Khamis dan Jumaat :)

Hey there. :P

So, Rabu tak ada apa sangat yang jadi. Sehari tak belajar.

Khamis pun lebih kurang je.
but balik tu nuno teman sampai bawah,
then I had a prefects meeting at the meeting room sampai pukul 3.30.
balik terus tidur.

Jumaat?
The day went as usual.
Ada ceramah sebelum rehat.
Sambil tu text Nuno sebab dia nak pergi Penang.
Then had to finish Bio punya report during recess.
After recess pergi bio, kena duduk depan sekali -__________-
dan, em, FIRST TIME BELAJAR BIO TAK NGANTUUUKK! :D
okay then balik rumah, rutin harian.
lepastu pukul 4, tengok Royal Wedding.
Duk tengok orang ni pakai apa, cantik tak, handsome tak, hahaha !
Then stuck lah depan tv sampai pukul 9.
Kate Middleton was soooo stunning and gorgeous!
Prince William kalau tak botak mesti handsome.
hahah
And as I said yesterday, I wanna marry Prince Harryyyy :P
Hihi okay enough berangan.
So thats all I think? Nothing fun punn.

Oh and today, I'm going to my aunt's place in Ampang for my niece's birthday party.
And try to talk to my cousin about Sunday that I have to accompany her for her date but I dont have any company. So, its just sho sad. And trying to figure out who could teman me. Kbye <3

Happy Birthday Broooo :D

Haha omaigasshhh gambar ni sumpah comel nya aku!

PBSM Dinner 2009 :)

Fadzil Yusof, Happy 18th Birthday Broo!

Semoga kau panjang umur and murah rezeki :)

Semoga kau dapat awek cepat kat Jengka tu agar kau tak terlalu LAME! haha

Semoga kau bahagia dunia akhirat.

Semoga kau jadi baik.

Semoga semoga semogaaa....

Aku taktahu sebenarnya apa nak cakap.

Happy Birthday je lah.

kbai. :)

Hadapi Dengan Senyuman :)

This. is. my. soulmate.

Her. name. is Farisya.

I. call. her. Icca. or. sometimes. Syaa.

She's. pretty. and. adorable. and kind. and gorgeous. and sweet. and loud.

I. love. her. because. she's. been. one. of. my. soulmate. for. almost. 3 years. now.

Firstly, I'd like to thank Icca for the cute post. hikhik

And secondly I would also like to thank Icca also because she gave me a song.

Membuatkan saya nangis terharu.

Sebab dia suruh saya hadapi semua benda dengan senyuman.

Sebab dia percaya yang saya kuat.

Orang lain semua ingat saya lemah.

Saya tak lemah sangat macam tu.

Mengada lebih tu ada la kadang kadang :D

So, nak tahu lagu apa dia bagi?

Ni ha, 

Hadapi Dengan Senyuman by Dewa 19.

Actually lagu ni selalu buat aku nangis. Walaupun dia suruh hadapi dengan senyuman. Haha

Whatever it is, thankyou so much Nur Farisya Bt Abdullah.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH <3

Today,

Hari ini, saya telah ponteng kelas Biologi.
Sebab utama, malas dan tak berapa nak suka.
Eh no. Sebab utama, tak bawak buku and report yang sepatutnya dihantar.
So datang la perasaan malas untuk masuk class.
And saya tak berapa nak suka cikgu tu. Dia suka aja budak budak kat depan je.
Yang kat belakang macam saya, dia anak tirikan. :(
dan kalau orang cakap tak faham, mula la dia menyalahkan saya sebab konon tak dengar apa dia cakap. padahal duk khusyuk dengar dia cerita cuma tak faham :(

Kebetulan ada satu cikgu ni, dia telah menugaskan saya untuk pergi ke setiap class memberikan helaian kertas yang ada soalan quiz untuk Maths Week.
Maka, mengambil kesempatan yang ada, saya telah pergi bersama soulmate saya, sama sama ponteng class Bio dan merayau ke serata sekolah.

