Angel :)

She's an angel.
Thats why everyone loves her.

Another story.

Trials are going fine I think.

Today, I got another story.
But I think biarlah I sorang je yang tahu.
I dont need to tell everything to people right ?

I think I just need to stop thinking about people.
It hurts.

I need to stop thinking too much.
Or else I'll go crazy.

Meme Shec, Han Luqe, can I hav you guys right now? I feel like crying :

Its getting worst.

I thought today I could be happy.

Because I've stopped thinking about Irfan, and I'm starting to move on.

But I just cant.

Its getting worst.

And I think, this will mess me up.

I was right.

Guys are just soo hard to be predicted, and they're hard to be trusted.

I cant even trust my brother.

So, it's not my fault to not trust you,

it's you guys' fault.

you forced me to do so, guys.

I miss something.

Today's papers were just fine.

I cant think properly I dont know why.

When I was answering the Science paper, I slept for few minutes.

hehe

then, I wrote edward's real name, then I erased that back.

and suddenly I remembered,

I used to take care of him while he was in the hospital last month.

I miss that :')

I hope he'll take a good care of himself.

Because only me knows he's not well.

I know he's a grown up,

But I'm just worried.

This would be the last entry about him.

After this, no more :)

Favourite song, :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQd9Im9xvX4&feature=related

I am asking myself,

How can I move on?

Meme said, I need to move on.
Yeah easy for him to say that because he's not the one going through this.
Plus, dia ada orang yang sayangkan dia separuh nyawa.
Lucky him. :)

Farisya said, I am strong. like the pink power rangers. *haha
She's also lucky. Because eventhough someone she loved left her, for some stupid reasons,
Theres still ones who loves her, whole-heartedly.
Kan farisya kan :)

Thanks you both for making me feel a little bit better.
but I just cant help from bursting my tears out.
sorry.

I just cant think properly.
Hm.

Another long pathetic entry.

I ate nuggets yesterday.

Then I took the ketchup and wrote his name.

And I drew a heart shaped mayo. hehe

I miss him.

But I dont think I'm still in love with him.

I just cant tell how am I feeling.

I may be sad because of the break up thing,

but I am happy and satisfied enough.

I dont need relationships for the time being.

I just need to focus on my studies,

PMR is coming less than 2 weeks time.

I need to be prepared.

Relationships aren't my priority right now.

I just need to take time to trust guys. :)

The picture is right,

Life is like riding a bicycle.

In order to keep my balance, I must keep moving. :)

And this is why I hate breakups.

because I'll post a stupid long pathetic entry like this.

Muka webcam.

haih webcam, ;)

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"saya pun, awak jom kahwin? nanti kite boleh duduk samasama. HAHAHAHA"

"tidak, saya berjanji tidak akan tinggalkan awak. saya bukan macam lelaki lain."

"baik sayang, saya janji takkan tipu awak. awak pun jangan tinggalkan saya okay :)"

Thanks fr these sweettalks.

Sekarang dah nampak kan siapa yang tinggalkan siapa dulu?

Awak mula ignore saya macam kita tak pernah kenal,

Awak mula jauhkan diri dari saya macam saya freak yang bahaya.

Saya rasa, dan saya yakin, saya makin hilang dari hati awak.

Percakapan awak, tak macam dulu.

Suara lembut awak yang saya suka tu dah tak ada.

Sekarang saya hanya dengar suara kasar awak yang saya takut.

Tiga hari saya tak cakap dengan awak, tak message, tak dengar suara awak,

Bila saya dapat cakap dengan awak, hanya untuk 31 saat.

Itu saje balasan 3 hari saya tunggu awak tu.

31 saat tu pun, awak kecewakan saya.

Awak kata awak tak dapat datang openhouse kawan kita

Sebab awak nak pergi rumah marissa.

Bestfriend awak tu.

Dulu, sehari tak wall to wall, tak sah.

Awak edward, saya bella.

Orang lain pun perasan pada wall saya penuh nama awak.

Dan pada wall awak penuh nama saya.

Tapi sekarang, bila saya tulis pada wall awak, awak delete.

Saya sekarang yakin, saya bukan sayang awak lagi dah.

Awak mungkin ada orang lain.

Saya bukan type awak.

Saya bukan macam yang awak nak.

Saya tak hot macam ex awak semua.

Saya tak cantik macam perempuan lain.

Saya nak simpan semua tentang kita yang dulu.
Sebab saya tahu memang awak tak akan simpan semua tentang kita.

So biarlah saya simpan 'kita' yang dulu.

Supaya saya tenang nak PMR.

Semoga awak pun tenang,

Dan maaf kalau saya tak dapat sambut 5haribulan dengan awak.

Saya tak rasa awak still saya punya masa tu.

Saya tunggu keputusan awak.

Saya sayang awak, tak pernah tipu.

Entahlah.

Orang orang yang nak pergi egypt, mesir dsb semua dh terbang.

Okay aku menangis lagi sebab Athirah dah terbang.

Okay nangis lagi.

Sebab rindu semua tentang kitorang.

Ada gambar gambar yang membuat aku rindu sangat kitorang yang dulu.

Haih.

Banyaknya kenangan dengan dia.

Dan sekarang, dia terbang pergi Egypt.

Egypt tahu.

Jauh tuuu.

Dan bukan untuk sebulan dua, tapi 6 tahun.

