Sunday, August 28, 2011

Whats for raya? :)


I was attracted to post this. Cause I saw this on Pojie's blog and he said he tagged everyone so saya dengan muka tak malu la kan copy :D

Whats for my raya?


Baju raya untuk tahun ini bertemakan warna ?

Kemerah-merahan untuk first day. Hari hari seterusnya ada colour2 lain :D



Lokasi pertama anda kunjungi untuk beraya ?

Since both my parents' sides is in JB, so usually pagi raya at my dad's side, then first rumah yang akan dikunjung selepas itu adalah my mother's side :D


Makanan kegemaran anda di pagi raya ?

On my dad's side, ketupat with our own homemade sambal goreng and sambal ikan.
On my mother's side, briyani kambing or laksa Johor or mee rebus :D


Lagu raya yang paling menyentuh hati ?

Emmm tak ada kot? sebab selalunya lagu raya pasal orang tak dapat balik raya, saya belum pernah lagi tak dapat balik raya. :))


Berapa rumah anda akan kunjung pada hari raya pertama ?

more than 5 houses definitely :)


Berapa pasang baju raya anda ada ?

tahun ni ada 8 pasang termasuk yang tahun lepas punya :D


Adakah anda seorang perantau?

Emmm, lebih kurang kot? haha!


Di pagi raya,part mana anda paling sedih ?

Paling sedih? masa salam salam mintak maaf sebab time tu akan automatically rasa sebak. :'(


Menu pagi raya di rumah anda ?

My dad's side, Ketupat with our own sambal goreng and sambal ikan la :D
My mum's side tak tentu :D


Kampung ibu/ayah anda Raya tahun ini anda akan balik ?

Tiap tiap tahun WAJIB BALIK ! kalau tak, lagi sanggup tak raya. 




So thats all for my raya this year I guess? :)
Everyone who read this, feel free to copy and post on yr blog so I could also know whats for your raya :D


Friday, August 26, 2011

An Advanced Raya Wish For My Sweethearts :)

I'm going back to Johor tonight.
Therefore, I might not have the internet for a week starting from Sunday.
But I just want to make an advanced wish for my family, friends, stalkers, crushes, silent readers, and also enemies.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! :)

For all my wrong doings, words that might have hurt intentionally or unintentionally,
I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE.

hopefully all of us will have a great day, great time on this raya.
for those who are going back to their hometown, have a safe journeyy people! :)
and I hope you guys and girls take a very very good care of yourselves on this raya :)
Nak main mercun boleh, but be careful yo. hihihi
And and and, jemputlah datang rumah after minggu cuti raya ni. :)
and, lets enjoy our raya with awesomelygreatgood foods, and duit raya! hehehe

thats all, again,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir Batin :)

Lots of love,  
Nurul Akmal binti Lokman .

Cuti sendiri :)

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh.
Hello readers :)
I'm just gonna update about yesterday. 'Cuti Sendiri'. hihi

Well, semalam was Thursday, and my 4A classmates ramai pakat tak nak datang. And as for me, Jali and Faizun, we planned to ponteng since Monday lagi.
So we teruskan our plans walaupun ramai orang tak bagi kitorang ponteng on that day.
Pukul 1030 pagi, kami dah menunggu train di stesen KTM Shah Alam.
Pukul 1200 tengahari kami dah sampai Stesen Monorel Bukit Bintang. ngehngeh :D
So kitorang cucuk dinding, jalan jalan, teman Jali shopping. So he bought so many things. memang betul betul untuk raya lah. and it was worth buying.
Then jalan jalan cause I wanted to buy a bag, but tak ada yang berkenan so tak beli.
But I ended up buying a pair of Everlast punya shoes.
And Faizun bought a pair of drum sticks.
So everyone bought something for themselves la kannn. hehe

Then at 230, we gerak to KL Sentral and split.
Jali and Faizun went back to Shah Alam and me all alone went to MidValley to meet my hearthrob :)
So at almost 3, I met him as usual, MPH, then we walked together.
I wanted to buy a baju at PDI, so there we went. and I bought myself a baju.
Then bla bla bla jalan jalan jalan, we went for a movie, Cowboys vs Aliens. it was just fine. haha we randomnly picked the movie.
Then buka, then jalan jalan lagi.
I bought another baju at FOS.
Then at 930, tunggu KTM. sampai pukul 1030, still no train. so we decided to take a cab to kl sentral cause i have to catch the last train.
Luckily, I managed to catch the last train.
And arrived home almost 12 -.-

So overall, it was a great day with the boys.
Shopping with Jali and Faizun really made me happy.
Shopping with hearthrob made me even happier! :)
I'm gonna miss those moments. haha
InsyaAllah theres some other day for us again.

