.
And I tak puas hati when Bella walks down the isle with the father, she didnt even smiled. Muka resah gelisahh je. -___________-
But, masa fiorang pergi honeymoon comellll. especially at the waterfall part. k korang kena tengok. hihi
And my baby Jacob is just sooooo adorably adorable and hot.
He helps the Cullen. He's like the hero dalam this part. I think. I rasa macam tu :P
Well he is always a hero in my heart. HAHA ceh.
K korang kena tengokkkk tauuu cerita niiiii.
Emmet hot jugak. Jasper pun! hihi
As for the wolf-packs, they're still hot. haha
Seth, Jared and Embry especially. Seth is really adorable. But still, mana boleh lawan Jake :D

So habis movie, the lovebirds and Wawa went home.
While me and the ones left, sent Izzany to train.
SO tinggal me Zhafri Zharif and Aiman.
I went to Kinokuniya and bought 2 new boooks :D
Satu tu tajuk dia 'Pelangi' ada 3 cerita dalam satu novel. And lagi satu tu tajuk dia 'Takpayah Sombong Pun Tak Apa' hihi :D
Zhafri and Zharif went to Studio R. Shopping lagi -.-
Then my parents came and picked us up and took us for a dinner in Hartamas.

So, overall, it was a great day.
Yes memang la jealous tengok cerita Breaking Dawn tu sebelah ada couple dua orang yang memang sweeet gila kan. But, what to doooo. haha
But seriously, its a great day with the cousins.
I love them. So much :)

Thats all, heres some pictures of us. Not gonna upload it on FB cause sikit sangat.

Meet my bro Aiman and my cousin Zhafri. sweeeeeeet en? :P

Izzany, Najwa & Aiman :)

This is my cousin Nabilah. Yes, inilah peneman setia tiap kali nak tengok Twilight. Mesti tak bergaduh kalau tengok Twilight sebab she's Team Edward and I'm Team Jacob so both dapat tengok buah hati masing masing without rebut rebut :P 

Meet the sweetest couple ever. HAHA over.

This is Qayyum, Nabilah's very own Edward. HAHA 

And diorang sweet. Sangat. Comel. :)

Me with them. The form 2 peeps and the one and only form 4 boy cousin :P

Aiman and Wawa :)

:)

In the car with Adlan. heading to Hartamas fr dinner.. Tak ada kerja vain dalam kereta :))

Thats all, Assalamualaikum :)

This short post, for a Facebook friend name Azadd Hlm. :)

Azadd Hlm.
Thats his facebook name.
Frankly speaking, saya tak berapa kenal dia pun.
Jarang sekali bertegur.
So, thats why nama betul dia pun saya taktahu apa.
Minta maaf saudara.

Ceh bunyi macam skema gila.
So, I dont think I have much to say about this guy.
Dia seorang pengguna facebook. Dia berada dalam friendlist saya. Cuma kami jarang bertegur mungkin disebabkan perasaan segan saya sendiri. Ha mungkin.

So, mungkin saudara Azadd Hlm sedang membaca post yang entah apa ni, mungkin satu hari nanti kita bertegur kot? haha.
Okay dah. Cukup merepek. Assalamualaikum.

Emas buat si Harimau Muda :)

Yes as semuaaa rakyat Malaysia tahu, semalam, 21 November 2011, Malaysia vs Indonesia untuk final bolasepak Sukan SEA 2011.
Aku, sebagai salah seorang peminat pemain-pemain bola sepak negara, mestilah excited gilaa nak tengok.
Pukul 830 dah siap depan tv. Di sisi aku, aku biarkan twitter aku on. Sebab aku tahu mesti semua orang update pasal bola.

Well, true. Timeline Twitter aku berlari selaju 50tweets/minit.
Semua orang update tiap2 saat. dan aku, tak terkecuali.
Sampai aku kena tweetlimit for the first time -.- bola punya pasaaall. aha


Game tu adalah game yg paling mendebarkan yang aku pernah tengok.
Seriously. 120 minit. Siapa tak nervous kalau dah sampai penalty. Penalty tu benda paling senang. Sebab one on one.

And alhamdulillah, Malaysia won the Gold Medal for Football Sukan SEA 2011 :')
Our Harimau Muda gave their very best.
Si Garuda rebah atas padang sendiri, di hadapan beratus ribu penyokongnya.
Dan Harimau Muda kita, melompat tinggi, menggapai emas, buat berjuta penyokong Malaysia walaupun sokongan juta itu bukan di depan mata.
It was a tough game, but our Harimau Muda really made Malaysians proud.
So lepas ni tak boleh la nak rendah-rendahkan footballers Malaysia lagi okay? :)

And as usual, dah nama pun Nurul kan. kalau tak cakap pasal footballers memang tak sah.
I think, untuk match yang final ni, I love seeing how Baddrol Bakhtiar, Nazmi Faiz and Asrarudin plays. oh still not forgetting, Muslim Ahmad :)
How I wish Izzaq Faris and Wan Zack could play :(
But whatever it is, the whole football squad for Sukan SEA 2011 really made Malaysians proud :)
And other Malaysian squads tooo. They've proven their abilities in sports.

In addition, I would like to congratulate Eli, Hamzah and Danial from the Gymnastics squad. Eli got Silver in apa entah acara Gymnastic dia. Hamzah lost but still, its an honour okay to join the SEA Games. Danial also lost. And Fattah, he got Silver for his Cycling.

So, heres some of the pictures I googled. hehe.
Our Harimau Muda :)

This is how the Tigers Roar! Black and Yellow, <3

Thats all, Assalamualaikum :)

Result Final Exam.

Okay semua orang sibuk nak minta number IC sekarang ni sebab sibuk nak tahu result.
Result final exam saya bukanlah sesuatu yang boleh saya banggakan.

Jom tengok.

See, tak membanggakan pun. Tak ada langsung bayang A+
I expected my agama and english to be A+ but what to dooo. itu je rezeki saya. hihi
And it was quite dissapointing sebab Maths lagi satu je markah nak dapat A-
Padan muka kauu Nurul. Ni la akibat selalu tak datang sekolah. tengok kehadiran tuuu. haha!
dah la selalu tak datang, study last minute. dah la last minute, main main pulak! ha padan mukaaaaa.

