Jealousy.

I don't know since when I have this jealousy thingy.
But what I'm sure is, I would go reaallyy jealous when I saw them.
I can't hide the feeling that I like him.
But I know, he wont feel the same way as I do.
He has a huge crush on that girl.
I want him.
But I know, its just a dream.
Things are different nowadays.
He wont be spending time with me anymore.

I thought he's the one who could make me get over my ex.
He made me happy for the first few months.
But I'm not really sure where did we went wrong.
We start to fall apart.

It hurts me.
Whenever he has problems, he'll always find me, talk to me, tell everything to me.
What hurts me the most, when he's in trouble because of the girl, he'll find me to seek help or advice.
But when he's happy with the girl, he'll easily forget me.

Ahh nevermind.
I'm used to this kind of situation.

I just hope that he'll be happy with the girl.
I'll be fine watching them from a distance.



Love.