Habis kerja tu, baru habis satu masa Bio.
which ada lagi satu masa dan kami berdua sangatlah malas untuk masuk.
maka kami ke kelas, dan ternampak budak budak RC, classmate kitorang jugak, duduk duduk lepak gosip2 hangat lelaki.
so kitorang dengan muka tak malu, pergi la join sekali. kebetulan diorang tak ada cikgu, siapa nak marah kan? :P

then sempat fly sekolah sekejap.
balik rumah ambik buku teks addmaths.
hihi. kalau kantoi tadi, tak boleh buat apa la kan.
tapi, senang je sebenarnya nak fly sekolah.
agak agak line clear, chow je la.
so benda tu boleh buat lagi lepas ni :D
aku kan nak jadi budak jahat. :P

so habis masa bio, budak budak bio naik, cakap kat saya dan soulmate saya, cikgu 'KIRIM SALAM'
saya dan soulmate gelak gelak je.
sampai 3 orang cakap kat saya, dan saya pun 3 kali la jawab salam tu.
langsung tak ada rasa bersalah dalam diri saya.
yang penting nanti pandai pandai la saya belajar untuk score exam :))

so lepas tu maths, duduk berborak pejun and jali.
jali aja addmaths :DD
pejun duk memekak.
tapi aku skrg geng dgn diorg bila soulmate dengan laki dia gaduh.
aku tengok diorang hari hari gaduh agak teruk tapi, relationship diorg, tahan jugak 2 years. *jealous*

dan selepas itu, addmaths. seperti biasa.

dan selepas itu, balik.

masa addmaths tu nuno ada text tanya kat mana, but saya reply lambat.
rupanya dia nak ajak balik sama. tapi nak buat macam mana, saya reply text dia lambat.
so esok kami janji nak balik sama kot.
itupun kalau dia ingat nak tunggu. hihi

dan itu sahaja untuk hari ini. bye.

jerit,

kalau boleh aku nak jerit sekarang,
Kalau orang lain boleh buat, aku pun boleh,
Aku bukan lemah.
Aku boleh move on.
Kalau boleh aku nak jerit semuanya.
Lepaskan beban beban pada diri ni.
Bagi semuanya terbang dengan mimpi mimpi dan angan angan yang mesti aku lepaskan.

Aku boleh. :)

:'(

hm.
tiba tiba malam ni, datang satu perasaan yang aku sendiri taktahu nak cakap macam mana.
all of sudden, words couldnt explain this feeling.
so I explained it with tears.
i don't know why, in all of the days, why today all of sudden?
bfore today, everything is just fine and almost perfect.
And tonight?
i feel sucks. i feel terribly miserable.
probably its bcause i'm missing everything too much.
I should've stop. I should've get over it. I should've hate to remember.
I'm sad. I'm too emotional :'(
And tonight, I just couldnt control this emotion.
Pfft.

Fuckin Perfect

This is currently my favourite song.
Thankyou Tumblr people. haha

Suara and lyrics lagu ni, memang boleh buat I meeelllttt :D


So, dah 5 kali play lagu ni harini :D

Smile.

its 0615.
and this is the 3rd time I'm awake.
Hm. Idk whats wrong with me.

Kay so, I looked at yr picture.
And guess what, I didn't cry! :)
And the song tht was playing is Smile by Uncle Kraker.
You used to hav tht song as yr caller ringtone :P

I dont even know whts the motive of this entry.

But I just wanna tell you, you no longer make me cry.
I could smile if I think abt you.
Which definitely is a good thing.
So, you dont have to worry if I'm crying because of you.
You've been a great friend, so for what I wanna cry because of a good friend.
And I just hope that after this you wont feel like I'm talking abt you.
Because I guess this would be the last post about you. :)
sorry and thanks for everything :)

today is just so stressful.
I couldnt bear with this stress anymore.
Do kill me. :)

I'm starting to hate school, teachers, and I'm starting to hate myself.
For me, these are the causes of this fucking stressss.