But on the brightside of it, all my Science subjects, lulus. alhamdulillah.
Sepanjang tahun ni, sebenarnya tak pernah dapat lebih 60 for Physics and Chemist. and tak pernah dapat lebih 40 fr Bio. And Sejarah, bayang C langsung tak pernah nampak. But, alhamdulillah this time, I've got improvements.
I need to work more on my Addmaths.
So, cuti ni, sambil kerja, nak start belajar jugakk.
Buku text form 5 dah ambik, means I can start slowly on my form 5 punya learnings.
Itupun kalau rajin. hihihi.
So, thats all.
I'm hoping for a better improvement on my studies next year.
And harap harap tahun depan tak banyak ponteng dah.
Assalamualaikum :)

Okay this time punya post. aku type dalam keadaan yang tenang.

Dalam kewarasan fikiran tak mengikut perasaan.

Saya bukanlah marah awak control hidup saya ke apa.
Cuma, cara awak. Awak tahu tak, awak suka condemn orang macam awak sorang bagus?
Itu yang buat saya menyampah dengan awak.
Its okay to judge, i can accept anything you judge, but not something that you dont know. and over-judging is so wrong.

And for you sister, I'm not mad at you actually. that time, yes. but, entah la.
whatever lah kan.

So, because of you guys, I lost someone. yes he may not be perfect as you guys, but i love him.
but nevermind. everythings over. i just couldnt put you guys aside. i love you both.
so, you both won. be happy.

Day 3 : Your favourite television programme.

I dont have any favourite programme actually.
cause I rarely watch TV.
I'll watch anything thats interesting.
Thats all.
Day 3 challenge, accomplished. a bit late.

Day 2 : Talk about your piercings or tattoos, if you have any.

Piercings. I used to pierced my ears. When I was in standard 6 I think.
But since my skin is a bit sensitive, telinga saya selalu berdarah bila pakai subang/anting-anting.
So I tak suka pakai, and lubang dia dh macam tertutup.

I dont have any tattoos because its haram.

So thats all about my piercings and tattoos.
Day 2 challenge, accomplished :)

Day 1 : Your middle name, and how do you feel about it.

My middle name is Akmal.

In primary school, semua orang panggil saya Akmal. sebab banyak sangat nurul.
I always get questions like, "Asal nama kau akmal?" "asal nama kau macam lelaki?"
And nama aku pernah jugak disebut, "Nurul Akmal BIN Lokman"
Tak kurang jugak yang cakap, "eee nama kau nama lelaki"

Well, I dont give a damn about it. When I got to know the meaning of Akmal, then I was like, oh okay. I'm proud of it. Just keep on calling me Akmal. Its good.
It means "Sempurna" or "Sangat pandai"
So, starting from that day, memang dah tak kisah orang nak panggil Akmal.
Cause my mother once said, bila kita panggil orang tu, kita sebenarnya mendoakan orang tuuu.
So, alhamdulillah. may Allah bless you friends who called me Akmal :)

Thats all about my middle name. My first day challenge, accomplished :)
My middle name is Akmal and I'm totally proud of it :)

Lets Have Some Fun :D

This is what I'm gonna update my blog with. 30 days challenge, accepted :D

Raya Haji.

So, tak jadi nak sambung cerita babysit sebab banyak gila benda jadi masa babysit budak berdua tu.

K my hari raya AidilAdha was just fine. and fun actually :D
macam biasa, pagi raya pergi sembahyang raya.
this year. first time pergi sembahyang kat masjid negeri. selalu sembahyang kat tempat lain. hehe
seronok weiii sembahyang kat masjid negeri.
rupanya ramai jugak orang shah alam yg tak balik kampung.
dah la kelakar tengok bangla2 and indon2 sibuk bergambar dekat fountain masjid.
kat tepi tangga pun nak ambik gambar. hahaha!

k sembahyang, dengar khutbah. sambil menguap-menguap.
saw few people yang saya kenal tapi tak tegur, cause, nampak dari jauh je.
lepastu dah habis sembahyang tu, sambil tunggu the boys, tunggu la kat luar masjid.
saw sooo many people going out.
and sempat la kan cuci mata kejap tengok lelaki2 berbaju melayu. ngehehe gatal kau!
and it makes me smile. cause terfikir, "Still ada lagi budak budak muda yang pakai baju melayu full set pergi sembahyang raya eventho raya haji je. and they go with parents." its cute actually. haha

k lepas tu, balik rumah, siap2 semua makanan nak bawak pergi rumah ampang and gombak.
ampang my mother's side and my dad's side in gombak.

sampai ampang, makan makan makan makan.
there were a lot of foods.
nasi briyani kambing, nasi mandi, laksa johor, chocolate cake, cheese cake, serawa durian, bubur kacang.
heaven wehhh. sambil makan, tengok tv dalam bilik tok. cerita pontianak kampung batu. hahaha
then at 5 macam tu, gerak pergii rumah gombak.
ramaiii orang and banyakk makanan.
ayam maghribi, lemak cili padi, laksa johor, sardine rolls, cheese cake, butter cake, gulai, egg rolls.
tak termakan semua oii.
hehe
then as usual, melepak beramai ramai kat living room tengok tv.
sampai 10 mcm tu, semua yang lelaki keluar, 3 family balik. so mcam dah tak best.
the guys went for snooker so saya macam tak suka nak ikut.
maka tinggallah saya di rumah, kebosanan. melayan cerita kat tv.
pukul 12 dah tidur. sumpah penat gila semalam.

harini, hari yang teramat biasa. balik dari gombak pukul 6, singgah solaris mont kiara, balik shah alam.
k tu je. bye assalamualaikum :)

p/s; semua orang cakap cheesecake sedap. bangga jap. and now rumah ni dah kemaruk nak baking macam macam :))

Aktiviti Seorang Babysitter.

So, Aliff and Ariff arrived last night together with their papa and their uncles.
Sampai sampai je, of course aunties and uncles dia dalam rumah ni berebut la kan nak dukung. haha
That was about 10.30 pm I think.

