Khamis dan Jumaat :)

Hey there. :P

So, Rabu tak ada apa sangat yang jadi. Sehari tak belajar.

Khamis pun lebih kurang je.
but balik tu nuno teman sampai bawah,
then I had a prefects meeting at the meeting room sampai pukul 3.30.
balik terus tidur.

Jumaat?
The day went as usual.
Ada ceramah sebelum rehat.
Sambil tu text Nuno sebab dia nak pergi Penang.
Then had to finish Bio punya report during recess.
After recess pergi bio, kena duduk depan sekali -__________-
dan, em, FIRST TIME BELAJAR BIO TAK NGANTUUUKK! :D
okay then balik rumah, rutin harian.
lepastu pukul 4, tengok Royal Wedding.
Duk tengok orang ni pakai apa, cantik tak, handsome tak, hahaha !
Then stuck lah depan tv sampai pukul 9.
Kate Middleton was soooo stunning and gorgeous!
Prince William kalau tak botak mesti handsome.
hahah
And as I said yesterday, I wanna marry Prince Harryyyy :P
Hihi okay enough berangan.
So thats all I think? Nothing fun punn.

Oh and today, I'm going to my aunt's place in Ampang for my niece's birthday party.
And try to talk to my cousin about Sunday that I have to accompany her for her date but I dont have any company. So, its just sho sad. And trying to figure out who could teman me. Kbye <3

Happy Birthday Broooo :D

Haha omaigasshhh gambar ni sumpah comel nya aku!

PBSM Dinner 2009 :)

Fadzil Yusof, Happy 18th Birthday Broo!

Semoga kau panjang umur and murah rezeki :)

Semoga kau dapat awek cepat kat Jengka tu agar kau tak terlalu LAME! haha

Semoga kau bahagia dunia akhirat.

Semoga kau jadi baik.

Semoga semoga semogaaa....

Aku taktahu sebenarnya apa nak cakap.

Happy Birthday je lah.

kbai. :)

Hadapi Dengan Senyuman :)

This. is. my. soulmate.

Her. name. is Farisya.

I. call. her. Icca. or. sometimes. Syaa.

She's. pretty. and. adorable. and kind. and gorgeous. and sweet. and loud.

I. love. her. because. she's. been. one. of. my. soulmate. for. almost. 3 years. now.

Firstly, I'd like to thank Icca for the cute post. hikhik

And secondly I would also like to thank Icca also because she gave me a song.

Membuatkan saya nangis terharu.

Sebab dia suruh saya hadapi semua benda dengan senyuman.

Sebab dia percaya yang saya kuat.

Orang lain semua ingat saya lemah.

Saya tak lemah sangat macam tu.

Mengada lebih tu ada la kadang kadang :D

So, nak tahu lagu apa dia bagi?

Ni ha, 

Hadapi Dengan Senyuman by Dewa 19.

Actually lagu ni selalu buat aku nangis. Walaupun dia suruh hadapi dengan senyuman. Haha

Whatever it is, thankyou so much Nur Farisya Bt Abdullah.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH <3

Today,

Hari ini, saya telah ponteng kelas Biologi.
Sebab utama, malas dan tak berapa nak suka.
Eh no. Sebab utama, tak bawak buku and report yang sepatutnya dihantar.
So datang la perasaan malas untuk masuk class.
And saya tak berapa nak suka cikgu tu. Dia suka aja budak budak kat depan je.
Yang kat belakang macam saya, dia anak tirikan. :(
dan kalau orang cakap tak faham, mula la dia menyalahkan saya sebab konon tak dengar apa dia cakap. padahal duk khusyuk dengar dia cerita cuma tak faham :(

Kebetulan ada satu cikgu ni, dia telah menugaskan saya untuk pergi ke setiap class memberikan helaian kertas yang ada soalan quiz untuk Maths Week.
Maka, mengambil kesempatan yang ada, saya telah pergi bersama soulmate saya, sama sama ponteng class Bio dan merayau ke serata sekolah.