I'm not sure what I'm really feeling now.
depressed, stressed out, sad, happy. Its just like ABC :P

Kalau tgahari panas ni dpt abc pun best ni.
hihi

Kay so today nak lepak helipad probablyy. Or pergi basketball, tenangkan diri. :)

Bye.

Pictures are being a good advisor for me.

I found every pictures on Tumblr. And I post it because I love the quotes.

 So true. I just have to learn how to do this.

So guys, DON'T.

So if your friends or whoever around you, does not brags about miseries thats hitting them, they're hurting more than the ones who brag more.

Now I must encourage myself to stop waiting. because I had you once already.

Loving each quote here. Kbye ♥

Routine :)

I just have to fill up my days with so many things.
So that I don't have much time to think about him.
I just hate it when I'm all alone and I keep on wishing that he's there.
OKAY CUKUP AH PATHETIC TU.

Yes I'm back to my boring-single-life.
And I know what I'm gonna do next :D
Lock this fucking precious heart of mine, till Taylor Lautner comes!
Berangaaaann :)

Starting from today, I promise that I'll be a Nurul Akmal,
who is a very strong girl, who doesnt cry over boys, emotionless, mean!
hahaha aku tahu memang aku boleh jadi semua tu.
in fact, dah jadi dah punnn :))

dan seperti biasa apabila telah kembali pada hidup sebegini,
orang yang hanya boleh menghentikan airmata aku hanya lah,
Encik Taylor Lautner dan lelaki2 yang seangkatan handsome dan adorable dengannya.

Maka aku akan banyak reblog muka Encik Taylor dan mereka mereka yang seangkatan handsome dan adorable sepertinyaa.

Dan itu confirm buat aku senyum.
bertambah la jerawatt --___--

Tapi, bila back to this life, boleh kurus! haha
sebab malas nak makan, malas nak buat semua benda,


oh and record, dah 3 weeks tak tidur petang! yeay! ;D

"I'm Fine"

If I say these 2 words, I really mean it.
Dont question it.
I'm not gonna be fine if anybody question it.
Seriously, dont. Or you'll see me cry.

Kbye

Concert Gadis Semasa Sunsilk, with the girls :)

Sorry lambat update. hikhik

nak cerita pasal sabtu harituuu.
I went for a hangout with my girls, Nayli, Nini, Imera, Emmy and Imera's boyf, Faez.
Sy sebagai seorang anak melayu tulen, mengamalkan janji melayu seperti selalu which is lambat.
kali ni lambat sebab salah train ! hahahahaha :))
okay first time aku cuai mcm tuu :))
dah la sorang, cuak sikitt laa. :P
but finally sampai juga destinasi yg dituju, which is, KLCC, then Pavilion.
Kay Nayli semua tengah jalan2.
and diorg dh masuk forever 21 shopping apa semua.
aku lambat kan -__-
so then makan dulu kt kfc.
pastuh pukul 630 decided to gerak cari the place of the concert.

rupanya tempat tu dekat sangat.
so beratur panjang gila tunggu nak masuk tuu.
dah dapat masuk, excited la semua orang bergambar :D

then concert tu start quite lambat. almost 9pm kot.
orang semua dah fed up sebenarnya :P
dan dah jerit2.
dan start la concert nya.

Melda Ahmad, she's shooo cute and she's really talented :)

Yuna, as sweet as always. She's prettay :D

Ella, again, watching her, live, great :)

One Nation Emcees, they're superb! their dance moves are just awesome. I rarely see Malay that can dance like them :P

Hujan, so far, they've never dissapointed me. Something happened, that makes me shooo happy. hihi thankyou noh :P

Then we got new friends.
Kak Hajaar and Abang Ashraf.
They're such a sweet and adorable couple. hahaha
but so sempoi. :P
and diorang tak kedekut ajar pasal camera pada Nini :P

so, the concert ended at 12.
then waited for kak Nani and abang Izzat to come.
after that, we went for supper at hartamas.
then singgah nay's place, abang izzat took his car key, then off to his place in Bukit Jelutong
then after that they sent me home.