So, the boys ran dari atas ke bawah, dari bawah ke atas. pendek kata satu rumah semua dia teroka.
At 11 something, their papa went out with his friends.
So these kids, as usual, dibabysit oleh the aunties cause the uncles doesnt really care. haha

K so, pukul 1 pagi semua dah diberi arahan LIGHTS OFF.
walaupun electric curfew suppose at 12, semalam diextend sikit. hehe
K pukul 1, semua orang dah nak tidur. Aliff asked for susu. So I made a bottle of susu for him, and Ariff also.
Tapiii, budak berdua ni taknak tidur. So main main la lagi. Dalam gelap pun, cakap cakap, borak borak.
Macam orang tua budak dua orang ni -.-

Then Ariff minum susu, Aliff pun minum.
Tapiiii, Aliff punya botol mcm ada crack so bila dia minum tu tumpah.
He was soooo worried. adorable gila when he keep on saying, "nak botol baru"
Then I had to calm him down. So I said, "Ni dah malam. esok ajak papa gi beli botol baru k"
Then he nodded with a sadface. serious adorablee! :D

K so that was Aliff's case.
Masa tengah duduk tunggu Aliff tidur tu, tiba tiba Ariff cakap "sakit kaki"
Ah sudahhhh.
So I buat buat macam picit kaki dia. haha. padahal taktahu pun dia sakit macam mana.
Dah lenguh tangan picit kaki dia, berhenti kejap. ingat dah okay.
rupanya, tak -.-
so kena picit lagi. rasanya kaki dia terkejut kot sebab tiba tiba dia berlari naik turun.
so picit sampai dia tertidur.

That was about 3am in the morning. Yes I slept at almost 3am. Well, siapa nak marah pun kan. Semua orang dah tidur at that time. haha

Harini, separuh hari je dah penat sebenarnya nak jaga diorang. tapi still, seronok.
K lepas ni serious boleh kerja dah jadi babysitter. yeay! :D
I just looove kids so much. Walau annoying macam mana pun, I still find them adorable :D

K malam nanti sambung cerita babysit lagi. haha
boiii :D
saja update, bosangggg.

Another short note for you-know-who-you-are :)

I just received a text from you. Again, you made me burst into tears. haha nevermind. i je over. not your fault.
My phone rosak so I cant reply the text panjang2 sangat. so I decided to just post it here so you could read it.

You didn't disturbed me at all. haha. I'm the one who should say thanks a lot for everything. Yes I'm gonna miss you too eventhough I said to myself not to miss you. And of course I'll miss your love too. Its true theres no one who could love you like I did but I believe, there'll be someone who could love you way better than I love you :)
and you'll appreciate her even a lot. I'm the one who should say sorry sebab I yang selalu piss you off with my pointless arguments and tuduhan2 tak berasas. haha. Yeah probably you're not the one I'm searching for and probably I'm not the one you're searching for. You'll get someone wayy much better. I'll always pray for that :)
K saya janji saya tak shisha dah. tapi kalau saya termungkir janji, sorry k? :)
Of course I'll miss all of those too. But trust me, as soon as you get the new girl, you wont miss it anymore :)
I'm not mad at you and I dont even hate you. Bukan suppose I ke yg cakap if you nak marah or benci I, go ahead. I don't mind. I deserve that actually. It wasnt your fault pun I nangis. I emoo lebih je. haha! You take care too. Bye :')

So, thats it. I'm off to bed. Assalamualaikum.

A short post for you-know-who-you-are :)

Sorry saya banyak sangat doubt awak.
Sorry saya banyak buang masa awak.
Sorry saya banyak buang duit awak.
Sorry saya banyak buang tenaga awak.
Sorry saya banyak sia-siakan hati awak.
Sorry I screwed up everything this time.

Thank you so much because you've always been there for me
Thank you so much for being one of my favourite memories.
Thank you so much for all the love and happiness.
Thank you for giving me so many things that I'd never thought I'd get in my love life.
And mostly thank you for being the best boyfriend with the best patience ever :P

 If I've ever promised you anything, I'm sorry if I didnt fulfil it.
And if I've ever owe you anything, do claim it. eh except for the futsal shoes you wanted. haha :P 

Ha tu je kot.
I know you'll read this. Thats why I posted this here. Cause I dont think I could tweet you or message you on facebook. sebab for the time being, i  just cant. not strong enough. sorry.

Well, I know you and I both will be great in our own ways.
We're awesome kann :)

Do take care Mr Messy. Bye :)

4th November.

K pagi tadi pergi sekolah pukul 10. haha ikut suka hatiii.

K dah ambik paper BM. dapat A- jewww. tak pandai mana pun.

K lepas tu. em.......................................... ha takde apape.

Malam ni Ariff and Aliff datang. im sho exciteds :)

K lepas tu.. entah. takde pape ah.

aku okay. serius. tak menangis pun. aku ada reason aku sendiri so takpayah  nak assume banyak.
ha.
kbye.

1st November 2011

Yes its the 1.11.2011.
Memang cantik kan date harini?
Well I was hoping that today could be a great day, but, unfortunately NO.

Both Chemistry 1 & 2 were as hard as trying to lick your own elbow.
I was damn stressed answering the papers.
Well, I decided just to leave some blanks so that my paper wont look so messy with my writing.
And so that I could save my teacher's time marking the paper.
Okay aku tak bangga pun buat macam tu sebenarnya.
harini rasa macam nak nangis sebab tak dapat jawab banyak questions.
sampai pening kepala jawab exam :(
So thats one thing that ruined my day.

Another thing, I've got my Addmaths' result.
Well, they told me I got highest. but I tell you, IT IS NOT SOMETHING TO BE PROUD OF.
Its something to be ashamed of.
Ergh! I am really dissapointed with my results.
As I got my papers, I was damn speechless.
I turn around and look at everyone in the class, some of them were smiling, some of them were just staring at their papers.
And our teacher wasnt satisfied with our results.
She expected some of us to pass. But, unfortunately, none of us did.
I'm also dissapointed with myself. because i've dissapointed my teacher, and I know, this will dissapoint my parents.
I keep on thinking about it as I walk home.
I'm really sadddd.

So, excuse me for my emotional status or whatever today.
I just can't help myself from being so emotional today.

30th October :)

Happy Birthday To Youuuu,

Happy Birthday To Youuu,

Happy Birthday To Akmall Arief, 

Happy Birthday To Youuu :)

Selamat Ulangtahun Kelahiran yang ke 20 lebih. hehe :D

May Allah SWT bless you always.

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki, cepat kahwin :D

Hopefully success and happiness will fill up your days.

Happy Birthday again! :)

XOXO

p/s; gambar ni dah dua tahun berturut ni buat wish birthday. tahun depan kena la ada gambar lain. hehehe

생일 축하,

생일 축하,

에게 생일 축하 Fatin Fatini,

생일 축하 :)

Happy Sixteenth Birthday Nini!

May Allah bless you always.

Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki :)

May success awaits you in whatever you do.

and hopefully your sixteen will be filled up with lots of happiness.