Huh.

6 tahun.

Lama.

Saat tu mesti rasa kekok sikit untuk seperti dulu.

Dan aku takut jika kami takkan seperti dulu.

Aku doakan kak Athirah happy kat sana,

Diri dia sihat walafiat kat sana,

Menerima ilmu dengan elok2 kat sana,

Dapat kawan yang baik2,

Dan semoga semuanya elok buat dia :)

Dan selepas ini saya hanya mampu tiru suara dia je. hahaa!

saya rindu thighahhh :D

Ok bai.

Athirah, selamat terbang! Jaga diri!

Nurul ni over, mcm la athirah tu kakak dia.

Snow White ke Egypt :)

Semoga awak happy kat sana.

Goodluck menjalani kehidupan kat sana ! :)

I'll surely miss you kakak!

Ingatkan kak izzaty je dah cukup jauh, rupanya, tempat yang awak nak pergi lagi jauh!

Saya rindu semua kenangan2 kita. hee :D

Nanti belajar la buat makanan2 sana. balik sini, buatkan untuk saya. hee :D

I'll be missing all those secrets we shared, those tears we shared, those laughs we had, ahhh, I'll be missing you sistaaa ;)

Semoga awak selamat pergi dan selamat juga pulang nanti bila bila :)

Nanti rajin rajin la berfacebook. itupun kalau tak sibuk. hehehe

Tadi masa awak peluk saya, saya nangis :')

Sebab kakak saya yang pandai ni nak pergi belajar jauh. lama pulak tuuu.

Nanti mesti terbayang2 athirah khalid drive saya kesana sini. haha

Thanks sebab banyaaakk buat saya happy.

And sekarang pun saya happy sebab awak dapat further studies dekat negara orang.

Jaga diri elok elok elok di sana :)

Sayaaaaaaaannnnggggg Athirah Khalid ! ♥

Salam sayang, Nurul Akmal :)

Raya yang tak habis lagi :)

Saya masih dalam mood raya !
Yeahh ! hahaha
So duit duit raya masih dialu2 kan :D

16 hari nak pmr, dan saya sedang pulun habis habisan untuk belajar. yeah u can do it nurul ! :)

Happy Eid, Friends :)

We have been fasting for a month.

Now, Ramadhan will leave, and Syawal is coming.

Therefore, I would like to wish, Happy Eid :)

Di kesempatan ini, saya mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.

Segala salah silap, tersalah bicara, terkasar bahasa, tercela perbuatan, harap dimaafkan.

Semoga semuanya sehat2 sejahtera yaa menyambut raya !

Mercun, duit raya, ketupat, rendang, kuih2 raya, ENJOY LA SEPUAS PUASNYA !!!

Take a good care of yourselves :)

Again, I wish, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFTRI :)

Have a safe raya, have a wonderful raya, :)

p/s; saya kini berada di kampung, jealous tak? ahha

Cerita hari ini dan today :)

harini , hari terakhir sekolah before cuti 2 weeks.

so, aku sempat mintak maaf dengan orang2 penting.

My teachers, my friends.

my classmates je tak sempat sbb harini busy buat perintis semua.

dah masuk bulan 9, dummy pun tak hanta lagi. pffft =.='

so harini, dapat lagi satu lagi kad raya yang datangnya dari kakak and abang aku.

tak bukak lagi til skrg -__-

malas la. nk bukak nnti baru kejutan . hahaa

okay yang nak cerita harini, pasal exxcited :)

first, of course la i'm very excited because the holiday has started.

we're goin to celebrate raya next week !

time flies so fast !

but still, i'm excited :)

second, i'm excited because I got to see him today.

we bumped into each other quite few times.

but we didnt greet each other.

he seemed to hate me so much.

but i dont care.

as long as i still get to see him :)

i miss him.

the old him.

i wanted to say sorry and wish selamat hari raya to him but since dia macam dont want to pandang me, so i cut off my intention :)

its just so great to see you smile again ;)

so petang, folllowed my brother.

did some shots.

with the handsome apek lah, the gorgeous sapikah, and the gayers, itek and paeh :)

had a great day.

but i was too tired to enjoy the moments :)

balik, buka, then terus tertido -__-

bangun2 at 10pm, terus siap2, pergi shoot kt 13 pulak.

this time lagi ramai.

too many to be mentioned lah. haha

but still, fun gilaaa :D

apek was really dropdead gorgeous being a pondan.

melts melts ! hahaha

he's adorable :DD

aww and alep replied my text !

i miss him !! hahaha

happy birthday gaydoci, thnks cuz still keeping my number :')

okay thats all.

i think.

haha

oh and after habis semua tu pegi lepak pelaga.

till pukul 2.

then settle everything,

sampai rumah, pukul 3.

mata penat, badan sakit :

a great day :)

Selamat Birthday :)

Hai awak ! haha

Saya kat sini, nak ucapkan, SELAMAT BIRTHDAY ! :)

Hee :)

Amira Syazwani, thanks for being such a great friend!

You always sent me texts showing that you're not forgetting me or leaving me, :)

May Allah bless you always.

Hope you'll have a wonderful fifteen !

And hopefully you'll be successful in the future.

Goodluck and all the best in whatever you do :)

Hav confidence in yourself. :)

Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRAA !

I LOVE YOU !

p/s ; sorry no presents. hehe