Overall, it was such a great day!
I love spending time with my girls.
And probably we're gonna meet up nex month, after Kiddo's returning.
heee :D

thats all. kbye :P

When I flashback,

I just couldnt stop smiling :)
Last night was, something tht could make me smile.
I'm glad that I got to talk to you.
I dont know why I'm so happy last night.
You really put a smile on my face.
Thankyou ♥

Dah taktahu nak rasa apa.
Kosong sangat.
Masa macam ni la macam macam dugaan nak datang.
Takpe la, mungkin ujian Allah. kena terima kan.
aku pun asyik hidup senang je, sekali sekala kena la susah jugak.

Aku keep on mengeluh.

Aku ni loser.

Aku ni cepat putus asa.

Aku ni, failure. :(

p/s ; sayasayangawaksangatsangat.sumpahsayamintakmaafforapapayangjadi.
kalau bukan saya yang stalk awak, mesti kita tak macam ni kan? :(
sekarang saya rasa menyesal sangat. :((

putus asa.

awak, skrg sy give up.
Sorry kalau nampak mcm sy ni tk kisah je pasal kita.
Sebenarnya, sy dh habis pikir. Tktahu apa lg sy nk buat.
mati akal. Sungguh.
yang saya boleh buat sekarang, baca 2 post awak tu ulang2.
lepastu mula la rutin biasa. Airmata tu taknak berhenti.

Saya tak kuat dah.
Sebab tu saya putus asa dengan semua.
Mungkin awak ingat saya ni kuat, tapi maaf, saya tak kuat bila datang dugaan macamni.

Saya ni lemah.

Kat luar tu hujan. Dan, airmata saya pun jatuh tanpa disuruh.

Sumpah saya memang tak kuat. Saya lemah sangat.

Sorry for everything.

Forever Alone.

ni lerr gamaknye pengaruh tumblr banyak sangat :))

Hai nama aku nurul, aku loner and aku forever alone.
So what? Aku bukan susahkan hidup siapa pun.
Kay sumpah gelabah pulak kau nurul :))

penaaaaat. Kepala otak berfikir tak berhenti.
Kesian otak aku bekerja keras demi aku.
Tapi otak belaja sesuatu, which is, terima kenyataan. PIJAK DI BUMI YANG NYATA.

bila aku jadi loner mcm ni, aku jd ciwek.
Hahaha. Okay ni arai baca confirm dia bahan aku tk bhenti.
Yelaaa, aku skrg jd budak ciwek.
So? Bukan masalah kau pun.
Diri aku, aku punya pasal laaaa.
Seronoknya hidup jd loner.

Omg tadi pegi tgk bintang! Besssttt :)
Lama sangat tak pergi menghargai ciptaan2 Allah seperti bintang. Hihi.
Esok ingt nk main hujan pulak ah. Itupun kalau hujan. :DD

Kay skrg nk pegi menebus tidur smlm. Semalam pelik doh. aku tidur pukul 12, bangun pukul 3, 6 baru tidur balik. Dan keputusannya, aku pegi sekolah lambat tadi and phimpunan start lambat sbb aku lambat. K dah.


Forever Alone ni nak tidur. Boboiyeee :)

all I wanted was for you to know that I will miss you like I did before and I will wait fr you forever more thats for sure :)
And all our memories that I will never leave will stay with me until I rest in peace.
And when theres no one else around, the world is cold without a sound, dont you forget that I'm always near to wipe away your tears.

Please Forgive Me - Bryan Adams.

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss
It's getting better baby
No one can better this
Still holding on
You're still the one
First time our eyes met
Same feeling I get
Only feels much stronger
I wanna love you longer
Do you still turn the fire on?