I love youuu :*

XOXO

p/s ; sorry its just a simple wish post. nak beli hadiah tak ada bajet. nak buat ayat gempak gempak tak reti. so, sorry.

tapi, ni last lagu untuk korang,

Allah selamatkan kamu,

Allah selamatkan kamu,

Allah selamatkan Akmall Arief & Fatin Fatini,

Allah selamatkan kamu :)

Have a wonderful birthday ! :)

Frinjan.

Okay harini nak update jugak. Sebab pasal frinjan. ngeh :D

Setelah berbulan bulan bulan tak pergi Frinjan, harini dapat pergi! berbekalkan kelapangan masa yang ada. hee :D

Memang tak pernah pernah saya buat kerja gila, pergi Frinjan seorang diri! tanpa contact siapa siapa pun mula mula.
Dan lepas tu teringat Abang Akmall Arief. yg juga kaki frinjan. haha.
So memang dia pergi, jumpa sana je la.
Sampai sana, ramaiii orang.
Nampak Lisa, Adek, Ayin, Kimi, Aqem, Iman, Saifuddin.
Jumpa Azirul and Faris, Petak, Fatin.
Beli 2 zine, satu rantai.
Watched few performances.

So objektif untuk membeli zine tercapai walaupun nama penulis zine yg aku beli agak asing buat aku.
Mungkin buat aku je sebab dah lama tak menjinakkan diri dengan frinjan dan orang orang nya.
Dan terima kasih orang orang yang mengisi slot foreveralone aku harini.
Baru aku tahu betapa gilanya aku keluar sorang sorang macam tu.

A week +

Okay its been a week + I didnt update my blog.
I just dont have the time and things to update about.

So, on the 24th October, it was my 16th birthday.
Well, it was just fine. Last year was way better.
But I really appreciate all those wishes and the celebration that was given.
I dont have anything to talk about turning sixteen actually.
Its just, I'm getting OLDER. so yeah, OLD -.-

On the 25th, I went to Janda Baik. with my cousins.
I had a good time with them.
Staying up late, running in the rain, sleeping outdoor . Close to the nature.
Well, it did pull me away from thinking about school or whatever shht.

And today, I thought of going out with someone, but tak jadi. well nvm.
so I decided not to go anywhere with some other people.
except fr my family members.
still, I sat at home, doing nothing. I dont really have the mood to go out with anyone actually today.
And probably tomorrow or Saturday or even Sunday, I'm not going out.
I think so. eventhough I reaalllyyy wanna go out, but, when I think of going out again, no. I have no friends to go out with. everyone's busy with their own lovelife. -.-

I think thats all. not in the mood of updating. so probably not gonna update till i feel like updating. that might be in another few days, or a week, or week +
kbye. assalamualaikum :)
have a very great day readers. takecare!

I hate it. I hate it.  I hate it. Padan muka kau, siapa suruh bodoh sangat. Tanggung la kau sorang nurul oi.

A very quick update.

Exam setakat ni okay je.
Kawan kawan okay jugak kot. Except for the fact terpaksa menjaga hati orang orang yang dah tak sehaluan sekarang.
Sekolah? Hm exam lah.
Rumah? Bersepah seperti selalu
Relationship? Alhamdulillah, penuh kesabaran dan senyuman.
Lain lain? okay je kot. tak ada apa nak dibisingkan atau dirungutkan.

Bersyukur masih ada nafas untuk hari ini :)

I felt, backstabbed.

Okay today nak buat post luahan rasa. It might be panjang, it might not. But for sure, its typed, with tears rolling down.

I never thought, people who I always believed or the ones that I loved, turned out to be someone who I cant actually believe.
Well, this post doesnt refers to my soulmates.

Today, I added 3 names to the list of THE PEOPLE WHO I SHOULDN'T BELIEVE ANYMORE.
This might sound mean, but its just true. I cant trust 100% of these fothermuckers anymore.

I'm hurt. To see what these 3 have been talking about me, behind my back.
Why dont they just confront me and tell me that they didnt like it?
Why do they have to talk to each other with the, "eh jangan bagitahu nurul pulak yg kita......" "eh you jgn cerita pulak dekat dia yg i cakap macam ni pasal......."
That hurts me. Seriously.
Because if you guys are just talking about me, its fine with me. But when it involves other people around me, thats so not fine.
Tak boleh ke just tanya directly the whys and hows?

Okay. First person, lets just label A.
Whats your problem with me? I know you're someone whom I can trust but seriously, do you have to meddle and messed up every single thing that happens in my life?
Dont you have your own life?
Wait, you're my parents is it? Eh no you're not. So please, just stop this.
Sikit sikit boleh la, tapi bila dah lebih lebih tu, melampau la. Mak bapak aku pun tak bising macam kau.
Kau ni memang celaka haram siallllll. Sorry to say this. Kau tu tak bagus mana k? So takpayah kecoh satu dunia yang kau bagus. Cukup cukup la tanggung dosa sendiri tu eh. Bila kau buat macam ni, macam makin bertambah pulak dosa kau. kesian kau.

Next, we're gonna label B.
I never thought you would say such things. Well, you're one of the most closest person to me among them.
But how could you? Dulu cakap dengan aku lain, sekarang ni cerita dah lain pulak.
Oh depan aku nak support aku, cakap la baik baik kan?
Bila dengan A, kau cerita macam babi kan?
Beragak sikit weh. Aku tahu, memang korang ada masalah, tapi kau kena ingat jugak, dengan lain orang, lain perangainya. Contoh paling dekat, kau la sekarang ni. Dengan aku kau baik gila cerita itu ini, dengan A, kau lain perangai. Come on la. Kenapa tak cakap dengan aku je depan depan?
Kalau benda tu macam serious gila yang memang boleh mendatangkan kemarahan aku, aku faham lagi la kan kenapa tak cakap terus. Tapi, pasal benda yang aku mungkin boleh tolerate lagi, nak sorok? Kau takut dengan aku ke? :O aku ni lagi muda dari kau kot.

Lastly, labelled as C.
You're someone whom I trust so much. I put my trust on you almost 100%.
But I'd never thought that you'll go telling A this and that.
Kau tak kenal A tu macam mana, and you gave the wrong cerita. So, you're ruining my life too.
You're helping me to suffer.
Thanks a lot to you then.
You really made me cried today.
I know you might be the one reading this, so, takpayah tegur aku lagi k? Cukup cukup la dah buat aku suffer macam ni, :)


I'm sorry to say, I just cant believe you guys anymore. You guys really hurt me this time. You guys left me with thousands of question marks, and you guys left me in a very hard situation.
Dont be suprised if I chose some other people instead of you guys.  I really cant trust you guys anymore.
You guys are ruining my 16 year old life, and you guys are messing up with my life.