Thats all, Assalamualaikum :)

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Its been a while, :)

Well hello readers.
Its been a while since I last posted the hater post. haha!
okay dah taknak cakap pasal mamat tu. geli.

Life is kinda fine lately.
Well better than before sebab dah nak cuti raya kot :D
Lagi la pulak, nak dekat raya ni, bila mintak shopping, bagi alasan 'untuk raya' confirm dapat beli! hehehehe...

Oh tahun ni raya, my family, the boys red, and for me, mama and my sis, pink! hihi
it was sooo damn difficult to find nice red baju kurung -.-
so we decided, lets just wear pink. hehehe. so takda la nampak lain sangat kan.
and and i like my baju kurung. heeeee :D

I think thats all for now, kbye.

p/s ; if you're reading this, i'm just so sorry if i'm the cause of your miserable-ness. i swear i pity you. but its just a situation that i dont even know what to do. and i believe, you deserve someone better. cause you're perfect :)

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Hater.

Watch this.
Bro, lemme tell you this.
Kau nak jadi rapper bolehhhh sangat. tapi perlu ke kau buat video macam ni?
Well, in the entertainment industry, you just have to face that theres way so many people BETTER THAN YOU!
So in order to be better than them, you just have to work hard for it. not condemn people.
bro, this video, sucks.
This is malaysia, and we have BUDI BAHASA.


aku bengang ni sebab kau macam bagus pulak nak fuck fuck orang dalam video kau. :P

oh btw, i googled you and I only found one entry about you. hihi cepat cepat la buat banyak banyak video so taht kau boleh famous.
and I hope you google yourself so that you can find this entry.

Goodluck in yr career yo FUTURE RAPPER. :)
may Allah bless you :)

It was a tiring yet fun day :)

As semua orang tak tahu, semalam saya pergi berbuka puasa w my girlfriends and my guy schoolmates. hehe
At first plan, ingat dalam 7 orang mcm tu je. Me, Imera & Faez, Emmy, Nayli, Nini dan Efat.
Sekali bila dah sampai jumpa efat semua tu kat ts, ada Shahrul, Hafiz and tunggu Ema & Ayie.
Laa ramai rupanyaa.

Maka berjalan la kami.
Disebabkan puasa, so tak ada aktiviti nak buat.
Nak kurang kan pahala puasa dengan tengok wayang pun tak jadi sebab puasa and takada cerita best.
So pergi la jalan jalan.
Efat ngn Faez pergi main game dekat Lot10.
Lepastuuu, jalan jap kat bazaar depan McD. then masuk McD, saja duduk duduk dapatkan aircond then keluar. HAHA saja :D

Lepastuu, pergi pavi.
Jemput si Yazid, Nabila & kawan pulakk.
Ha kat pavi, melangut taktahu nak buat apa. time tu pukul 5 lebih.
So pergi la cari tempat buka.
Dah jumpa, terus order2.
Tunggu la sejam lebih untuk buka. hahaha!
Sabar gila woi :D

K lepas tu bukaaa.
Ada satu guy yang buka sebelah table aku ni, dia pakai braces. wait, or mcm retainer mcm tu la.
comel gilaaa! I keep on pandang. and few times he caught me staring at him. haha taktahu maluw punya nurul -.-

Okay habis buka puasa, gerak ts.
then shahrul hafiz yazid nabila semua split ah.
tinggal la kitorang bersembilan.
jalan jalan jalan jalan beli coolblog beli icecream jalan jalan ambik gambar ambik gambar ambik gambar ambik gambar yang tak berkesudahan sampaiii pukul 930 mcm tu, balik naik monorail.
peluk peluk semua ah. sebab taktahu lagi bila nak jumpa lepas ni. hehe :D

so sampai rumah nayli, mandi, teruss tidur. terngantuk sangat :))
sahur pun bangun lambattt.
then pagi bangun at 9. online, wc w aliana. crack dengan diorangg. haha!
k lepastu mandi.
sambung tidur till 530 my bro datang ambik.

well, it was a fun day and sleepover.
gonna have it again soon kot? :D

p/s ; jealous gila tengok Imera & Faez and Ema & Ayie :'(
diorang sweeeet gila! bilaaa nak dapat macam tu jugak? :|

Friday, August 12, 2011

Cravings...