So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it go
So if I love you a little more than I should
Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me (Oh believe it), every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
Still getting closer baby
Can't get closer enough
Still holding on
You're still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all the moves
I remember you yeah
I remember the nights, you know I still do

So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it go
So if I love you a little more than I should
Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me (Oh believe it), every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

The one thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
The one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm praying
That's why I'm saying

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Babe believe it, every word I say is true
Please forgive me, if I can't stop loving you
No, believe, I don't know what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
I can't stop loving you

I couldnt imagine what would I be......

without him :(

Its 440am.
and I still couldnt sleep.
just now, I talked to him.
but, hm, its just make things worse.
he said he's not the best for me.
I'll always cry every time he said that.
I dont know how to convince him that he's the best boyfriend I've ever had.
so I just keep myself silence.
I dont know how to react.
So many things running through my mind.
its just a hard situation.

i really hope everything is gonna be fine.

for you, I know you'll read this,
please keep this in your mind, I ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER HOW HARD THE SITUATION IS.
and, YOU'VE BEEN THE BEST BOYFRIEND I'VE EVER HAD and I KNOW I WONT BE ABLE TO FIND BETTER GUYS THAN YOU. :(

Saya nak jadi jahat.

Saya rasa la kan, saya kan, nak berubah la kan.

Saya nak jadi saya yang dulu.

Saya yang tak pernah rasa jatuh walaupun bermacam dugaan.

Saya yang tetap tegar membawa diri dalam apa jua keadaan.
Saya yang boleh sembunyi sedih disebalik senyuum dan gelak tawa.

Saya yang keras hati.

Saya yang bodoh.

Saya yang keras kepala.

Saya yang degil dalam segala-galanya.

Jahat, dingin, tak ada perasaan.

Saya nak semua itu, boleh?

Cerita cerita Baru.

Hai Assalamualaikum.

Wahai para followers sekalian, minta maaf kerana lama tak update blog.

Al maklumlah, sejak dua menjak ni, online kat phone je. tak seronok langsung la nak update blog.

Dan ada rasa macam malas sangat nak berblogging dah -__-

Takpa, jom kita cerita.

Hmmm, dari minggu lepas,banyak benda yang jadi.

Penat dan stress kepala otak. 

Tapi start next week dah okay kot. InsyaAllah :)

Sebenarnya aku banyak lagi kerja yang tertangguh ni.

Tapi taktau la kenapa jiwa aku menebal menanam perasaan malas.

Rabu lepas seronok. Lepas tension aku semua.

Dah la makan sedap dengan orang orang yang aku sayang.

Lepastu gelak ketawa.

Seronoknyewww. hahaha

Semalam pun seronok.

Dapat keluar dengan dia.

Rindu sanad sanad kat dyew. HAHAHA

Tapi aku tahu semalam dia terasa dengan aku sikit.

But lepastu okay balik dah. hihi.

Semalam rasa happy sangat dapat jumpa dia. 

*ni dia baca confirm bangga*

Hmmm, Kay sekarang tak sabar nak tunggu malam ni pulak.

Harap nya, semuaaa berjalan dengan lancar dan meriah.

Aku rindu anak anak buah aku.

Aku rindu suasana nak duduk ramai ramai berborak and all, hihi

Tapi takda baju nak pakai. sedihnya :(

Happy Birthday Auntie's Lil Boy :)

Its 1st of April ! :)

Yeah finally April has come.

Therefore, I'd like to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my favourite little boy. hihi

Raden Aliff Atiqullah has been a very naughty yet sweet baby boy.

 He's so adorable.

And he's helpful too.

Some of my friends said that this little boy is always in my pictures.

Well yeah of course every time I meet him, I always wanna take a picture of him.

because I couldnt resist the fact that he's soo cute.

I called my cousin to talk to him just now, and I wished him happy Birthday and he said thankyou auntie.

Awh thats just so cute. hihi

I'll always pray that he and his brother willl always be a good and smart kids. Amin :)