Kalau kau terasa ni pasal kau, please, FUCK OFF. go away.
Aku takkan cakap dengan korang. Selagi korang tak minta maaf, sujud dekat kaki aku.
Aku peduli apa korang semua lagi tua dari aku pun.
Aku tak boleh nak baik dengan orang yang tak reti nak respect orang lain.
Korang lagi tua dari aku, patutnya korang tahu apa yang boleh and tak boleh korang buat.
Enough said.
Korang semua penipu.
Thanks a  lot for backstabbing me. Thanks a lot for killing me.
Nevermind, I'll die. Tapi ingat, aku tak maafkan korang. :)

Final Exam dah datang :D

Well, the final examination starts tomorrow. I'm so damn nervous actually.
But paper minggu ni takde la risau takat bm bi tu.
Start minggu depan punya paper tu yang resah gelisah sikittt. haisyh.
So I dont think I'll be updating much. especially my blog.
mungkin update status fb je kot hari hari. kalau nak update blog, kena cari idea nak tulis apa which takes time. hehe

okay whatever it is, lets just face the final examination.
insyaAllah, I'll do my very best to make my parents proud :)
oh and to get money from the results. ngehhehehe :D
kbye :D

Let me tell you, I'm damn pissed off.

Well, eventhough kau rapat dengan aku sekali pun, aku tetap ada rasa benci kau.

Aku cakap terus terang, lantak la orang nak cakap apa. Aku tak kisah !
Sekarang ni, aku memang tak puas hati langsung dengan kau.

Kau tahu tak, aku TAK PERNAH langsung judge kawan kawan kau?
yang kau sibuk sibuk nak judge kawan kawan aku kenapa?
dah tak ada life nak sibuk?!

Here let me tell you, why I respect my friends more than I respect you,

• Eventhough diorang teruk macam mana sekalipun, diorang tak pernah judge orang ikut sedap mulut diorang macam diorang bagus sangat.
• Walaupun diorang cuma kawan aku, sekurang-kurangnya diorang selalu ada untuk aku bila aku nak cerita. Kau TAK PERNAH ada !
• Seteruk teruk diorang pun, diorang tahu nak respect other people's privacy. unlike you. you love to mess other people's life.
• My parents pun tak kisah aku kawan dengan siapa, yang kau nak sibuk lebih lebih aku kawan dengan siapa apahal? Kau rasa aku kisah ke ha? Kau ingat kau cukup bagus nak jaga aku? Hello, JAGA DIRI KAU SENDIRI TU DULU !
• Kawan kawan aku, bila diorang tengok aku senang, diorang tumpang senang, bukan macam kau yang tak boleh tengok aku senang. Ergh!
• Mulut diorang tahu lagi budi bahasa sopan santun. Kau? Heh tanya diri sendiri ah.

Seriously, aku tak pernah luah benci aku pada blog. Tapi bila dah macam ni, maknanya memang aku dah benci betul la tu. BOTH MIDDLE FINGER FOR YOU ! :)

Entri nak dekat exam.

Sekarang pukul 4.50 PAGI.
Ye awal pagi buta. saya sedang online sebab tak boleh nak tidur.
as usual, sleeping disorder. sebab saya hanya tidur 3 jam harini.
esok entah macam mana la pergi sekolah kan.

Well, minggu depan 12hb dah nak start exam.
Tapi diri ni macam nak taknak je study nya.
Semua malas. Nak kata asyik tidur, tak jugak. Tiap tiap malam tidur lambat, tanpa motif.
Malam ni, suppose buat homework yang kena hantar esok, tapiii, tak siapkan pun.
Lantak la apa nak jadi esok. Paling paling pun kena cubit or kena bebel yang memang tak pernah mendatangkan apapa effect pada diri budak degil macam saya ni.
Lagipun mood tak ada untuk buat benda benda yang kena fikir. sebab kepala otak ni asyik berfikir dari siang -.-
Heh mesti orang yang tengah baca ni dalam haati dia cakap, "typical nurul. sikit2 moody. sikit2 tak ada mood. sikit2 emo."
Well, its just me. Saya ni memang orang yang cepat moody pasal benda benda kecil. Harap maaf bagi yang tak suka tu ye.

Saya memang dah berazam, minggu  ni nak start revise sikit2 every subject.
So ada la dah start sikit with addmaths and bio.
Saya juga berazam untuk score at least B for my bio, physics, chemistry, sejarah and maths. and at least C for my addmaths.
as for bm and english, i dont think i'll have problems to score A. or at least A-
as for agama, i really hope i could score an A+ again :)

so, i just need to work smart. i dont want any Ds anymore. I want my results to be only A B and C :)

and me and my friends planned a study group starting from this saturday.
we'll go to the library, study together. so, by that way, i could actually study.

thats all. good morning. :D

4th October 2011,

*breathe in*

*sings*

Happy Birthday To Youu,

Happy Birthday To Youu,

Happy Birthday To Ainaaaa,

Happy Birthday To Youuu! :)

*stops*

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY WAN ATIRA AINA ! :)
May Allah bless you always, may all your wishes come true :)
Semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki.
And hopefully your life will filled up with loads and loads of happiness and success.

Sorry theres no present, hehe
Well, I dont even know where are youu. so how to give present rightt?
FYI, I'll always remember your birthday tau! hehe
I wanted to be the first to wish, but, I dont know how :|
So I made this post. :)

I know you wont read this.
Whatever it is,
I hope you're always fine and great wherever and whenever.
And I also hope that you're safe wherever you are.
We miss you a lot. :'(

Again, happy 18th birthday sister ! I love you a lot. We're the cute october babies kannnnn. haha :D

Unplanned :)

Assalamualaikum and hello readers :)

So, 1st october 2011.
Its one of my best buddies' birthday. its Meme's birthdaaayy! :D
So Nani planned a suprise birthday party for Meme.
and she doesnt want him to celebrate it without his friends so she invited me and some of other friends.
sama je macam what Meme did for Nani's suprise party. diorang memang meant to suprise each other. haha sweet habis :D

Okay so we makan cake, then we went for LASERTAAAGG at icity. hehe
it was incredibly fun !
seriously, you guys should try to play. sorry i batak sikit ye dengan lasertag harini sebab first time main. haha
oh and and, first time main, i was in the 4th place out of 16 ! yeaaay! hehehe :D

okay thats all. habis tu, go kfc, makan, then balik.
tapi time kat kfc tu tiba tiba plan, jom gi tengok bola malam ni.
so,. JOOOMMM. haha

Played with aliff ariff and harith.
then maghrib, siap siap go stadiuum! :D

so tengok football.

pukul 12 jalan balik rumah. okay 1230 baru sampai rumah sebab jalan lembab. hahaha

okay dah penat nak cerita. haiyo.