Habis kerja tu, baru habis satu masa Bio.
which ada lagi satu masa dan kami berdua sangatlah malas untuk masuk.
maka kami ke kelas, dan ternampak budak budak RC, classmate kitorang jugak, duduk duduk lepak gosip2 hangat lelaki.
so kitorang dengan muka tak malu, pergi la join sekali. kebetulan diorang tak ada cikgu, siapa nak marah kan? :P

then sempat fly sekolah sekejap.
balik rumah ambik buku teks addmaths.
hihi. kalau kantoi tadi, tak boleh buat apa la kan.
tapi, senang je sebenarnya nak fly sekolah.
agak agak line clear, chow je la.
so benda tu boleh buat lagi lepas ni :D
aku kan nak jadi budak jahat. :P

so habis masa bio, budak budak bio naik, cakap kat saya dan soulmate saya, cikgu 'KIRIM SALAM'
saya dan soulmate gelak gelak je.
sampai 3 orang cakap kat saya, dan saya pun 3 kali la jawab salam tu.
langsung tak ada rasa bersalah dalam diri saya.
yang penting nanti pandai pandai la saya belajar untuk score exam :))

so lepas tu maths, duduk berborak pejun and jali.
jali aja addmaths :DD
pejun duk memekak.
tapi aku skrg geng dgn diorg bila soulmate dengan laki dia gaduh.
aku tengok diorang hari hari gaduh agak teruk tapi, relationship diorg, tahan jugak 2 years. *jealous*

dan selepas itu, addmaths. seperti biasa.

dan selepas itu, balik.

masa addmaths tu nuno ada text tanya kat mana, but saya reply lambat.
rupanya dia nak ajak balik sama. tapi nak buat macam mana, saya reply text dia lambat.
so esok kami janji nak balik sama kot.
itupun kalau dia ingat nak tunggu. hihi

dan itu sahaja untuk hari ini. bye.

jerit,

kalau boleh aku nak jerit sekarang,
Kalau orang lain boleh buat, aku pun boleh,
Aku bukan lemah.
Aku boleh move on.
Kalau boleh aku nak jerit semuanya.
Lepaskan beban beban pada diri ni.
Bagi semuanya terbang dengan mimpi mimpi dan angan angan yang mesti aku lepaskan.

Aku boleh. :)

:'(

hm.
tiba tiba malam ni, datang satu perasaan yang aku sendiri taktahu nak cakap macam mana.
all of sudden, words couldnt explain this feeling.
so I explained it with tears.
i don't know why, in all of the days, why today all of sudden?
bfore today, everything is just fine and almost perfect.
And tonight?
i feel sucks. i feel terribly miserable.
probably its bcause i'm missing everything too much.
I should've stop. I should've get over it. I should've hate to remember.
I'm sad. I'm too emotional :'(
And tonight, I just couldnt control this emotion.
Pfft.

Fuckin Perfect

This is currently my favourite song.
Thankyou Tumblr people. haha

Suara and lyrics lagu ni, memang boleh buat I meeelllttt :D


So, dah 5 kali play lagu ni harini :D

Smile.

its 0615.
and this is the 3rd time I'm awake.
Hm. Idk whats wrong with me.

Kay so, I looked at yr picture.
And guess what, I didn't cry! :)
And the song tht was playing is Smile by Uncle Kraker.
You used to hav tht song as yr caller ringtone :P

I dont even know whts the motive of this entry.

But I just wanna tell you, you no longer make me cry.
I could smile if I think abt you.
Which definitely is a good thing.
So, you dont have to worry if I'm crying because of you.
You've been a great friend, so for what I wanna cry because of a good friend.
And I just hope that after this you wont feel like I'm talking abt you.
Because I guess this would be the last post about you. :)
sorry and thanks for everything :)

today is just so stressful.
I couldnt bear with this stress anymore.
Do kill me. :)

I'm starting to hate school, teachers, and I'm starting to hate myself.
For me, these are the causes of this fucking stressss.

I'm not sure what I'm really feeling now.
depressed, stressed out, sad, happy. Its just like ABC :P

Kalau tgahari panas ni dpt abc pun best ni.
hihi

Kay so today nak lepak helipad probablyy. Or pergi basketball, tenangkan diri. :)

Bye.

Pictures are being a good advisor for me.

I found every pictures on Tumblr. And I post it because I love the quotes.

 So true. I just have to learn how to do this.

So guys, DON'T.

So if your friends or whoever around you, does not brags about miseries thats hitting them, they're hurting more than the ones who brag more.

Now I must encourage myself to stop waiting. because I had you once already.

Loving each quote here. Kbye ♥