Cravingsss...
Bulan bulan puasa ni, banyak pulak benda aku crave for.

Contohnya malam ni, aku crave gila gila for Cadbury Black Forest! :(
Dari tadi beg my parents to go buy me one, 
then my mom asked me to kirim from my brother. hehehe
So I did. Hopefully he'll come back with a cadbury black forest :D

Then, I crave for cheesecake! hehehe
dari dulu lagi nak sangat cheesecake tapi tak dapat dapat. sedihh :P
takpe takpe. minggu depan insyaAllah :D

And cupcake yang haritu masa birthday kak nana! haa ni paling susah nak dapat. cause kena order from siapa entah. macam mana ni :(

oh and and oreo milkshake from secret recipe! wooo mesti best ;DD
and java chip from starbucks.

haih. saba saba. dugaan bulan puasa. memang nak macam macam :D


Thursday, August 11, 2011

What Makes You Beautiful. =)






Well hello people! This is the One Direction.
I am falling madly in love with them. Hihihi. Especially Liam Payne and Zayn Malik =D
Niall, Louis and Harry pun comel jugak actually. Hahaha =D
I love them =D

Today, their first single, What Makes You Beautiful, is released worldwide.
I was so excited. and tell you what, I reallly love the song. Hehehe
Korang mungkin rasa aku ni tergedik gedik buat post macam ni.
Tapi aku rasa tak salah pun aku nak buat macam ni. haha!
So people, go la dengar their singles, bessttt. 
K dah tu je nak update. Byeee =D


Tengok niii ! Tekan gambar yang biru tu untuk view lebih besar k.
Seriously, they're trending almost worldwide. Heh =D
Even in MALAYSIA ! I thought ramai orang yang taktahu abt them cause susah gila nak tengok orang yang ada mention bout this guys. hehehehe
K whatever. 

Thats all la nak update. Bye. 
I love One Direction. hihihi :D

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Its the 10th :)

10th. Okay. Enough. Nurul, takpayah ingat. Watlekwatpeace. hehehe :D

Okay hey theree.
I dont know wht to update actually.
I didnt went to school today.
Cause I've been sick since yesterday.

Well, I tell you what, I think I'm falling for this one guy.
But, he's way older than me. Like 5 yrs or 6 yrs like that.
I dont know why I feel so comfortable being friends with him although we just knew each other fr only abt 3 days.
I keep on waiting fr his tweets. I just dont know why. Heh.
But, I dont put high hopes cause kita belum kenal dia yang sebenar. Probably bestfriends should be nice kan? :D

k nanti sambung update. tak ada cerita dah. kbye.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Happy Birthday In Advance ;)


Hey bestfriend, sorry terpaksa curi this picture from your facebook since theres no pictures of you and me recently :P

*sings*
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To Azfar Muhammad,
Happy Birthday To Youuuu...
*stops*

Dear bestfriend, Happy 16th Birthday in Advance! :D
I had to make an early post since you're staying at the hostel and your birthday nanti hari Selasa :P
In conjunction of your 16th birthday,
I'd like to wish you, A VERRY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D
May Allah bless you always.
Hopefully success awaits you in whatever you do :)
And hopefully you'll have a wonderful 16! :D
Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki, sihat sejahtera selalu.
May 16 be the lucky age of yours :)

I'm sorry I didnt get the chance to suprise you like you suprised me fr my birthday last year. :|
And and hadiah nanti raya tuntut k? :D

p/s;  dah celebrate birthday dengan member member baru, jangan la lupa member lama yang kat sini :D

Thats it, again, I wish you A verry happy birthday! :)
XOXO 

p/s lagi satu ; Sorry if gelabahkan azfar by sending such text on facebook and phone. Actually saja nak suruh azfar baca. tak ada problem pun, hihii :D

Last night :')

Well, since I wrote abt Farhan in the previous entry,
last  night, he appeared in my dream.
He was smiling broadly, handsomely.
He was being himself, the shy him.
We did 'jeling-jeling' each other. But we were too shy to start the conversation.
But he ended up starting the conversation, and repeated the bestfriends' promise.
Then, he vanished just like that.