Goodnight and sweetdreams people :D

October :)

Assalamualaikum and a very good evening :)

Well, its OCTOBER already!
Yeay! hehe.
For me, this is my favourite month.
Becausee, I like number 10, and my birthday is on this month. heh :D
And and I suka October cause its like towards the end of school days :D

So, this October, I have to get prepared for my final exams that will be starting on 12th October.
i'm not so sure actually if I'm well prepared for it.
I tell you what, throughout this year, I dont think I had complete all homeworks given even just ONE subject.
that shows how teruk I am kan.
But I'm quite confident that for the early papers, I'll probably get to score. cause its just papers like BM, BI, Agama.
I'm just not sure about my Addmaths, Chemistry, Bio anddd Sejarah -.-
As for Maths and Physics, I think I might improve my marks. ngeh :D

K whatever.
Enough membebel atas kemalasan diri sendiri.

Oh and this October, ramai orang punya birthday. hihi.
But me as usual, mana bagi org hadiah. jst wish yg ikhlas je. tak mampu lerws nak bagi hadiah. haha!

K dah dah la tu taktahu apa nak cerita. BYE :D

hari ini yang gila.

Well, hari ini saya kembali bersekolah setelah dilanda demam dari hari Ahad haritu.
Guess what, banyak sangat cerita yang didengar pasal sekolah eventho sehari je saya tak datang.
Kesian kawan kawan kelas saya tau.
Kuajo betul orang orang yang tak habis habis nak condemn budak budak 4 Anggerik.

So harini for the first time *kot* in our form 4, CIKGU BIO TAK ADA !
maka bersorak sorai la budak budak bio harini.
dan yg perempuan semua terus la melangkah keluar dari kelas, duduk kat astaka.
ha time tu la banyak teramat benda lawak jadi and disebut.
dah la kami bertujuh semua perempuan, gelak tak ingat dunia kot.
budak form 1 rasa terganggu. heh tapi kitorang peduli apa punnn.

okay lepastu tak buat apa sampai sekarang.
saja gatal nak update blog je.

oh and and, nak tukar phone :(
esok pergi survey ngn mira nani faizun jali faez. yeay ! :D


oh ya baru teringat, ni dah hujung hujung Syawal kan.
Sekali lagi, saya minta maaf kalau ada tersinggung perasaan siapa siapa. saya ni memang banyak buat silap sedar dan tanpa sedar. so ampun maaf dari hujung jari kaki hingga hujung rambut itew lah yeww. ngeee :D
raye dh nk habis. lepasni takde la org nk jemput openhouse lagi makan sedap2 -.-

Short Post III

I might be jumping into so many conclusions, but trust me, one of my conclusions might be true.
And it might be the most hurtful conclusion ever. Well, sometimes the truth hurts.

Okay life sekarang macam biasa.
Tak ada apa sangat nak dikongsi.
Oh final exam in just another 2 weeks.
So dah kena start to prepare myself, mentally emotionally, physically. :)

Mentally, kena kuat la nak tahan pressure belajar kat sekolah,
Pressure from the teachers who put extra high expectations on me and my friends.
They dont know how the hell we struggle to give what they expect yet we failed.

Emotionally, dah start kena kebalkan diri dengan masalah masalah emosi.
Kena prepare diri untuk tahan semua emotional stuffs yang berpunca daripada pressure. :P

Physically, dah kena start jaga kesihatan.
Hari hari pergi sekolah kena la cergas dan cerdas.
Hari hari kena senyum pergi sekolah so that dapat kurangkan rasa pressure bila menapak ke sekolah.

SO, tu je kot nak update sekarang. nanti sambung update lagi. Kbye

 

School's Merdeka Celebration ;)

15th September 2011.

Majlis Penutupan Bulan Kemerdekaan peringkat sekolah :)

Seperti biasa, bila majlis rasmi macam ni, saya adalah muka utama untuk jadi Pengerusi Majlis.

Cuma partner je bertukar kali ni. sebab Meme buat performance.

So partner kali ni, Alif Amrin. *ada certain people cakap kitorang kembar sebab muka kitorang ada resemblance*

Kitorang decide to wear beige baju melayu and baju kurung sebab itu je warna yang dua dua ada. hehe

The majlis went well.

Oh and my sajak performance also went well. tersasul satu perkataan. I WAS TOOO NERVOUS. haha

Tapi benda lain, went well.

Alhamdulillah the majlis was a success.

Thanks a lot to my prefects team, my teachers, also students who gave support and helped to make the event a success.

Em tak banyak benda nak cakap kot. tu je.

nak letak gambo ah. kbye :)

My soulmates, Nani & Mira who performed acoustic trio with Acap yesterday. :)

This is Alif Amrin. My emcee partner. Tengok la muka dua orang emcee ni, tak ada sama kan? I wonder why people say kitorang mcm kembar -.-

Muka nervous nak sajak. Hihihihi. 

These are my sisters, Afryna & Aqila. or comel-er with the names of Winots and Qilots. love you bothh :)

K dah tu je, bye :)

Rindu setengah mati.

Ha kan dah keluar lagu jiwang indon.

Well, macam mana ni?
Rasa macam dah lama gila tak cakap dengan dia. :(

"Sayang, I know you're gonna read this.
I want you to know that I really really really miss you a lot. :(
I am very sorry. I swear. I AM SORRY.
I mengaku I banyak sangat buat you terasa with my words.
I banyak sangat buat you terasa with things that I did.
Seriously, I miss you a lot.
Since you've seen my true colours, you might not love me anymore right? :(
Well, its up to you.
Anything that happens, I'll always love you.
Do remember, I've promised to love you and I'll never stop loving you.
Do take a very good care of yourself."

Okay dah. taknak cakap dah.
Emmmm. Rasa macam kosong gila bila tak ada dia.

Tu je kot rasa nak update. Kbye :)

p/s ; I'm always okay when you're with me, now, you're no longer with me, how can I be okay? :|

Short Post II

Encik blog, selamat pagi :)
Saya mula makin nervous.
Saya sakit perut. Macam mana ni? *risau*

Short post.

