:')

I was the one who made that decision.
I know I don't want to, but I guess its what I've to do.
I need to stop hurting you over and over again.

Each and every second with you has meant a lot to me.
You've been such a great sidekick.
It was a relationship to remember.

Thank you so much for being there,
Thank you so much for your care,
Thank you so much for the love you gave.
Thank you so much for each second of your precious life that I've wasted.
Thank you so much for every single thing.

I am sorry for my flaws.
For not being able to be the greatest girlfriend ever.
For not being the perfect girlfriend you dream of.
For everything I'm not, I am really truly deeply sorry.

But I can't resist myself from seeing you in my future.
Who knows. This is another chapter of our love life that might be cherished in our future.

From all the things we've been through,
You taught me to be a better person.
You taught me to believe in miracles.
You taught me to believe in myself.

Sharihan Luqman, you're still the very best I've ever had :')


2:57am, 21122012.

Favourite Boy :)

I don't mind looking silly in front of you. I can even act silliest in front of you.

I'm comfortable with you. What else can I say.

You always knew how to handle me at my lowest and at my highest.

A zillion thank you for the care, for being there.

You're like my very own version of Care Bear :)

My favourite picture of my favourite boy.

He's my precious little baby, the one that makes me crazy,

Of all the boys I've ever known,

It's you, it's you :)

I've once said that if anyone asked who is my favourite boy, I'll say Sharihan Luqman.

Guess what? If anyone asks me the same question, the answer is still the same.

Love you Little Fat Panda.

2:34aam, 20122012