Well, I resist to woke up because of that.

But when I woke up, I said to myself, "Where did all the bestfriends' promise went to?"
 I think it vanished with him in my dreams last night.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

I miss you.

Banyak orang yang saya rindu, cuma diri sendiri yang ego taknak admit.
Tapi hari ni, saya nak admit kat sini.
Secara terang-terangan, tiada selindung. Sebab ini kan blog saya :)
Dan saya tahu, orang orang yang disebutkan takkan baca pun post ni :)
So sukahati la kan nak cakap apa :D

Farhan.
Well, he's my senior, and my ex.
Puasa darjah 6, dialah yang teman :)
Raya darjah 6, dia jugalah yang teman.
Dia sukaaa kejutkan saya masa sahur. Dia mesti paksa saya sahur walau saya ngantuk macam mana sekali pun.
Dia selalu pesan, "Saya taknak sayang saya sakit bulan bulan puasa ni"
Heee :D
Saya rindu bercakap dengan dia, bawah bintang, depan rumah saya :|

Alif.
Si monkey yang tak pernah lupa untuk buat saya senyum bila dengan dia.
24 Oktober 2009, first date, harijadi saya. Dia lah hadiah hari jadi yang paling menggembirakan saya :)

Aliy.
2 minggu berturut, awak datang dari Gombak, semata nak jumpa saya.
Lepak mamak, sejak tu la kita rapat.
Blog post saya pun ada banyak pasal awak.
Name tag awak, tu ha duduk lagi dalam wallet saya :)

Shafiq.
Keciiik, awak teman awal puasa saya tahun lepas kan?
Kita selaluu onthephone dari tengah malam, sampai la sahur. Kalau tak pun, saya kejut awak sahur.
Awak yang beriya nak jadi bodyguard saya pergi solat terawih saya dulu kan? Sebab isu tu la awak jadi saya punya kan? :)
Tiap tiap hari balik sekolahh, mesti tengok muka awak dalam bilik seni. hihi :D

Atiffe.
Mr Vamp, I admit, I miss you the most.
Yeah probably fr you, being in a relationship with me is just a game, but for me, it really made me happy.
Just now, saya nampak gambar awak pakai baju melayu, awak betul betul cairkan saya.
Saya dah la pantang tengok lelaki pakai baju melayu. lagi la pula, awak. hihi
Puasa 2010, awak teman saya, saya teman awak.
Awak sakit masa tu, saya jaga. Saya suruh awak gagahkan diri awak puasa, awak puasa juga walaupun setengah hari.
Ada satu malam tu, awak kejutkan saya. Awak kata awak tak boleh tidur, sebab sakit sangat. Malam tu, saya teman awak sampai 8 pagi. :')

Luqe.
Mungkin awak sorang je antara 4 ni yang baca post ni.
Or mungkin langsung tak baca.
Whatever.
Probably awak pernah cakap awak rindukan saya,
tapi saya ego. saya takkan sekali mengaku yang saya rindukan awak.
saya anggap kalau awak kata awak rindukan saya tu, macam awak gurau.
saya takut nak percaya. maaf.
saya takut nak percaya sebab saya takut hati saya jatuh dengan awak semula.
setiap apa yang jadi, antara saya dengan awak, yang puncanya datang dari saya, semuanya bersebab.
so, saya minta maaf kalau mungkin awak terasa hati dengan saya.

Well, ini je major 4 people yang saya rindukan. Especially time time puasa ni kan. Hm.
Lain lain tu probably just minor miss, yang macam tak critical sangat la.
Yang 4 ni almost critical je. haha
Well, ni la jadinya kalau dah tak ada benda sangat nak update. hasiyh.
K la, bye.