Dear blog, harini kan, saya cerita dengan awak je la k :)

Harini kan, saya pergi sekolah macam biasa tau.
Lepas tu, nasib baik pagi tak kena sajak atas pentas. hihi dah la nervous gila.
Lepastu saya masuk kelas. Dapat cupcakes. hikhik. comel tauu and sedap tauu cupcakes tu. share satu class walaupun dia kecik :)
Then macam biasa je kot harini. Duduk dengan aiman, razzaq, azim, hanim, haziq. Borak borak pasal esok. Gelak gelak.
Lepastu belajar macam biasa.
Dah lepas tu lagi, pergi rehat. orang lain makan nasi makan mee, saya makan cucur je kot. malas la nak makan.
Ada orang tanya, saya okay tak, saya cakap entah.
Lepastu, belajar, then kena pergi library.
Cabut undi, saya punya giliran sajak yang pertama.
Semalam malam saya dah gigih hafal. Tapi harini? Saya lupa. :(
Tapi, saya menang nombor satu jugakk :P
Then lepas tu pergi rehearsal. Tengok orang duduk sana sini dating. Amboi seronoknyaaa.
Okay lepastu rehearse rehearse, orang lain balik pukul 125, yang emcee ni kena balik pukul 2 :(
Time tu kan hujan. Mula mula ingat hujan biasa je, so meredah la juga balik jalan kaki kan.
Sekali masa tengah jalan tu, hujan lebat gila. Habis basah lencun. Sampai rumah menggigil.
Lepastu, balik, check phone, satu apa pun tak ada.
Saya sebenarnya tunggu text dari dia. Tapi, dia mungkin tengah bahagia tanpa saya kot.
Lepastu, saya nak mandi, tapi last last tertidur. Bangun bangun, pening gila kepala.
Mandi, makan, siapkan text untuk esok.
Lepastu, sambung tidur sebab pening gila.
Bangun bangun, hujan lagi.
Lebat sangat hujan. Sejuk.
Awak tahu tak, saya rindu sangat dia bila hujan macam ni.
Tapi dia bukan rindu saya pun.
Encik blog, saya nervous sangat untuk esok. Dah la kena jadi emcee, lepastu kena sajak depan orang ramai.
Boleh tak saya nak pengsan esok?
Encik blog, terima kasih sebab dengar cerita saya harini.
Saya pening kepala lagi. Dah mula rasa nak demam.
Tapi masih boleh lagi kot kalau nak pergi tusyen.
So, terima kasih sekali lagi encik blog sebab sudi dengar cerita saya :')
Sayaaaaang encik blog ;)

Ego & Selfish.

Si lelaki ego. Si perempuan selfish.
How can not things go worst?

Well, most of it is the girl's fault.
She's being too selfish till the boy couldn't put his ego down.
He was hoping that she'll realize that its her fault and she should be the one fixing things.
But guess what? The girl is too selfish to know that and she's too selfish to fix things.
So that made things worst.

I can tell, the girl is trying to fix things, but, she's fixing those things, wrongly.
So, as a result, the boy got hurt worst than before.

The girl gave up. So she sits down, and did nothing.
Things got even worst.
This girl is still with her selfishness, she cant think.
She tried to figure out how, but all she can think is, NOTHING.
Pathetic isnt she?
The last thing she decided to do was, writing a note.

"Dear boy, I hope you know that I love you.
I know I've been such a bad girlfriend.
But I really want you to know that I love you so much.
I wish I could make things right.
I wish we could be like we used to be.
But I know, it might won't be. cause I'm the one who made things worst and I can't fix it.
I swear I'm really sorry.
I miss you.
I miss the old us."

So, just wait and see if the boy could really forgive this pathetic girl here.

Masih raya :)

Syawal kan sebulan, so apa salahnya beraya lagi? :)
Hujung minggu ni la saya gunakan sepenuh masa untuk beraya.
So hari ini, saya beraya bersama kawan kawan.
Seronokkk.

So first rumah, rumah nani. makan makan, balik.
Then diorang datang beraya my place. makan makan, balik.
Lepastu diorang pergi rumah cikgu Harlina and rumah Alif Haziq.
but I duduk rumah jeww. maleh. no transport.
after that, pergi rumah Athy puleww. makan makan, pergi rumah Ija pulekk.
lepas rumah ija, bergegas ke bukit jelutong, rumah cikgu rohana.
makan makan, balik. haha
then pergi rumah nena. makan makan, lepak, balik.
balik, mandi, siap siap, gerak pergi rumah jipa.
makan, borak, ambik gambar, gosip, ambik gambar, pelukk, ambik gambar, balik.
seronokkkk :D

so tu ringkasnya tentang harini la.
yang penting saya happy dengan harini.
er mungkin tak berapa nak happy sangat la, tapi sekurang kurangnya dapat la tutup sedih saya :)

so sekian saja untuk malam ni.
selamat malam, mimpi indah. :)

Why?

Why do people come back when I already convinced myself that they're not coming back?

This is the question right now.

Should we try to accept the person again in our life, or shouldnt we?

This is another question.

What if I'm not happy by the comeback? Or what if I'm not happy for not accepting the comeback?

This is another question.

What if I regret with the comeback? Or what if I regret for not accepting the comeback?

This is another question.


Well, in this situation, we just have to think. Nurul, you'll get through this :)

If You're Not The One :)

Dear Luqman,
This song is for you.
Please listen to it, :D

Suddenly nak buat entry ni for you. Hahaha
Sebab dah lama tak bagi lagu kan kan kan? :P
I choose this song sebab I remember, you selalu cakap I deserve someone better lah, you're not for me lah, apa lah lain lain tu kan. *dulu la you selalu cakap mcm ni*
And I hate it everytime you said that. and I sampai taktahu macam mana nak convince you yang semua yg you cakap tu salah :P
So, I think this song could convince you kot? I hope so. heheh
The lyrics are just so beautiful.
For me, it says everything that I might wont say to you personally cause I malu. hihihi.
But sayang, this is my favourite song, and I dedicate this for you :)
I really hope you'll be the one I share my life with, I build my home with, and the one I'll love all my life.
I love you sweetheartcherrypiemunchkinhearthrob :)

p/s; sorry la itew tak reti sweet2 :P

Sahabat.

entri ni entri luahan perasaan. kalau rasa menyampah, tak payah baca, okay?