Selamat bersahur, Selamat Berpuasa untuk hari hari seterusnya wahai orang orang hebat :)
Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh :)

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Puasa :D

Assalamualaikum! :D
Ni dah hari ke 4 puasaaa, so amacam? Still standing?
As for me, I am still standing :D
Seronok jugak puasa puasa ni :D
especially bila hari hari tengok kerenah buudak budak kelas. haha :D

k sebenarnya taktahu nak update apa. bye :D

p/s; I'm so glad you came last night :)

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Calon :D

Okay saya janji ni entry last untuk hari ini.
Tiba tiba rasa nak share ke-desperate-an cari calon laki. HAHAHA

Well, ciri ciri lelaki yang attractive pada mata dan hati saya sekarang,

Physical Appearance

  1. Tinggi - taller than me of course. but zaman sekarang nak cari guys yang tinggi tinggi is quite hard. well, I think guys with heights are attractive. lagi lagi if dia tak berapa nak skinny sangat and tak chubby sangat. theres something about the height that makes me feel they're attractive :D
  2. So-so body - Okay lemme tell you, people sekarang sukaa yang buff buff and stuff kan, but for me, I dont really nak la yang buff sangat. probably if ada body je, its fine. but too buff? nahh not my type. if dia not too tall, i prefer him to be not too skinny. and if dia tall pun not too skinny. i tak suka orang yang skinny sangat. hihi.
  3. Piercings - THIS IS STRICTLY PROHIBITED. kau tindik satu je, memang terus aku tendang kau jauh jauh, unless aku nak buat kau stock permainan aku. hahaha! i know this sounds mean, but I reaallly hate guys with piercings. it made them looks like SAKAI. serious sakai. 
Himself and People around Him
  1. Polite - I love polite guys. well, to me, sekarang memang susah gilaa nak cari guys, teens yang polite dengan people around him. well, if anyone happens to get someone who is polite, that anyone is just so damn lucky. seriously.
  2. Respect others - this is the most important thing in a guy. he has to respect himself, myself, and others. especially the elderlies. his family members, his friends, my family members, my friends. if he could do this, well, I'll make sure I'll be his forever :)
  3. Family and Friends - dia mesti la orang yang mempunyai hubungan yang baik dengan family dia especially. and kawan kawan. well biasa la if setakat selisih faham kadang kadang tu i dont mind. but I dont really like guys yang selalu sangat gaduh with his family members and keep blaming the family members. well, that type of guys are soo not on my list. and as for his friends, I dont really like guys yang suka melebihkan kawan dari family. and saya tak suka orang yang kawan dengan orang pelik pelik that influence him to be a bad guy. buat bad things behind me ke apa ke. 
  4. Educated - I like guys yang eventhough dia tahu dia tak berapa nak pandai, he still has the initiative to work something out. I dont expect him to be someone yang pandai gila like Albert Einstein, but at least berilmu la. you know what, educated guys are reallly attractive :)
  5. Talkative - I reallly need someone yang talkative. sebab I'm not the type yang cakap banyak sangat. so i think someone talkative boleh menyempurnakan the other half of me. hihi. plus, selalunya yang banyak cakap ni entertaining and tak boring :D 
Special Features
  1. Baju Melayu - this is something yang I really like about a guy. I like guys who suka or at least pakai baju Melayu. i think guys who wears baju melayu are totally attractive and hot. saya kan anak melayu, so of course la suka yang kemelayuan kan.
  2. Loves Kids - ini pun salah satu features yang sangat la best if dapat someone who loves kids. as for me, I really love kids. so i think if i dapat someone who loves kids also, it'll be wonderful. kids are adorable, so siapa siapa yang suka kids, is alsooo adorable. especially knowing teens nowadays, kalau ada la yang suka kids, I'll make sure jugak yang he'll always be my only one :D
  3. A voice that could melt me - Well, if la kan, voice dia could melt me, i'll be grateful. i always wished for someone who could sing to me or at least talk to me on the phone till dawn, dengan suara yang sangat boleh buat saya cair. awhhh. sumpah bestt. hihi. 

Okay that's all kot for this entry?
So if theres any of you yang macam ada ciri ciri ni, sila la hantar borang. HAHA
wait, most of my followers perempuan, so kalau kalau ada kawan kawan korang yang macam ni, meh recommend kat aku, nak try ngoratzz. hahaha!

Okay bye assalamualaikum :)

entry ke tiga harini :)

Okay baru lepas cakap kejap dengan Najmi.
Hihi. Terharu kejap last tu dia cakap something that really reminds me of us, yang dulu :))
Well, kadang kadang aku fikir, kenapa, orang macam Najmi tu tak ada orang nak?
dia baik gilaaaa. dia dah la sopan yang teramat sangat. and dia jenis layan perempuan baik yang sangat sangat sangat. lepastu, pandai pun pandai, rajin pun rajin.
tapi kenapa? is it just because of dia takda looks sangat? -.-

haha tak pasal pasal je aku buat post pasal dia.
tapi sometimes i wonder, memang orang judge people by their looks ke? -.-

Well Al-Najmi, me miss you. Saya rindu kanda saya yang dulu suka merepek dengan dindanya sampai dindanya pun turut gila seperti kandanya.
Okay merepek dah.

Bye people.
Goodnight.
Selamat sahur nanti :D

Monday, August 1, 2011

:)

Memang tak ada lelaki seperti aku
Tapi yang lebih baik banyak
Memang tak ada lelaki sehebat aku
Tapi yang lebih hebat banyak
Maka tak perlu kau susah hati
Banyak lelaki yang bisa kau pilih
Untuk kau jadikan sandaran hati
Memang tak ada lelaki seseksi aku
Tapi yang lebih seksi banyak
Memang tak ada lelaki setampan aku
Tapi yang lebih tampan banyak
Maka tak perlu sedu sedan itu
Jangan sampai kau rendahkan dirimu
Memaksa aku menjadi pacarmu
Oo baby baby
Jangan kau marah sebab ku tolak
Ku tahu kau cantik
Ku percaya kau baik
Ku yakin pasti ada
Lelaki yang tertarik
Oo baby
Jangan kau dendam sebab ku enggan
Bercinta aku mahu
Tapi tidak denganmu
Ku sudah ada satu
Kekasih yang menunggu
Ceritanya aku sedang belajar setia
Makanya dari itu kamu jangan memaksa
Kerna aku memang tak suka mendua
Oo baby baby
Jangan kau marah sebab ku tolak
Ku tahu kau cantik
Ku percaya kau baik
Ku yakin pasti ada
Lelaki yang tertarik
Oo baby
Jangan kau dendam sebab ku enggan
Bercinta aku mahu
Tapi tidak denganmu
Ku sudah ada satu
Kekasih yang menunggu
Oo baby
Jangan kau marah sebab ku tolak
Ku tahu kau cantik
Ku percaya kau baik
Ku yakin pasti ada
Lelaki yang tertarik
Oo baby
Jangan kau dendam sebab ku enggan
Bercinta aku mahu
Tapi tidak denganmu
Ku sudah ada satu
Kekasih yang menunggu
Memang tak ada lelaki seperti aku
Tapi yang lebih baik banyak

Okay tu lirik lagu Alif Satar yang baru, tajuk dia Lelaki Seperti Aku.
Well you know what, lagu ni mungkin orang cakap kelakar but, its a good song fr people yang keep on rasa someone tu the best fr her. Contohnya.. ha tahu tahu la kan. Hahaha. Tapi aku rasa lagu ni comel. :D
I've been waiting for this song on the internet since past few weeks. Gigih kan? haha! Oh btw, aku ada buat cover lagu ni in a version of mine. Tapi takkan di upload. tak sedap. hahaha!

Losing the socializing skills.

Harini rasa macam nak cakap dengan encik blog je.

Encik blooog, tahu tak, lately ni kan, saya dah hilang socializing skills :(
Saya hilang writing skills :(
Saya hilang the skills of communicating with people :(

Kalau dulu, memang selaluuu adaaa je orang yang rapat dengan saya and setiap hari confirm cakap tak berhenti.
Most of them lelaki la, sebab memang dari dulu saya kan AKMAL yang suka kawan dengan lelaki -.-
Dulu, kalau sehari tu, wall memang banyakk gilaaa panjang berjela.
Kalau orang yang baru kenal, mesti rasa senang je nak kawan, nak borak macam macam, masuuk air sama sama.
Tapi sekarang? Tengok la apa dah jadi pada sayaa. :(
Nak kenal orang pun MALU, nak cakap banyak dengan orang pun MALU, nak tegur orang pun MALU -.-
Semuanya sebab self confidence and socializing skills saya makin lama makin rendah :(
Kenapa semua ni jadi pada saya? :|

Encik blog, kalau tiba tiba satu hari nanti, saya tak update awak, jangan marah yea. Tu tandanya writing skills saya memang dah kosong habis dah tu.

Ergh. 
Encik blog, macam mana nak overcome problem ni?

Saya taknak jadi forever alone yang menangis sorang sorang tiap tiap hari :'(