A-N.
Itu nama kau.
Kita start rapat masa hujung bulan 4 / awal bulan 5 macam tu kan?
Kau lain sangat. kau baik gila. kau bukan jenis budak macam yang aku selalu kenal.
First impression aku pada kau, memang kau baik.
Kita memang rapat dari kita mula kenal.
Setiap hari, kau akan text aku, pesan pada aku suruh aku jaga diri, temankan aku.
Kau orang yang senang terima semua cerita aku, malah kau selalu nasihatkan aku.
Kita memang 24/7 text.
Masa tu, memang terang-terang kau sukakan aku.
Tapi aku? Aku tolak kau. Aku terus terang cakap kenapa aku tak boleh dengan kau.
Lepas tu, kita jauh :|
Kau terasa dengan apa yang aku cakap.
Tapi sebenarnya aku mungkin ada rasa sayang sikit pada kau. Sebagai seorang sahabat.
Tapi nak buat macam mana, kau dah terasa, and aku bukan orang yang reti nak pujuk.
Kita macam tu untuk hari hari seterusnya.
Kau jatuh suka dengan orang lain, kau lupa aku.
Aku tengok dari jauh.
Tapi lepas kau break, ada beberapa kali kau call aku, tanya khabar.
Tapi lepas tu, hilang balik.
Benda yang sama berulang, kau ada girlfriend, kau lupa aku, kau break, baru kau reply im aku.
Dan hari ni, aku tegur kau.
Tiba tiba kau minta maaf. Aku tanya kenapa. Kau hanya ulang, "sorry sangat"
Aku tanya kenapa lagi, kau jawab benda sama.
Then kau kata, kau akan masuk hospital.
Kau tahu tak aku risau? Bila aku tanya kau sakit apa, kau taknak bagitahu. Lagi la aku risau.
Tak apa la. Aku pun taknak jaga tepi kain kau lebih lebih memandangkan aku tahu aku ni siapa dalam hidup kau.
Kalau lah kau boleh baca ni, aku cuma nak suruh kau jaga diri, aku cuma nak suruh kau teruskan jadi diri kau, aku cuma nak kau terus jadi sahabat aku, boleh? :|

Aku harap kau tak lupa, kalau kau susah, macam selalu, sahabat kau yang ini ada untuk kau :)
Aku tahu kau tu tabah, tapi kadang kadang kau kalah juga dengan diri kau. Ingat lagi masa kau kalah sebab orang main nama arwah bapa kau? Kau menangis masa tu kan? Ingat siapa yang kau telefon malam malam tu untuk mengadu? Well, orang tu masih ada untuk dengar kau mengadu tengah malam.
Kau kan sahabat aku :')

Ceritera RAYA :)

Assalamualaikum and hello readers! :)

How have you guys been? hihi

So, harini dah hari ke 4 Syawal.

means hari ke 4 raya.

My raya has been just fine. 

First day wasnt so great cause pagi raya I celebrated on my mum's side, but only my family and my grandparents and my mak teh and her youngest son came back. so it was not really meriah -.-

Then bila my dad's side came to my mum's side, baru la meriahh sikit.

Then the whole day beraya on my mum's side je. boringg.

But, malam tu, we tidur at my dad's side with my cousins :D

The second day, raya on my dad's side. we convoyed 8 cars. 

itu yang buat seronok :)

we raya about 5 houses kot? :D

then malam tu, tidur my dad's side lagi.

but we didnt tidur. we went for lepak at susur till 3am, then me and some of my cousins chitchatted and gossip till the next morning.

The third day, another 4 houses on my dad's side, convoyed 11 cars :D

The more the meriah. haha!

K so raya raya raya, malam tu kena tinggal while others went for lepak.

So persuaded my cousin, he brought us to mcd.

heh dapat la makan gcb free :D

Then the fourth day, semua orang dah pack2 nak balik cause emergency.

Someone passed away. so everyone got ready to go to KL for tahlil.

but my family were late and my aunty said no need to rush,

so we raya another 3 houses :D

then off we shoot to shah alam :D

and now, here I am, in my room, at the fourth day of raya.

quite shocking kan nurul dah balik on fourth day of raya. sebab selalunya saya raya tak ingat dunia -.-

gambar raya boleh la pergi tengok kat Nurul Akmal Lokman's facebook. tahun ni tak banyak gambar sangat. tapiii first day puas siot tengok orang pakai baju melayu. Handsomeee. hihihihihi. tapi boyfriend kita pun handsome jugok pakai baju melayu. ngehngeh :D

k thats all. bye. selamat hari raya. kalau ada openhouse jangan lupa jemput, kalau nak datang beraya rumah, sila la call :D

Whats for raya? :)

I was attracted to post this. Cause I saw this on Pojie's blog and he said he tagged everyone so saya dengan muka tak malu la kan copy :D

Whats for my raya?

Baju raya untuk tahun ini bertemakan warna ?

Kemerah-merahan untuk first day. Hari hari seterusnya ada colour2 lain :D

Lokasi pertama anda kunjungi untuk beraya ?

Since both my parents' sides is in JB, so usually pagi raya at my dad's side, then first rumah yang akan dikunjung selepas itu adalah my mother's side :D

Makanan kegemaran anda di pagi raya ?

On my dad's side, ketupat with our own homemade sambal goreng and sambal ikan.

On my mother's side, briyani kambing or laksa Johor or mee rebus :D

Lagu raya yang paling menyentuh hati ?

Emmm tak ada kot? sebab selalunya lagu raya pasal orang tak dapat balik raya, saya belum pernah lagi tak dapat balik raya. :))

Berapa rumah anda akan kunjung pada hari raya pertama ?

more than 5 houses definitely :)

Berapa pasang baju raya anda ada ?

tahun ni ada 8 pasang termasuk yang tahun lepas punya :D

Adakah anda seorang perantau?

Emmm, lebih kurang kot? haha!

Di pagi raya,part mana anda paling sedih ?

Paling sedih? masa salam salam mintak maaf sebab time tu akan automatically rasa sebak. :'(

Menu pagi raya di rumah anda ?

My dad's side, Ketupat with our own sambal goreng and sambal ikan la :D

My mum's side tak tentu :D

Kampung ibu/ayah anda Raya tahun ini anda akan balik ?

Tiap tiap tahun WAJIB BALIK ! kalau tak, lagi sanggup tak raya. 

So thats all for my raya this year I guess? :)

Everyone who read this, feel free to copy and post on yr blog so I could also know whats for your raya :D